Chapter 450: The Road in This World
Qian Duo kept a suicide note and hid it under the pillow where he slept, and he committed suicide in the cherry orchard on the mountain of his house.
He went to the scene for an autopsy and said that he had been dead for two days.
Before his death, he gave part of the silver left to him by the Yun family to the Zhou family, and secretly left the other part to Qian Duoduo.
Xue'er didn't know what kind of mood she was in, so she sent the housekeeper and Dong Xi away, and sat alone in front of the window in a daze.
She didn't save too much money, I don't know what he thought before he died?
But if she had more money to save, what would she choose?
The sky had already darkened, and the drizzle outside the house was still dripping, like tears in Xue'er's heart.
She didn't have much affection for Qian Duocun, and even said that she didn't even remember his appearance so clearly, but she just sighed that a living person was gone, a young life, and a good life were waiting for him to go on, but he withered at the peak of blooming, just like the cherry blossoms of that tree, it's a pity!
Sitting in front of the piano, some sad tunes poured out, and some hoarse voices sang: "Who cries for life and has red eyes, and who is sad for love." I have been mediocre and thin all my life, and fate has made me nervous.
Over the years, I have fought for whom, and those who have left, please take care. Over the years, I have clearly seen that there is always no one around to help me.
What wretched people we are, unwilling to be spurned graves. Emotion is a scar and a body, who can really move people's hearts?
Once drunk, I only want to get drunk once, forget those rights and wrongs, and forget those past sorrows...... Now I'm scarred, and it doesn't matter who cares.
I will no longer complain and ask for comfort, but I will not be hurt tomorrow, and I will no longer be sad.
One day I slept in the dirt, and those who hated me could not hear you crying, and one day I became famous, and you must have been full of flattery......"
There are thousands of roads in this world, but none of them are straight and flat to the end.
Some of those who are struggling enjoy it; Some crawl forward with a full stomach full of heartache; Some people only care about the scenery along the way, as if they are watching a play; Some people have been among thousands of flowers, and the leaves do not touch their bodies; Some people are obsessed with going straight to their destination......
The end is ahead, no one knows when they will arrive, and the life of the five flavors leaves more than just a simple taste.
Cher is lucky to have a new life, but who in reality will have such a chance to do it again?
Thinking of this, she was a little depressed, and her mood was much better.
This afternoon she received another letter from her brothers, and the thought of those two little ones made her feel a little better.
I turned around and wanted to go to the study to read a book, but I didn't think about it but fell into a warm embrace.
A magnetic voice came into my ears: "Cher, I care about everything about you, I really care."
Maybe I've let you down, maybe I've done something you can't forgive, but that's because I had to do it.
I don't ask you to like you as much as I do, I just want you to give me a chance to take care of you for the rest of my life, and I will use the rest of my life to be good to you, promise me, okay? ”
Tears eventually slid down Cher's cheeks, a person who had been lonely for too long, all he wanted was a true heart.
Cher didn't know if she got it, but it was enough at the moment.
There was a lonely figure standing around the corner outside the window, Xuanyuan Mo had also heard about the extra money just now, and he couldn't help his footsteps and hurried over, but in the end he was still a step late.
The singing voice wafting from the open window was so sad that it made people feel the urge to cry, but he had no right to comfort the person who wept.
The rain was dripping, piercing his already cold heart.
Quietly descending the stairs, strolling through the rain, letting the rain wet everything about him, including his heart.
Looking up at the sky, it was pitch black, as if he couldn't see the life ahead, and the cold rain on his cheeks fell down his angular chin, I wonder if it was mixed with the tears that he quietly shed?
The three of them didn't sleep well this night, Xue'er fell asleep crying in Xuanyuan Che's arms, Xuanyuan Che guarded Xue'er for a night and didn't look back at Xuexuan, and Xuanyuan Mo stood in the attic of Linshanzhai again all night until dawn.
When Xue'er woke up the next day, Xuanyuan Che had already left early.
Opening her misty eyes, Cher told herself that a new day had begun, forgetting about those unhappy things and facing her life happily.
There was no rain outside, and it looked like it was going to be a good day.
After washing, I took care of myself, strolled into the attic, looked up at the sky, the blue sky was as deep as the sea, and the white clouds were swimming, changing all shapes, like naughty children.
The early birds are singing their favorite songs, and the flowers and plants in the house seem to grow more luxuriantly as they are washed by the rain.
Walking into the study, Shimo was sorting out the books on the shelves, and saw Xue'er hurriedly salute, but her sleeves accidentally swept off the wooden box on the shelf.
There was a "clang", and the books and letters in the box were scattered all over the ground.
"Ahh Shimo was about to cry, I didn't know whether I should give Xue'er a salute or clean up the scattered things, "I'm sorry, county lord, it was Shimo who was careless, I hope the county lord will forgive me!" ”
Xue'er giggled: "Shimo, you have always been very steady, when did you become so frizzy?" Didn't you just accidentally drop the box? No problem! ”
"Thank you Lord County, Shimo will be careful next time!" Shimo hurriedly said.
"Okay, it's nothing, just clean it up!" The box contained the letters that Xuanyuan Che had written to her in the past few years, no, the books on the ground were ......
remembered that the book was stuffed to him by Dong Changhe that day, and he also instructed himself to read it when no one was around.
He had forgotten about it these days.
Without waiting for Xue'er to come forward to help, Shimo, who was kneeling on the ground to clean up, said "ah" again.
Cher saw that she was holding the book in her hand, and the page she opened was not words, but pictures.
Seeing Shimo hurriedly closing the pages of the book, blushing and helpless, Xue'er became even more curious, what exactly is drawn in the book?
She stepped forward and pulled the book out of Shimo's hand and opened it carelessly, Xue'er's eyes widened in disbelief what she saw.
This, is this the ancient version of the fire avoidance diagram?
Why did Dong Changhe give himself such a book! Xue'er commanded in a low voice: "Shimo, you go out, don't tell anyone what you see today!" ”
Shimo's face had turned pale at the moment, she knew that she was in trouble, so she didn't dare to squeak, and hurriedly bowed and left the room.
Xue'er stared at the book in her hand, and her heart fell to the bottom at this moment.