Lu Yaxuan's roar brought me back to my senses a little.

She's right, isn't it my own fault in the end?

I clenched my fists and looked at Lu Yaxuan and said, "Xuanxuan, I did these things on my own, I admit it, I deserve it!" But can you tell me where your sister is now? You're her sister, you won't know it! ”

I grabbed Lu Yaxuan's slender wrist and roared excitedly, but Lu Yaxuan shook off my hand.

"Qin Shaoyou, first of all, I really don't know where my sister went, she told me before she left that she might take a walk around the country, or even around the world, just to prevent me from telling you her whereabouts. Second, even if I knew where she went, I wouldn't be able to tell you right now. Even if I tell you, if you chase her back, will the matter be settled? Do you know what's going on now? ”

In fact, I know that Lu Yaxuan is persuading me, and I know that what she is doing is to solve the problem, but I am now in a state of anger, and I can't accept the objective evaluation of others.

I glad, "Of course I know it's my fault!" But I can't let your sister and a woman go around the world by herself, right!? ”

"What's wrong with the world? My sister is thirty years old, she's not a child anymore! ”

"But she's in such a bad mental state right now, just in case, I mean just in case! Something happened to her, can you take responsibility? Can I be responsible? Lu Yaxuan, can you really bear to let your sister run away alone? ”

Lu Yaxuan is a soft-hearted girl, normally speaking, my words can definitely shake her.

But this time she didn't succeed, she clenched her little fists and said to me resolutely: "Qin Shaoyou, you must know that my sister will be like this, and it is also caused by you!" Don't act like a victim, my sister is the only victim! Until you can solve the problem, my sister may not be able to come back. But I can assure you that nothing will happen to my sister. ”

Finally, I still haven't been able to know Lu Junyi's whereabouts.

Although I was full of anger, I couldn't do anything to Lu Yaxuan, especially when I saw that her white neck was a little red by me, I immediately lowered my head with some guilt.

My chagrin, my anger, my pain, all kinds of mixed emotions almost crushed me at this moment.

I can even feel the smell of Lu Junyi in the air, and I seem to be able to see Lu Junyi's shadow in every corner of this house.

Lu Junyi told me in the letter that her house would be handed over to me to take care of, and I probably understood the meaning of this, and she hoped that after she left, I would let me live in her villa.

But does she know? How am I going to live in a house full of her shadows?

If I did live here, I would probably be driven crazy.

"Qin Shaoyou, Qin Shaoyou! Where are you going? ”

I walked downstairs and had already come to the living room, when Lu Yaxuan's call came from behind me.

I said to her without looking back, "You don't have to worry about it. ”

"You!"

Lu Yaxuan ran to my side, grabbed my arm and asked, "Qin Shaoyou, what do you want!?" ”

"I want to die!"

I yelled angrily, and then shook off Lu Yaxuan's little hand.

In my impression, it seems that every time I have this kind of physical contact with Lu Yaxuan, I can't ask for it, I should be the first time to break free of Lu Yaxuan's little hand, right?

But there is no way, Lu Junyi's departure hit me too hard, and I feel that what I do to Lu Yaxuan is not controlled by the brain.

"Qin Shaoyou, when my sister was planning to leave at the beginning, I persuaded her to think about it again, although you are a flowery man, I can also feel that you really love my sister! But now it seems that my sister really didn't go wrong at all! You don't think about how to solve the problem, you just want to give up on yourself! You're a coward, a coward! Lu Yaxuan kept yelling at me.

Instead, he said to her: "You're right, I'm a coward, what's wrong?" Dismissive? If you can't get used to it, you don't need to watch it. Since your sister is gone, then the two of us have nothing to do with each other, so you don't have to worry about my business in the future. ”

I said to her with a split personality, and I thought I was saying it too much, but I just couldn't control my mouth.

I don't know why, but I always feel as if Lu Yaxuan won't leave me no matter what I say......

Ha, this is definitely an illusion, Lu Yaxuan is not Lu Junyi, why are people used to me?

Maybe through this quarrel, Lu Yaxuan and I really fell out completely......

No matter what Lu Yaxuan says behind me, I have no intention of turning back.

I walked down the street, staggering, breathless.

Lu Junyi said that my betrayal made her heartache more than Zhang Zhi's calculations, because she loved me more.

Am I not the same?

Her departure also makes me feel more heartbroken than Liu Xiaoling's betrayal.

I only hate Liu Xiaoling, but I have love and repentance for Lu Junyi, these emotions are intertwined, and at this moment I really realized what it means to be in pain.

I suddenly felt that what I just said to Lu Yaxuan was not angry words, I really didn't want to live anymore.

What's the point of living a man like me who can't control his lower body and can't even take care of his own woman? Ha...... I'd better die!

Maybe death is the way for me to confess to Lu Junyi, just like I thought that killing Liu Xiaoling was the only way to relieve my anger.

Then I'm going to die, right? Maybe Lu Junyi, who is in a foreign country, heard the news that I died, and she came back?

I was on the verge of breaking down, and as soon as I walked out of the villa area, I was about to walk towards the middle of the road.

All I want now is a car accident and either amnesia or death.

Before I wanted to kill Liu Xiaoling, I was thinking about my life and my parents.

But when it came to Lu Junyi, these were all left behind by me, and the endless repentance in my heart wanted me to end it in this way.

My eyes were blank, my face was smiling, and there was the whistle of a horn in my ears, as well as the cry of Lu Yaxuan.

But I turned a deaf ear and kept walking.

A brown Toyota sped towards me, and even though he kept honking his horn, I didn't mean to stop.

He's coming at me at 80 kilometers per hour, and if I crash into it, even if I can save a small life, I'm afraid I'll have to live in a wheelchair for the rest of my life?

But I didn't have any fear, but felt that my life would be easier in the next second......

But before the car hit me, my shoulder was suddenly pinched by a large strong hand.