Yan Xue and Gao Yang have no opinion, after all, although the two have different positions, they have one thing in common, that is, no one really came here to eat this meal at the moment.

After taking a seat, Rao is Kang Ge picked the fastest dish that could be cooked, and he still had to wait for a while, and the three of them would inevitably have to talk, after all, this was the real purpose of Gao Yang staying to finish eating.

I thought that Kang Ge would go straight to the point and ask about Xu Wenrui, but I didn't expect that after he poured tea and handed it to Gao Yang, he actually chatted with him about family life as soon as he opened his mouth.

"How many other classes do you have to take this semester? I heard you say that you are looking for an internship, but you don't have any credits to take? He asked.

Gao Yang was also a little stunned by such a topic, and nodded sullenly: "Oh, I don't have any classes this semester, and the next thing is to find an internship, but our school is not as famous as K University, so it may be more difficult." ”

"Do you want to find it locally or go out of town?"

"I don't have that much ambition, I just want to have a place in W City, if it really doesn't work, I'll try it elsewhere."

"You're also a local, so if you're looking for an internship in your local area, you don't think about asking your parents to help you with the trust relationship or something? It's easier for them to help you find your way than if you don't have any foundation. Kango was kind enough to give him ideas.

"It's better not to use it......" Gao Yang was stunned for a moment, then shook his head with a wry smile.

"Alas, too! It's better not to let your parents get involved in this kind of thing! Kang Ge scratched the back of his head and sighed, "Back then, before I graduated from college, it was the same!" It is not clear where you want to go, whether you want to go home or go to other places, and what kind of unit post you can go to is not necessarily, there are too many variables.

Alas, during that time, you don't know how annoying I was every day, and I had a headache that exploded! ”

He smiled at Gao Yang: "Gao Yang, I don't mean to be offensive when I say this, it's just a simple sensory impression."

That day at the Public Security Bureau, we had a short deal with your mother, and we didn't know much about it, but I had a feeling that I saw my mother in a trance!

My mother, you don't look like it when I say it! People are not bad, but their mouths are a little broken, they are too good at nagging people, and they are high-spirited, and they usually have to be strong, so her husband and her children must also be strong.

I was close to graduation at that time, and I was already anxious all day long, and she was also anxious for me, and she also hoped that I could choose the right path in the future, but it was that method, it was really suffocating!

I talk about it every day, I don't know how many phone calls a day, all kinds of ear bombardment! What if you go to the police station, what are the advantages and disadvantages of going to other places, and why her friend's family and the son of the same scholar have not yet started the internship, several families are rushing to ask for it, and the future is brighter than mine, and it is not tired and risky, and it makes a lot more! Oops, headache! ”

As he spoke, he rubbed his temples with a sad face, as if he still had a headache when he remembered those days.

Gao Yang couldn't help but nod his head when he heard him, and there was a little more helplessness on Mu Ran's face.

"I didn't expect your mother to be like this, I thought my mother was going to drive me crazy." He sighed and said self-deprecatingly, "She has been chattering in front of me every day these days, if Xu Wenrui doesn't die, she will definitely be able to make a difference, unlike me, what can I do, I still don't have a decent plan at all, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I sometimes feel that Xu Wenrui shouldn't die, he should live to shine on the lintel, and it's me who should die." ”

Although Gao Yang's words were a little depressed, his whole state was visibly relaxed, as if the pressure originally came from his mother was a kind of embarrassment that made this young man ashamed to speak, and now that other people actually had the same situation, it suddenly made him feel relieved.

"What nonsense are you talking about! Xu Wenrui shouldn't die, and you have no reason to die instead of anyone! Whose life is not precious! You're only in your early twenties, and you're at your most confident and chic! Kango shook his head disapprovingly.

"Yes, if something happens to your friend who grew up with you since childhood, you will definitely feel very heavy, we can understand this feeling, but you can't say such frustrating words!" Yan Xue also accosted on the side.

Gao Yang pursed his lips and didn't say anything, his hands and ten fingers crossed on the edge of the table, and his thumb subconsciously picked the back of his hand.

"Let me tell you what is in my heart, I dare not say this except to you, and to others." He was silent for a while, and it seemed that he was quickly engaged in a battle between heaven and man in his heart, and finally spoke, "I don't know what you will think of me after telling you, I know that if I don't tell people what is in my heart, I will really go crazy." ”

"Okay, let's get married, no matter how much information you can help us provide for the investigation of the case today, let's have a good chat with our hearts!" Kango is naturally a welcoming stance.

"Don't think I'm cold-blooded." Gao Yang sighed, "Xu Wenrui died suddenly, I was quite surprised, there was a strange feeling in my heart, but I can't say whether it was sad or not, maybe for me, the first feeling is that it's good to die, it's a hundred when you die, it's easy, and you don't have to bear the pressure of anyone anymore, it's great."

Then I felt very sad again, because I found that when he was alive, although I had always lived in the shadow brought by him, after he died, I lost completely, and I didn't even have a chance to turn over. ”

"What do you mean by that? Are you saying that your mother thinks that Xu Wenrui is better than you everywhere, so you have always felt pressured, and now that Xu Wenrui has an accident and there is no reference object, shouldn't this problem be solved? ”

Gao Yang smiled, his expression looked miserable, it was even more ugly than crying: "Haven't you heard a sentence, you can defeat a living person, but you can never defeat a dead person!"

If Xu Wenrui doesn't have an accident, in fact, it's okay to say anything, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, no one can say for sure, right? Now that he is studying at a key university, even if he is guaranteed to graduate school, after graduation, ten years later, twenty years later, he may not necessarily be able to become a master.

As for me, although I am a third-rate university graduate, if I find a job in a down-to-earth manner, improve my personal skills, slowly improve myself, and live a dozen or twenty years, even if I mix better than Xu Wenrui, this is not realistic, at least don't open up too big a gap, I can also be cheeky and say that he did better than me in the exam at the beginning, but now everyone is about the same, so I don't lose, and I mix well.

The problem is that he is dead now, and as soon as he dies, it will become a hypothesis whether he will mix well or not in the future, and it is based on the premise that he has been admitted to a key university and has the opportunity to study in a new country.

At that time, everyone will say that if Xu Wenrui is still alive, then maybe he will have an annual salary of millions now! If Xu Wenrui is still alive, maybe he has climbed to some position now! In this way, let alone surpassing him, even if I want to catch up with him, it will be impossible, and I will lose completely. ”

"I don't understand, why do you have to be bound to Xu Wenrui if you want to live a successful life in the future? Although they all say that it is good to be yourself, there is no need to compare yourself with others, but I know that few people can do it. But...... Why does it have to be Xu Wenrui? Yan Xue looked at Gao Yang with a puzzled expression.

"Because of my mom." Gao Yang took a deep breath and said weakly, "Since I was born, I have been bound to Xu Wenrui by her, and Xu Wenrui did the same thing." ”