It stands to reason that the relationship between me and Lu Yaxuan is that of superiors and subordinates, and the relationship between me and Lu Yaxuan is that of my girlfriend's sister.

Either way, I shouldn't be holding her right now.

But I still couldn't help but open my arms, I felt the gloom in my heart, and only Lu Yaxuan could help me clean it up......

"You ......"

I don't know what Lu Yaxuan is going to say, with what I know about her, she should be very tempted to scold me, but she held back.

I hugged her for about ten seconds, and she gradually opened her arms, put them on my waist, and finally hugged me directly.

Lu Yaxuan's little hand gently stroked my back, as if caressing her own injured child, very gentle.

Neither of us spoke, and let the action go on for about three minutes.

I'm really grateful, very, very grateful to Lu Yaxuan for being able to hug me when I was terrified.

At that moment, I felt as if I had the whole world......

After another two minutes, I felt that Lu Yaxuan seemed to be tired of standing, and her feet were shaking a little, so I took the initiative to let go of her.

Looking at Lu Yaxuan's crimson face, I felt charming.

She looked at the bruises on my face and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

"When I hold you, I don't feel any pain."

"Stinky Poor!"

She glanced at me and asked, "Qin Shaoyou, can you tell me what's wrong with you?" You've often been in fights with people, but this time I don't think it's normal. ”

Do I get into fights with people a lot? I don't even know how I left this impression on Lu Yaxuan.

I looked down and pondered for five seconds, then said to her, "Can I not say it?" ”

Lu Yaxuan wanted to speak and stopped, she seemed to want to know what happened to me, but in order to take care of my emotions, she didn't break the casserole and ask the end.

"Okay, I won't ask, then you have to go take a shower, right? Look at the dirty stuff on your body, didn't you promise me? Accompany me to a place tomorrow. ”

No wonder Lu Yaxuan came here to find me at night, I suddenly remembered that I did promise her to accompany her to somewhere tomorrow.

Fortunately, she came to me, otherwise in my current state of mind, I would have forgotten what I said last second, how could I still remember my agreement with her?

I nodded and went to take a shower.

For me, Lu Yaxuan has a magical healing ability, anyway, I hugged her for a while just now, and my heart is not so messy.

I took a good shower, and after I came out, Lu Yaxuan was still sitting on the sofa watching TV.

I grabbed a can of drink from the fridge and asked, "Xuanxuan, where are we going tomorrow?" ”

"I want to see the sunrise."

"Sunrise?"

I was stunned and asked, "What you always wanted me to go with you is to watch the sunrise?" ”

"Yes, I just want to see the sun rise and turn the sea red. But this image only exists in my imagination, and I have never seen it with my own eyes. I want to see it, can't I? ”

"Oh, yes, of course. But now that it's dawning so early, do we have to get up early? I'm afraid I'll have to go to the beach at four o'clock, right? ”

"Almost, so we're going to have to go to bed now."

After speaking, Lu Yaxuan got up and went back to her room, and she also reminded me: "You should go to bed early, I will set an alarm clock at four o'clock tomorrow morning, don't you can't get up tomorrow morning." ”

I nodded, and watched Lu Yaxuan return to her room, and I went back to my room to sleep.

Before, there was Bai Xue and Lu Yaxuan around me, and I didn't feel anything, but now that I was lying alone in bed, that sense of fear hit again.

The room was quiet and I could hear my own breathing and heartbeat, and the image of Da Kun's death still lingered in my mind.

It was already late at night, and I tossed and turned, unable to sleep at all.

I turned to the side, and I could clearly feel the tiredness of my eyes, but I just couldn't close them.

By the moonlight, I looked at my right hand, and for a moment I seemed to be hallucinating, and I saw blood on my fingers......

"Ahh

I screamed out loud under the pressure, sat up from the bed, ran into the bathroom like crazy, and rubbed my fingers hard.

But no matter how much I rubbed it, I just felt that there was blood on it, and I couldn't rub it at all!

I knew it was my hallucination, but I just couldn't stop, I even wanted to chop off my own fingers......

At this time, a sound of footsteps stopped at the bathroom door.

I followed the voice and saw that Lu Yaxuan's pale yellow hair was already scattered over her shoulders.

She wore a suspender nightdress, betraying her fragrant shoulders and two slender legs.

Through her pajamas, I could even see her flat belly and tall Yuru inside.

She held the door frame with one hand, and asked with a faint worry on her face, "Qin Shaoyou, what's wrong with you?" ”

Lu Yaxuan's voice was like a gust of spring breeze, blowing away the fear that had been hanging over my heart.

After seeing Lu Yaxuan, I seemed to relax a lot, I looked down at my fingers again, and sure enough, the blood on it was gone.

I let out a long sigh of relief, turned to Lu Yaxuan and said, "I didn't have much, maybe I didn't eat well at night, and I was a little nauseous." It's okay, let's sleep. ”

What happened tonight is hard for me to talk about in any way.

I can't tell Lu Yaxuan that I killed someone tonight, and now I have a psychological shadow, and then let her comfort me, right?

So I had to go through all the pressure alone...... But when I get back to my room, won't I still repeat the same mistakes as I do now?

The two of us went back to our room again, but I didn't lie down, I just sat there.

Because as soon as I lie down, I may not be able to hold back my thoughts again, and I am not going to sleep tonight......

Fear, exhaustion, swept through my body, and I now know how much pressure a normal person can be under after killing someone.

It is only now that I know what a blessing it is to be a legal citizen......

Just as I couldn't help but think about it, my door was suddenly pushed open.

Seriously, because of my fear, the moment the door was opened, I even fantasized that it was not Da Kun's ghost who came to me for revenge?

But immediately, a woman in a suspender nightdress came in through the door, it was not the ghost of Da Kun, but Lu Yaxuan.

She still has a pillow in her arms, why did she come to me on this big night?

When she saw me sitting there, she sat down beside me with brisk steps.

Before I could speak, Lu Yaxuan took the initiative to say, "I'm a little scared tonight, I want to sleep in your room." ”