The first draft of the book came out in March, and it was not completed until early April.

The editor made a lot of pertinent suggestions and took the trouble to help me improve the main line and outline.

But it was also made clear that the book was not optimistic.

The editor hopes that I will re-plan carefully, write a cool article, draw up the main line and outline, and don't get used to the bloody collapse in the later stage, so that I have a certain hope of winning 10,000 orders.

It turns out that the results of this book are really not good.

After testing the water and recommending it six frequently, because the indicators of the book were too poor, it could not reach the standard of Sanjiang for a long time, and it was concluded for two consecutive weeks.

If Sanjiang couldn't push it, the book would basically be scrapped.

At that time, I was very depressed and desperate, and I wanted to give up at one point.

After talking with the editor, the editor helped arrange Sanjiang, said to see the situation, and then arranged a strong push, and gave several valuable APP recommendations, but the data is still very unsatisfactory.

The editor predicts that the first order of the book may be just over a thousand.

After it was put on the shelves, the first order was indeed only 1450.

It's very poor, compared with the first order of 4000 for desperate mobile games, 3000 for wilderness, gold medal host, and nearly 3000 first orders for future playgrounds, it is really poor.

It can almost belong to the kind of results that are cut off when they are put on the shelves.

Today, at the end of the month, the chase has dropped to 900, and the average booking is still no better, and it has inevitably gone down the death channel.

Because there was no expectation, the old devil didn't save the manuscript at all before it was put on the shelf.

At that time, the idea was to write as much as you want, and after it was put on the shelf, it was the same as before it was put on the shelf, hanging two chapters of 4,000 words a day, taking full attendance, and then taking time to conceive a new book.

When I put it on the shelf, I also applied to the editor for an inverted V, and I started charging directly from 90,000 words, which was also a broken jar and a broken starting point, and I was thinking that I could make two more dollars to make two more dollars, after all, there was a three-year-old baby to raise at home, and it was the time to spend money, and I would soon go to kindergarten, and there were more places to spend money.

After it was put on the shelves, considering that it would be on the shelves in the middle of the month, it would be difficult for the monthly ticket list to rush up, so I issued a single chapter stating that I didn't want a monthly pass, but I habitually wrote a few more chapters, and I never thought that the number of monthly tickets would soon rush to the top seven in the classification.

The prize of 1500 for the top five in the classification formed a huge attraction to the old devil, so he yelled a few times and said that he would rush to the top five in the classification.

If you want a monthly pass, of course, you're embarrassed to write a few more chapters.

When I got up the next morning, I not only rushed to the top five in the classification, but also rushed to the fourth in the classification.

Then it rushed to third place in the category.

At this time, I suddenly found that it was not far from the 2500 bonus in the top ten of the new book monthly ticket list.

The top 10 of the new book monthly ticket list is 1,000 yuan more than the top five in the category!

So the money-greedy old devil updated a few more chapters and yelled a few more times, saying that he wanted to rush to the top ten of the new book monthly ticket list.

If you can't rush to it, there is a reason to write two chapters a day and then think about finishing the preparation of a new book quickly.

I didn't think that the readers' brothers and sisters were too powerful, and they rushed up again.

The old devil is not greedy enough, and he has taken a fancy to the 5,000 yuan bonus for the top six of the new book monthly ticket list, but it is 2,500 yuan more than the top ten!

So he added a few more chapters and yelled a few more voices, saying that he wanted to rush to the top six of the new book monthly ticket list.

As a result, he rushed up again, and at the highest time, he rushed to fifth place.

When I looked back at the past, I found that it was exploding every day, and the good life of two and four thousand words a day after it was put on the shelves has never been realized.

Carried by the enthusiasm of his brothers and sisters, there is no turning back.

The momentum of not admitting defeat was also stimulated.

In this way, I got up on time at four o'clock in the morning, went to bed on time at nine o'clock in the evening, and persevered in my head and coded words day by day until today.

But in the end, the bleak reality is in front of us, and the average number of books is still only more than 1,000.

The chase fell every day, and after breaking 1,000, it dropped to 900, which is very large, and it is far from the time to bottom.

This is a subscription result that after leaving the monthly book list, there may never be any recommendations and no exposure opportunities.

What awaits it is a slow death in the descent channel.

It's really sad.

It's more reluctant.

It's like working hard to raise a child, but you can't give her more resources to care and grow, and you can only watch her gradually wither and wither in a malnourished environment.

Heartache.

As far as my personal feelings are concerned, I love this book.

I think it's the best book I've ever written in my writing career, and it's the one I want to write the most.

This book adds a lot of anti-collapse patches outside the main line, and no matter how much the plot is, it is impossible to collapse.

The protagonist Li Teng is the most vivid and distinctive of all the protagonists I have ever created.

He even stood in front of me alive.

I could feel his struggles, his pain, his cries, his helplessness, his joys and sorrows, everything he wanted to express.

Although he was born at the bottom of the society and at the bottom of the film and television city, no matter how big the ordeal was, he never gave in, and never gave up, just like a small grass, as long as he was given a little sunshine and a little water, he could survive very stubbornly and tenaciously.

……

The month ends in June.

The monthly ticket list of new books is over.

The only way to show the book is gone.

This once-wonderful world in my heart seems to be completely closed at this moment.

If the world shuts down, all his struggles, pains, and cries become meaningless.

It's like being choked by the neck, and it gets harder and harder to breathe until you can't breathe.

I was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

I was surprised that this book could reach this point and quickly exceed 500,000 words by the end of the month.

Because, it wasn't what I expected at all.

What the hell should I do?

Continue to hold on blankly?

In the conceivable future, there will be no recommendations, no list exposure, readers of the book will be lost day by day, and subscriptions will be lower and lower, until one day it will be so low that the author will not be able to make a living, and then ......

This should not be its fate.

But it's a brutal, imminent reality.

This is how countless books with such dismal subscriptions have gone down the downward channel and into death.

When I typed these words on the keyboard, I felt very painful and unwilling in my heart.

In this painful and unwilling tossing and turning, the old devil suddenly made an extremely crazy decision.

A decision to fight for the survival of this book.

But at the same time, it is also a decision to gamble on the life of the old devil and affect the life of the whole family.

In July, the old devil is going to rush the monthly ticket list!

This is the book's only chance of survival.

Otherwise, this kind of subscription can only wait for death.

Just like when he saved "Trembling World", the old devil wants to save "Trembling High".

Save this reluctant thought in the heart of the old devil.

The old devil is not the same as those young writers.

With the fading of memories and the drying up of inspiration, there is really not much time and opportunity left for the old devil.

It's like being pushed by the wheels of time, having to run forward, having to fight for your life.

……

There won't be many more commuter pass plus one change events in July.

Of course, the addition still has to continue, and pay off the 55 chapters that were promised but not completed in June.

4157 monthly passes, counted as 4160, and now it is still 3610, and 55 more are still owed.

I implore my brothers and sisters to vote for this book with a guaranteed monthly ticket.

Every time the brothers and sisters vote for a guaranteed monthly pass, they can help the old devil save five yuan of hard-earned money.

Real money's hard-earned money, getting up at four o'clock every day, going to bed at nine o'clock, eating only one meal, and the rest of the time is all in the hard-earned money of the codeword.

Every time you vote for a guaranteed monthly pass, you can help the book win more hope of survival.

More than 1,000 subscriptions shouldn't be its fate.

In this big gamble, there is a high probability that the old devil will lose a mess.

Lose the future for a long time, lose the life of a family.

But at least I fought for it.

I fought hard for it.

Failure, at least there will be no regrets.

It is up to people to plan things, and it is up to heaven to make things happen.

Once again, I implore my brothers and sisters for their support.

For the sake of the old devil's face that worked so hard in June, he voted for the guaranteed monthly ticket for this book.

Save the book, save this world that doesn't want to be shut down.

It's really important.

In this matter, the old devil can't be heartless.

You have to shout loudly.

Prostrate!