195. Unbelief
"Brother, you go and tell your mother and father, don't you tell Nineteen to go to Daxiangguo Temple, okay?" Lu Qiqi squatted down, squatting beside Lu Wu, his head resting on his lap, and his voice was full of crying.
She had just heard the news from her mother that she was going to take advantage of her uncle's birthday to send Nineteen to Jinling.
Lu Qiqi knew that it was useless for her to go to her mother. Her mother wouldn't listen to her, and neither would her father.
I can only come to my brother.
Lu Wu was still as gentle as usual, and his white and almost transparent hand stroked Lu Seventeen's bun, "Sister Yan, everyone has their own life." Nineteen, you must go to the Great Xiangguo Temple. ”
In the gentlest tone, he said what sounded the most cruel words to Lu Seventeen's ears.
Moment. Lu Qiqi didn't even know if he wanted to continue begging him.
"But brother, nineteen is still so young......."
"It is precisely because Nineteen is so young that he should go to Daxiangguo Temple. Sister Yan'er, you must know that we can't save him. ”
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The fragment of the memory came to an abrupt end, and Lu Qiqi looked down at his hands, which were white and flawless, and he couldn't see frostbite anymore. No matter how long she knelt on the ground and begged that day, her mother did not let go.
Just say, "If you want to kneel, just kneel." If you don't know your brain, it's not just you who will harm you in the future. ”
No one dared to come up to help her until she fainted in the snow. In the end, he couldn't give Nineteen a word to leave behind. The chilblains on her hands were used in the palace, and after a few days, they were all gone.
The people in the palace sent them out with a smile, and Nineteen's biological parents were huddled in the corner, barely visible.
When the curtain of the carriage fell, Lu Seventeen knew that Nineteen couldn't go back.
When I think about it now, it still hurts.
"You all say that a man has a personal life. Then why do some people have such a good life, glory and wealth, and a worry-free life. And nineteen, what about the pain of abandonment? Lu Qiqi seemed to be asking Quan Rou, more like asking the people of the Chu Palace.
But there's only Quan Rou here.
"Things haven't happened yet, and you can't say now, it must be bad for Nineteen to go to the Great Xiangguo Temple," Quan Rou slowly began to analyze her, "Although I don't know why the Chu Wangfu must let Nineteen go to the Great Xiangguo Temple, but after all, this matter has been decided." I heard that the master inside is really powerful, maybe, can really save the nineteen-one lives? ”
"Sister, you don't know," Lu Qiqi shook his head, "Nineteen is different, God is too unfair to her." ”
Quan Rou couldn't take it anymore. After all, she really didn't know what Lu Shijiu's situation was.
After thinking about it, he said, "It's useless if you're in a hurry now." You don't want to say so much to Nineteen, it's not good to make this kid nervous in his own heart. I will stay in Jinling for a while, and I can visit her more. ”
What Lu Seventeen is most worried about now is Lu Nineteen.
But she couldn't stay in Jinling for long, and it was estimated that after the spring banquet, she would have to leave for Beijing.
"I know, I just can't rest assured," Lu Qiqi sighed, "Fang is I'm in a hurry." But I won't say it now, when I get out of the carriage, Mama Gong and they are all there, so I can't say it. ”
"Do you want to stay with Mama Gong from Kyoto?"
Didn't you say that it was the person next to Princess Chu?
Lu Qiqi bowed his head, "Stay, the people who came with me were all personally selected by my mother." This time, I'm going to follow Nineteen to live in Daxiangguo Temple. ”
"Sister Quan, if you have the opportunity to see Nineteen, remember to tell her that no one should listen to me except me!" Lu Qiqi suddenly grabbed Quan Rou's hand, and his strength was quite strong.
Quan Rou frowned, "Then do you want her to listen to me?" ”
Not to mention Lu Nineteen, Quan Rou was stunned.
"What I'm going to say, I'll write to you, and Sister Lao Fuquan will bring it in for her. Don't let anyone know. Lu Qiqi grabbed Quan Rou's hand tightly, as if he had grasped some hope, "Sister Quan, I can't find anyone else who can help me, I will check what happened ten years ago for you." ”
"Ten years ago, there was no hurry," Quan Rou pulled out her hand with her backhand, "Why are you so guarded against a few people from Mama Gong?" ”
Not to mention that he hasn't found out yet, since he came to Jinling, Lu Seventeen has never brought anyone with him.
ran around alone, without the appearance of the concubine of the Chu Palace.
She brought it up now, and Quan Rou thought of this.
"It's not about guarding against them, it's just about preventing someone from pushing Nineteen to a dead end." Lu Qiqi looked reluctant to say more, and Quan Rou didn't force it.
I can probably guess some of this.
No matter what the reason is, Lu Nineteen's visit to the Great Xiangguo Temple is a bad result in Lu Seventeen's opinion. But at present, no one can change this result, so Lu Seventeen wants to do something more for Lu Nineteen.
"I came with me today, just to ask Master Mingkong to take care of Nineteen more for me." Lu Qiqi leaned on the pillow and spoke much quieter.
Kwon Rou twisted a piece of dim sum and ate it, she didn't plan to speak now. Lu Qiqi felt uncomfortable in her heart, so let her say a few more words, Quan Rou spoke now, that is, to interrupt this person's train of thought, it was better to tell her that it was enough, and she could control her emotions by getting out of the car for a while.
Sure enough, Lu Seventeen didn't wait for Quan Rou to answer his words, and said to himself, "I know, everyone doesn't think there's anything wrong with throwing away Nineteen." My brother doesn't think either. They all told me that it was nineteen's life. But I don't believe in fate. ”
Quan Rou didn't stop, and continued to twist the snack and eat.
The more Lu Qiqi spoke, the more fascinated he became, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into an indescribable situation, and his eyes were also very confused.
"I won't mention the other things for the time being, but nineteen is a living human life. Either way, it shouldn't be left alone. So I'm going to help Nineteen. Lu Seventeen pinched the handkerchief in his hand, "Help Nineteen live." ”
Alive? Quan Rou smiled, "You think lightly." If there is a way, I believe that the son of the world will not choose to leave it alone. ”
The prince of Chu can't find a way, with Lu Seventeen, is it okay?
"Sister Quan, do you believe in fate?" Lu Qiqi suddenly asked.
Kwon Rou hesitated. Believe it? She thinks she's never believed in the idea of numbers. But recently, those dream fragments seem to break the original prejudice of Kwon Rou.
She hesitated for a moment, and Lu Qiqi had already followed up on her words, "You shouldn't believe it either, right?" It should be the same as me, not believing in fate. But there was always something that forced me to believe it. ”
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