Since Xue'er's accident, Xuanyuan Yu knew that he was in trouble, and people were already scared stupid, until now he has not eased up, seeing him look like he is going to cry or not, losing his previous liveliness, how can Xuanyuan Che bear to punish a child who is not sensible?

But he always has to give Xue'er an explanation for this matter, and he can't just leave it alone.

"Cher, my good Cher, don't cry anymore, I'm sad too, but that kid has nothing to do with us, I think he will come back, as long as you take care of yourself, he will come back!" These words are to comfort Cher, but also to comfort himself, although even he doesn't believe his words.

Xue'er's head is blank now, and her heart is like someone has torn a hole open, and no one can understand this pain.

"Third brother, I want to be quiet alone, you have been guarding me for a long time, you go and rest!" Xue'er withdrew from Xuanyuan Che's embrace and said with her head down.

Seeing Xue'er's crying and swollen eyes and pale face, he was like seeing a flower that had been destroyed by a storm, Xuanyuan Che's heart hurt with guilt, but he also knew that no matter what he said now, it was pale and powerless.

Standing up weakly, he instructed: "I'll let Mo Shijiu bring you bird's nest porridge, you eat some first, otherwise your body will not be able to stand it." ”

"Okay." Cher had stopped her tears and gently agreed.

She doesn't want to see anyone now, she just wants to be alone and quiet.

She kept her head down, Xuanyuan Che couldn't see her expression clearly, he squirmed his lips, but he didn't know what to say, so he had to turn away silently.

Cher stared at his back, tired for no apparent reason.

Since marrying this man, she has forced herself not to think about his past, not to mind the fact that he already has a daughter, and to understand that he is busy with political affairs and has no time to accompany her.

What's more, he understands that he is an old-fashioned ancient person, who has a thousand-year generation gap with her, and tries his best to adapt to life in this palace.

But is she really happy, happy?

She was not fit to live in this ancient world, although she had always thought that she had compromised and integrated into everything here.

She has always believed that the problems in this are all in herself, and she can't let go of those modern thoughts, so she will suffer from gains and losses, and will think nonsense again and again for no reason.

Was she wrong?

Mo Shijiu came to the couch with bird's nest porridge and said cautiously: "Princess, eat something!" You've been in a coma for a day and a night, and you've just woken up, eaten something to regain your strength, and you're going to have to take medication for a while. ”

"Shijiu, how many months has he been? Didn't I come to Kwai Shui, how could I get pregnant? Xue'er reached out and took the bird's nest porridge, stirring it with a jade spoon but had no appetite at all.

Mo Shijiu knelt down and choked up: "It's me who is not good, I saw that the princess was sleepy and tired, and I also called the pulse, but I didn't find out that the princess was pregnant, I should die!" ”

She is the one who wants Xue'er to get pregnant the most, but now because of her poor medical skills, she is stunned to lose this child, you can imagine how much Mo Shijiu blames herself and chases.

Xue'er put down the bowl and struggled to reach out to help Mo Shijiu.

Mo Shijiu refused to get up, and the shame on his face was overflowing.

Xue'er said weakly: "I don't have the strength, you get up first and listen to me." ”

Mo Shijiu didn't kneel anymore, so she got up, Xue'er stared into her eyes and continued: "Shijiu, don't blame yourself, this matter has nothing to do with you." I know, and always know, your faithfulness to me.

You came to me when I was eight years old, and you always protected me.

Over the years, it's not so much that you've been my bodyguard, but that I've long regarded you as a sister who grew up together! ”

After saying so many words in a row, she was a little short of breath, Mo Shijiu hurriedly helped her to lean on the pillow with red eyes, and helped her cover the quilt.

She doesn't know how good Xue'er is to her, she has served Xue'er all these years, she feels that she has a good life, no longer a dark guard who can't see the light, no longer a tool.

Because of this, she was even more annoyed that she didn't take care of the princess and didn't keep the little master.

"This incident was an accident, I really have to blame, and I am an unqualified mother who doesn't even know I'm pregnant." Xue'er didn't get mad at Xuanyuan Che, the most important thing was that her self-blame was deeper than anyone else's.

"No, it's not the princess's fault, I'm from here, and it's my fault that I didn't find out about the princess's pregnancy at the first time." Mo Shijiu is still stubborn.

Xue'er sighed deeply, she knew that her words were in vain, she was very confused now, she wanted to learn more details in Mo Shijiu's mouth, but what was the use of thinking about it?

She just wanted to be quiet alone, so she simply said perfunctorily: "Shijiu, things are already like this, let's not blame each other, I want to stay alone for a while, I'm really tired!" ”

Mo Shijiu also saw that Xue'er's body was indeed unsupportable, but after glancing at the porridge that had not moved at all, she picked it up and persuaded distressedly: "Princess, your body is important, no matter what, use this bird's nest porridge first, and use medicine later." ”

Xue'er really couldn't eat it, but seeing Mo Shijiu's eager eyes, she really couldn't bear to refuse, so she had to drink up a bowl of porridge by dividing it by two.

Mo Shijiu served her to rinse her mouth again, and then helped her lie down again.

Seeing that she closed her eyes tiredly, Mo Shijiu tiptoed away.

Cher closed her eyes and stroked her lower abdomen, there was a small life there yesterday, a child connected to her blood, but because of her ignorance, she lost the right to own that child, which made her feel the urge to kill herself.

Two lines of tears ran down the corners of her eyes, silently, and she fell into deep self-blame and remorse.

Xue'er in her past and present lives is like this, and the first reason for what happens is to find the reason from herself, not how cowardly she is, nor how timid she is, but mainly because of her personality and experience.

It's not that she doesn't blame Xuanyuan Yu, and it's not that she doesn't anger Xuanyuan Che, it's just that those are not the first things she considered.

Some people may not look down on her character, but she can finish college without anyone's help in modern times, and she can have today's status in the ancient Dong family, which is not unrelated to her character.

I don't know who pushed open the door of the room, Cher hurriedly wiped away her tears, and pretended to be asleep and faced the bed.

Mo Shijiu thought she was asleep, and didn't know whether to wake her up, but when she saw the decoction in the tray, Mo Shijiu still called softly: "Princess, princess ......"

"What?" Hearing whose voice it was, Cher asked in as calm a tone as she could.