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11. Holiday.

Wei Gospel returned home in a hurry, Li Wanqing asked her to go to the library, but she reluctantly refused.

When I got home at noon and had lunch, I couldn't wait to follow Wei Guangsheng to the village entrance brigade, thinking that I could quickly get my ID card done, and if I had a heart, I could concentrate on studying, otherwise she would be sick all day long at school.

Wei Gospel was not familiar with the people in the village, so he had to be led by Wei Guangsheng, the village chief was a white-bearded old man, dressed plainly, different from other old people in the village, and he looked like a cultural person.

Wei Guangsheng explained his intentions, the village chief knocked on the dusty table, slowly put on his reading glasses, took out a pen from the pocket of his jacket, took out a piece of stationery and spread it on the table, and unhurriedly adjusted the height of the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose.

Although she was in a hurry, the village chief was not in a hurry, and slowly took out a cigarette and lit it, Wei Gospel wanted to scold people angrily, but fortunately, the village chief made some preparations, and no longer made any tricks, leaned over and picked up the pen, and wrote on the letterhead, "Prove: Wei Gospel, a villager in my village, ......

Wei Gospel watched from the side, although the old man was slow, but his thinking was clear, his writing was smooth, and he had to admit that he wrote even the words smoothly, but it was impressive, and he remembered that he wrote a hand, which was similar to that of a primary school student, and he felt ashamed, even his parents felt that her writing was average, although it was neat, but it was a little hard to handle, and his own words were not good, so he especially liked people who could write a good hand.

Either way, everything is going well for the time being.

Wei Gospel came to the office with the certificate issued by the village chief, and the staff of the office took the letter, looked at it, stretched out his hand and said, "Where is the household registration book?"

Wei Gospel five thunders hit the top!

Didn't you say last time that you just need to open a certification letter, but you didn't say that you want a household registration book!

The staff sitting behind the desk didn't mean to make things difficult for her, it was just a routine, and repeated: "Give me the household registration book."

Wei Gospel said dejectedly: "The household registration book is at home, and I didn't bring it."

The staff said, "Next time, bring the household registration booklet and do it again."

Wei Gospel laughed angrily, feeling that the blood in his whole body rushed to the top of his head, and the grievances and anger of this time all came to his heart, and he didn't want the hard-earned proof, pushed open the door and ran out.

She didn't go to the station to take the train, she ran all the way, running faster and faster, and scolded while running: "Don't do it, I won't do it yet, what can you do with me, go to your uncle, everything else does is smooth, why is it so difficult for me to do something when it's my turn!" Fuck your uncle, I'm not going to do it! ”

Back at school, Wei Gospel rushed into the phone booth and cried at the headache: "Woo woo woo, Mom, I don't want to go to school anymore!" Woooooooo ”

The words were a little childish, and a soft, familiar voice came: "What's the matter, lack of money?"

The anger in Wei Gospel's heart found a gap, and shouted: "Woo, what's wrong, what's wrong, you will always be the same sentence, you have never cared about my feelings, you left me here alone, no one cares about me, other classmates go home on vacation, and their parents give them good food, but I don't even know where to go on vacation, have you ever cared about my feelings, woo woo woo."

"You always say let me go to my aunt's house, to my uncle's house, to my grandfather's house, but that's not my house, it's okay to stay for a day or two, after a long time, it's annoying, I'm fed up with the taste of sending people under the fence, I won't go anywhere, woo, woo, woo......"

As she spoke, Wei Gospel cried angrily, her stomach was bitter, the math problems were too difficult, the grammar was not understood, the words could not be memorized, her life was unsatisfactory, and her studies were not going well, she was already very hard, and she felt that someone behind her was beating her with a whip to climb forward, the more she talked, the more aggrieved she became, the more she spoke, the more she cried.

With a long sigh, Li Yuehua gently comforted and said: "This is the case, who bullied you, why don't you care about you with your father, I know that it is not easy to leave you outside, but there is no way to do it, you should be considerate and considerate of me and your father."

Wei Gospel was full of resentment in his heart, and he didn't know how to vent it, and in front of the whole class, he had to pretend to be a good student as if nothing had happened.

But it's really hard, running every morning, memorizing, doing exercises, no different from others, but I feel that I am caught in the cracks of the stones, I can't go up, I can't go down, I am in a dilemma, I am afraid of living up to the expectations of teachers and parents, and the most afraid is to live up to myself, I am afraid of being sorry for myself, I have been getting up early and greedy for three years, and I really gave up, she is afraid that she will be annoyed for a lifetime.

Li Yuehua followed the temptation, his tone was softened, and he generally understood the troubles of Wei Gospel, and was gentle and relieved.

It is said that children are debts owed by their parents in their previous lives, this statement is not wrong at all, she thought that she said such excessive and heavy words, and she must have been reprimanded more fiercely, just like when she was a child, whenever they did something wrong, her mother would reach out and pull her ears and ask: "Has it changed, has it changed?"

Li Yuehua's hand strength is like that of a man, Wei Gospel has been smart and clever since he was a child, and he knows not to hit the barrel of the gun, but Wei Siguo's ears are red every time he is twisted.

I thought that this time my mother would scold her for being ignorant, and Wei Gospel was ready to refute it, but I didn't think that Li Yuehua patiently listened to her complaints, and her voice was still kind, just like coaxing a three-year-old child.

"Hey, I know that you have been wronged, and I don't worry about putting you in my hometown, I say that the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as your own kennel, no matter how good other people's homes are, they are not as good as your own home, so that you are wronged, but what can be done, your father raises this group of cattle, and I can't leave, your dad herds cattle during the day, I clean the cattle pen every day, good girl, just be considerate and considerate of us."

Wei Gospel heard the same excuse every time, his mind was blank, and he said with a face: "Don't say it!" Stop it! I don't want to hear it, it's like this every time, woo, woo, every time I call you, it's these two sentences, I'm in trouble in my hometown alone, I don't even have a helper, I don't want to go, woo, I don't want to, I'm so tired, Mom, I'm too tired, woo woo......"

Li Yuehua heard some eyebrows, and patiently comforted: "What's wrong?"

Wei Gospel roared into the microphone and said, "What's the matter! What's up! You left me alone in such a far place, you never considered my feelings, the parents of my classmates, took care of their affairs in an orderly manner, and they didn't have to worry about anything, but what about me, woo, I have to rely on myself for everything, no one helps me, no one cares about me, woo! ”

"In winter, my quilt was cold and shivering, so I slept in my clothes, and the quilt of my classmates weighed ten pounds."

Choked up: "Woo, my classmates have all applied for ID cards, only I don't have them, I don't know what to do, and no one told me, I haven't done it after two trips back to my hometown, I have to open a certificate letter for a while, and I want a household registration book for a while, and our household registration book is not in my hands, I'm too tired, the study pressure is so great, I still have to worry about the ID card, I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I'm almost out of breath, woo woo woo."

"Mom, our school is lacking in morality, only a holiday in two or three months, I go back to apply for an ID card every time I take advantage of the holiday, the college entrance examination has to be used, and it will be too late if I don't do it, woo, my grandfather is an old man, he doesn't understand anything, he can't help anything, it's too difficult for people to live, woo, I don't want to go home, I don't want to go home, woo woo woo."

What a grievance in my heart.

Li Yuehua sighed, she was in trouble, she originally thought that Wei Guangsheng could help a little, but it seemed that she was not busy, and she was also embarrassed by the old and the young.

After a while, Li Yuehua comforted guiltily: "My good girl, don't cry, it's not good for me to be a mother, isn't it just to get an ID card, you ask your classmates what to do?"

Wei Gospel muttered: "Mom, I asked, and they said they didn't know, and their ID cards were all issued by their parents."

Li Yuehua said: "Okay, don't cry, I'm also anxious when you cry, our family has thirty cows, I can't go back, how long are you left before the college entrance examination?"

Wei Gospel said intermittently: "There is still half a year to go."

Li Yuehua said: "Don't worry about it first, if you really can't do it, you can ask your teacher for two days off and go back to apply for an ID card, your teacher won't disagree."

Wei Gospel said, "Okay."

Li Yuehua said: "Don't carry anything alone, call home, don't let me worry about your father."

Wei Gospel wiped his nose and forbeared: "Well, Mom, I'm fine, it's just that I've been under too much pressure to study recently, and I want to find someone to vent, it's okay, I'm going to class."

After hanging up the phone in a hurry, Wei Gospel didn't feel much better, and he once naively thought about simply committing suicide, and he died and made his parents suffer for a lifetime as a punishment for them.

After all, she still has to go to school, otherwise she really doesn't know what else she can do, she has grown so big, she has never thought about what to do if she doesn't go to school, she went to school at the age of seven, and two-thirds of her life has been spent on campus, and the angry words are just talking.

After talking to Li Yuehua, Wei Gospel began to feel guilty, not happy, but had a feeling of killing a thousand enemies and harming eight hundred, the other party was her mother, she only said cruel things to her relatives, in front of outsiders, she was always polite, well-behaved, gentle, and a burst of guilt struck.

After the complaint was over, Wei Gospel wiped away his tears and walked dejectedly along a path in the woods towards the teaching building.

A majestic building stands in the distance, and a burst of dense reading sound is heard in the distance, like a tide, solemn, majestic, for a moment, there is a rush of class bells, Wei Gospel does not care about the sadness of the spring and autumn, stepped up the pace of his feet, and quickly went to the direction of the teaching building.

Back in the classroom, Li Fang held a stack of newspapers in his hand, and Li Wanqing said, "You borrow me to read it after you finish reading."

There is a common rule in the class that whoever has a newspaper or magazine should share it with everyone.

The students usually have limited spare time, except for books and test papers, there is no entertainment program, the newsstand not far from the school has become a channel for them to understand the outside world, the boys in the class will buy a newspaper every day, and everyone is not familiar with the first year of high school, and politely said: "Classmate, after you finish reading, can you borrow me to see."

But all the "borrowed" out, most of them can not be recovered, a newspaper is circulated in the classroom like a baby, one person reads it, passes it to the next, it seems that everyone is more concerned about national affairs than studying, passed a circle, and finally whether it is a newspaper or a magazine, it has become miserable, like a piece of noodles.

Wei Gospel has never bought newspapers or magazines, and she doesn't know who bought them, but she has benefited from them, in addition to sleeping between classes, the most exciting thing is to read newspapers and magazines, and care about national affairs.

Li Fang handed the soft newspaper to Wei Gospel, and Wei Gospel said coldly: "I don't want to read it."

Sensing that her face was not normal, Li Fang asked with concern: "What's wrong with you, your eyes are red, are you crying?"

Wei Fuxin pretended to be calm and said, "No, it's just that the pressure of studying is too great, and I'm in a bad mood, it's okay, I'll be fine in a while."

Li Fang let out a long sigh and said, "It's the same world."

Li Wanqing also said: "I want to cry too."

The three of them sighed in frustration.

Now, even the evening self-study time is not at their disposal, the head teacher finished the test paper, and the chemistry teacher in the second class followed closely behind, saying, "Students, let's have a quiz today."

Everyone closed the books in their hands, neither resisting nor welcome, they have become numb to this kind of thing, large and small tests, they have gone through thousands of times, take the test, who is afraid of whom.

The chemistry teacher passed the graded test papers from front to back.

Everyone looked serious, holding the tip of the pen, ready to go.

Suddenly, it was pitch black.