Chapter 686: Live for Yourself
Today, after he heard that he almost died after experiencing the thunderstorm, in fact, the old general was not heartless and indifferent.
It's just that he deeply hid the shock that came to his heart after learning about it.
Because he knew that he was inexplicably hacked by Tianlei to the point that he had no breath, which really frightened Chu Qianli.
His Li'er girl, no matter how much she was wronged before, she had never cried so sadly and desperately!
The old general can imagine that he lost his life in front of Li'er and them in an instant, what a huge blow this was to Chu Qianli!
What if you really ...... today?
I'm afraid that his Li'er girl will leave an indelible psychological shadow and burden in the future!
So now that he is alive and well, he doesn't want to think about these things anymore.
The main reason is that he really doesn't want Chu Qianli to worry about this matter anymore......
But in fact, when he knew that he was "dead" before, his heart was extremely shocked and shocked.
Who would have thought that he would happily break through the middle level of the Purple Realm, and only after successfully surviving the thunder tribulation, he would become a real Purple Realm powerhouse!
As a result, all of a sudden, the situation was suddenly completely reversed, and he was inexplicably killed by the last thunderbolt.
He originally felt that he was hanging his head on the belt of his trousers, and he was ready to sacrifice his life for the country at any time.
However, when he knew that he had died once......
What he thought of in his heart was not his position as a general, not the people of the White Tiger Country, not the soldiers at the border pass......
It's his Li'er girl and his son and daughter-in-law!
If he dies like this, then these three people will definitely become the biggest and most painful regret in his heart!
He hasn't been with Li'er girl well, and he hasn't enjoyed the happiness of his children and grandchildren around his knees.
Nor did he find his sons and daughters-in-law and bring them back during his lifetime......
It was only then that he realized that the things he thought were important that he once felt he couldn't let go of were suddenly less important!
What country, what border pass, what war, and even what people's safety is at stake......
These things that he once thought were more important than his own life suddenly became indifferent.
Even the old general suddenly began to reflect if he really fought to the death for the sake of the country and for the protection of the people.
Who is so happy, and who will be the sad person......
If you think about it with your toes, you know that if he dies, then the emperor and the crown prince will definitely beat gongs and drums happily to celebrate!
And those enemies who have been at war with him for many years but have been defeated repeatedly, if they know that they are dead, they will surely celebrate the whole country.
If he dies, maybe the people of the White Tiger Kingdom will grieve and mourn him.
But soon they will forget about themselves......
Because even if he dies, new heroes will appear in the White Tiger Kingdom to protect their safety.
After a long time, who will always miss him?
And then what?
Then his loved ones, the ones he loves and loves him, will fall into the grief of losing himself forever!
What saddened him the most was that once he died, he could no longer protect and comfort his relatives, even if his soul could not be reincarnated, he could only wander and watch them grieve for his departure.
The old general, who has always been strong, feels his nose sour just thinking of such a picture!
The old general suddenly realized very clearly who was the most important person to him.
He......
I don't want to have any regrets in my future life.
So the old general decided that he wanted to follow his inner thoughts for all the rest of his life!
He hoped that even if he really died one day, he would leave without regrets.
He's going to live for himself!
The old general, who figured it out in an instant, suddenly brightened up.
Hearing this, Chu Qianli's third uncle couldn't help but interject: "Dad! If you resign from the position of general, how will the Emperor of the White Tiger Kingdom let you go? I'm afraid that he will do something to you after you are relieved of military power, and you won't even have a bargaining chip in your hand at that time, besides, if you are not a general, then I will ......"
The old general, who was looking at Chu Qianli gently, suddenly rolled his eyes at his son.
Then the old general directly interrupted him and said: "Hey, you wait! You don't have to worry about anything else, but I'm not an old general, what does it have to do with you? Everyone's future path has to rely on themselves, you are so old, is this kind of thing difficult for me to decide for you? I don't care! In the future, you only need to pursue the life you want with your inner thoughts! If you want to stay and continue to defend the country, then you can go back to the barracks and continue to do what you have to do, if you don't want to continue to be your deputy general, then resign with your father, let's continue to be companions, oh yes, you can still accompany me to find your second brother and sister-in-law! ”
Chu Yi, who didn't expect the old general to have such an attitude, was obviously stunned for a moment.
After being slightly stunned, he stammered and asked, "Dad...... You mean, if, I mean, if I, I don't want to continue guarding the border, but, um, I want to resign from the barracks with you, you ...... You don't blame me, no matter what I decide, you'll support me? ”
The old general gently patted Chu Qianli's back with one hand and enjoyed this rare happiness without Yi Junling being present, and his precious granddaughter was completely dependent on him and coquettish by his side.
After hearing Chu Yi's tone of surprise, the old general suddenly sighed.
Immediately afterwards, he raised his other hand and beckoned Chu Yi to sit down beside him, and then suddenly said with some seriousness: "Yi'er, Dad knows that you entered the military camp to help accompany Daddy, Daddy has always known that in fact, you have other interests, but at that time, Daddy always felt that if you were a manly man, you should go outside to make meritorious contributions, and you should do something that can protect your family and defend the country!" So if you don't say it, I have never asked you if you really want to stay at the border, but now, Dad has figured it out, life is short for decades, and this person is gone if he encounters some accident one day, why force himself to do anything he doesn't like to be unhappy! So Yi'er, no matter what you want to do in the future, Daddy will not interfere with you, as long as you are happy and happy, as long as you feel that what you do makes your life meaningful, it is enough! ”
"Daddy......"
Chu Yi, who was in tears after being told by the old general, shouted that his father couldn't say anything.
His father's attitude was a huge surprise to him......