Chapter 393: Treasure
Seeing Xue'er's hesitation, Xuanyuan Che hurriedly said, "I admit that it was my arrogance that put me in such a dilemma!"
I have always felt that the little lady should be at home with her husband and children, in addition to love and love, a little calculating, and she can't make any big waves at all.
But the matter of the county lord of Changle made me understand that the little lady is not something to be underestimated, and the little lady is also terrible to calculate!
I will remember the lessons of both times, and I promise that nothing like this will happen in the future. So, will you forgive me? β
Seeing the sincerity in his eyes, Xue'er softened a little, but she still had to explain some words: "Don't say forgiveness or forgiveness, you let go of me first!" β
Being held by him on the cheek, Cher was very uncomfortable.
"Okay." Xuanyuan Che thought to himself that as long as Xue'er was willing to give him a chance, there was still hope for redemption.
Xue'er rubbed her cheeks and continued: "In the eyes of His Royal Highness, the little lady is a tool for giving birth to children, and she is a woman in the back house who only knows how to love and love.
I won't comment on this point of view for the time being, but I'm not, I hope I can live comfortably and not be trapped in the back house. β
"I know, you're different from other little ladies." Xuanyuan Che did not refute Xue'er, but commented on Xue'er to the point.
"Life without emotion in my heart is boring, whether it is family, friendship, or love, it is essential.
It is gratifying to get it, but there is no need to complain if you don't get it, it is all due to the fate between people.
I want it, but I don't want it. β
Xuanyuan Che nodded in agreement.
"For me, family, friendship, and love are the most sincere feelings, and family and friendship can be shared, but love can't!" Xue'er stared at Xuanyuan Che's eyes, not missing the slightest change in him.
I saw that his pupils shrank, and his face was fleeting.
Xuanyuan Che understood why Xue'er kept losing her temper with him and refused to write to him.
"A person has only one heart, maybe someone can fall in love with two people at the same time, or three, four, or even more, but I can't, in my heart there will always be a clear love and hate.
Just like a father, he can like several little ladies at the same time, but that's not love, just like, and what he loves most is always himself!
I don't want my future Lang Jun to say that he loves me, but in fact, he is hugging left and right, and he also says what he likes to other little ladies. β
Seeing Xuanyuan Che thoughtful, Xue'er continued: "I am also a person who loves myself very much, since I can't get the other party's wholehearted feelings, I am willing to put away my heart and treasure it. β
Xuanyuan Che thought that Xue'er was just jealous, but he never thought about the reason behind this, and Xue'er's words today made him sober up instantly.
He is a man, a high vassal king, so to speak, what he wants.
Growing up, he didn't have much that he wanted but couldn't get.
When the royal family forcibly gave marriage, he didn't give Xue'er a chance to choose at all, because he ignored Xue'er's true feelings.
It is not wrong that he loves Xue'er, he envies the affection between the emperor's grandfather and the emperor's grandmother, and he also wants that kind of affection.
In the past twenty years and years, he has watched his mother grow haggard and entangled day by day, and he has never thought deeply about the reason, but today he understands.
He didn't know if he would fall in love with other little ladies in the future, at least the only thing he wanted now was Xue'er.
He is a man, he can't make promises easily, and once he makes a promise, he has to do it, can he really do it?
"You don't have to give me an answer now, before Your Highness himself has figured it out, I can only get along with you as your fiancΓ©e as I am now, I want me to love you by any means, I can't do it for you to die or live!
Well, let's not talk about it, too many things have happened in the past two years, I think you came here directly from Chang'an!
Let's go back to Xuexuan first to wash and rest, and we will eat together in the evening! β
Seeing his hesitation, Xue'er's heart tingled slightly, of course, it was just a momentary feeling. When she said something that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, Xue'er felt a lot better in her heart, and the stone that had been pressed in her heart during this time finally moved away.
The person became more relaxed, and she became more free and flexible, she stood up and stretched out her hand to pull up Xuanyuan Che: "I won't send His Highness back to Xue Xuan." β
Xuanyuan Che has always thought that doing is more important than talking, as long as he does it, it is the same whether he says it or not, but now he can't figure it out, which is more important, saying or doing?
Returning to Luoxuexuan thoughtfully, Xuanyuan Che simply freshened up, and sat alone in the attic in the direction of Luoxuexuan and was silent.
The wind is blowing, the sky is still sunny just now, and the clouds are rolling in for a while, and the weather in June is like a child's face, and it will change.
It was he who never did it to keep Xue'er, who was close to him, away from him, so the fault was never on Xue'er's side.
But when he has all the children, what can he say? Even if you give Cher a promise at this time, how much credibility is there?
Three years is not a long time, but it is not a short time, Xue'er wants to keep filial piety, and so does he, so let time prove everything!
He will make up for the mistakes he made with the rest of his life, since Xue'er wants to be single-mindedly emotional, he can't just give it, let the actual actions prove his sincerity to her!
In the evening, Dong Changhe's family accompanied Xuanyuan Che to eat at night, and when the song was over, only Xue'er and Xuanyuan Che were left in the attic.
It was raining hard outside, and it looked like it was going to last all night.
With the sound of rain, Xuanyuan Che sat next to Xue'er and said in her ear: "I figured it out, I will do my best to do what you want, I am sorry for you in the past, I will use my practical actions in the future to prove that I can give you everything you want, will you believe it?" β
"At this moment, I believe in you, I don't believe in any vows, since I am destined to marry you, I have nothing to complain about, you can give, I will also pay sincerely, if you can't do it, don't force my sincerity! Luckily? β
What else can Cher say? Since the age of twelve, she has been labeled with Xuanyuan Che, even if she doesn't marry him, she can't escape the shackles of Xuanyuan Che, and life is passing day by day in constant struggle and compromise.
"Okay, let's make an agreement!"
Taking Xue'er into his arms and looking at the wind and rain outside, Xuanyuan Che said sincerely: "Xue'er, do you know how I have spent the past six months?" The queen mother died, I didn't see her for the last time before I died, I was in my teens, away from the queen mother, away from Chang'an, I thought I still had time to be filial to her, but ......"
He still can't get over the hurdle in his heart at the moment, and there are many regrets in life, and the most regrettable thing is that he wants to raise his son but doesn't treat him.