When Qinghan heard "Yinxiang", he glanced in the direction where Yinxiang was and lowered his voice: "Who said that?" I love Yinxiang, I love him! ”

"Really?" Lin Du hooked the corners of his mouth: "Then I'll tell Yinxiang about this." ”

"You can't change history!" Qinghan said categorically.

Lin Dui raised his eyebrows angrily: "Really? I really can't change history, but Yinxiang won't poke this matter out, I told Yinxiang that you want to kill Yinxi, think about it, Yinxiang is such a frank gentleman, what will he think of you? ”

"Don't." Qinghan grabbed Lin Dui's sleeve and pleaded with her, "Zhiyue, let's talk about it in another place." ”

"Okay." Lin Duan breathed a sigh of relief, as long as Qinghan still cared about something, then the matter was not the worst.

Qinghan and Lin Du went to the backyard where they were resting, and the two of them sat in the pavilion in the middle of the lake, making sure that no one around could hear their conversation.

"Zhiyue, please, let me go, don't tell Yinxiang. I'm not going to do this kind of thing again, I'm not going to hurt anyone anymore. Qinghan lowered his posture and said with tears in his eyes.

Lin Du actually couldn't understand that many of Qinghan's actions didn't even care about Yinxiang's life or death, making her feel that Qinghan didn't love Yinxiang, so why was she so afraid that Yinxiang would know her true colors?

"Qinghan, I don't have to tell Yinxiang, but you have to go." It was impossible for Lin Duan to give in at this point.

Qinghan hung his head in a dejected manner, not knowing what he was thinking.

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Lin Du didn't soften at all when she saw her lost soul, and she didn't see her soft heart when Qinghan was poisoned.

Qinghan finally decided: "I can go, but please, don't tell Yinxiang." ”

Lin Du promised: "Don't worry, as long as you go, I won't have much trouble, Yinxiang won't know anything." ”

"Zhiyue, don't hate me." Qinghan made a decision, but relaxed, "I am a person who has been hated since I was a child, no one likes me, no one respects me. But only Yinxiang, no matter what I do, he always respects me. ”

"Are you curious about why I have spells?" Although Qinghan was a question, she didn't care about Lin Dui's answer, but gave the answer by herself: "I grew up in the depths of the Mountain, which is isolated from the world, just like a small independent country, and the spark of modern civilization does not ignite the grass and trees of the Mountain. There is patriarchal preference there, and even more so in our family, girls are forced to learn spells from an early age, but boys can be given spells that can control women at birth, they don't need to do anything else, women will do everything. There, women are slaves and animals. ”

"I can't imagine it, you think that the beautiful and convenient modern society still has a poor worm like me." Qinghan's words were sarcastic, "Everyone said that this was the life of our women, even my mother told me so. In that family, no one cared about me, they only cared about my brother. I have no family and no friends. ”

No wonder she was so resistant when she talked about Qinghan's family and friends last time, Lin Dui understood.

Qinghan sighed, she didn't know where her future was: "Zhiyue, I can die, anyway, it doesn't mean anything to keep my life, death is not terrible, but it is a relief, but those men always have a way to use spells to control me and not be able to seek death." I practiced all kinds of forbidden arts, and finally, somehow passed out during a practice, and I woke up here again. I think I slipped into the gap of time and space with the Soul Separation Technique. ”

"There are some problems with the plane, which is why you're here." Lin Du didn't know what to say, Qinghan's background was indeed pitiful.

"Zhiyue, you know what? I don't want to leave here because no one here treats me as a slave and an animal anymore, Yinzhen is the first person I meet who takes me seriously, and Yinxiang is the first person I meet who respects me. I love him, I can't let him know that I'm not a good person, I'm afraid he will dislike me, I'm afraid he will be like those people in Yushan, think I'm as cheap as an ant. Qinghan said as he spoke, tears rippling in his eyes.

Lin Du handed her her own handkerchief and looked at each other speechlessly.

She really couldn't bear to see girls crying, so she wanted to change the topic, and there were still some doubts that she hadn't figured out, so she said: "I think you can make fried chicken, gimbap, and it seems that you have seen and traveled, and you know history quite well, I thought you were the same as other girls in modern society." ”

Qinghan explained: "Those people who eat are brought back by the men who have gone down the mountain, they love to eat, and we have to learn to make it." I peeked at the book, and it was brought back to Yushan by a man many years ago and then thrown it away and I picked it up. ”

Lin Du sighed, no wonder Qinghan behaved so Mary Sue, many years ago, it was probably the Mary Sue who loved me all over the world and shed seven tears.

And after reading this kind of book, Qinghan can't even love her lover, she hasn't learned the ability to love and be loved, so she would rather want the world to destroy her than leave on the issue of not going back.

Lin Du persuaded her: "Qinghan, if you love someone, you hope that he will be good, Yinxiang will survive all these years, and you can show your strength in the Yongzheng Dynasty, you should go back, otherwise Yinxiang and this world will end early, and Yinxiang will stay in depression forever." ”

"But I can die with him, let's die together, isn't that the best look of love?" Qinghan has a kind of almost cruel innocence that only children can have.

Lin Du shook his head: "No, Qinghan, let's not say whether Yinxiang is willing to let this world bury you for you, don't you think you are selfish?" ”

"Am I selfish?" Qinghan seemed to have heard some funny joke, "Am I selfish? The world has been cruel enough to me, so that I became a person from Yushan and gave birth to another daughter. The world is like this to me, why do I think about the world? Who am I showing my selflessness? ”

Lin Du has always been most tired of such an antisocial personality, she knows that without her suffering, don't persuade others to be kind, but she still said: "Qinghan, I sympathize with your life experience, but the people who exist in the world are innocent, Yinxi, he has never done anything to be sorry for you, you shouldn't drag him to die with you." There are many, many people, Yinxiang, Yinyu, Yinzhen...... They have never been sorry for you, so why should they accompany you to destruction? ”

"So what can I do? Who can I blame for being like this? Oh my God? Where is he? Can I find him? Qinghan hooked the corners of his mouth, and his face became hideous, "It's not bad for everyone to die with me." ”

"Qinghan, you're crazy." Lin Du sighed, poor people must have something to hate, and a person's pitiful background is not a reason for him to take revenge on society and others.