The autumn rain was pouring out of the window, quietly underground.

Ye Meng hadn't been back to Yuezhou for a long time, and as soon as he was happy, he drank a lot of wine in a row. After the meal, I called and said, Zhiyuan, sit in the coffee shop, wow? Ning Zhiyuan accompanied his mother to dinner and was playing checkers with his nephew Ning Chong, when he received a call and hurried out.

Stepping into the Eco Café, a long-haired woman in a white dress by the window, the pink table lamp illuminates the loneliness and tranquility. He joked and joked, I've never seen you so beautiful. Ye Meng shook his hair, his side face was coquettish, I have always been like this. He asked a series of questions curiously, how long have you been back to your hometown? Why don't I contact me? Who do you drink so much wine with? Classmates always talk casually to each other. Ye Meng laughed, his eyes full of apologies. He knew that Ye Meng had always been like this, he didn't bother anyone easily, he had never offended his colleagues since he worked, and his eyes were full of suppleness, which made people hurt in their hearts at a glance. The two talked about current people and events very casually, talked quietly, recalled quietly, and enjoyed this friendship quietly.

At night, Ye Meng talked about a past incident that had been covered in the dust early. Ning Zhiyuan looked out the window, the cement street was wet everywhere, and as soon as the vehicle passed, it rustled and rang in the night sky.

Five years ago, Ye Meng was transferred from the deputy director of the Provincial Bureau of Commerce to the deputy director of the Provincial Development and Development Commission. There was an ordinary young man named Fei in her room. Fei is a rural teacher who has passed the public examination to enter the Economic Research Center of the Provincial Development and Reform Commission, who is thin and thin, well-proportioned, fair and clean-skinned, and clearly organized when reporting his work, with a straight and upright waist, not humble or arrogant. From the beginning, Ye Meng felt that this Fei was very special.

Fei works very hard, doing the most things, doing the most difficult things, and doing things that others can't do. Not long after she came to this industry, many of them were not very idea-oriented, and she often asked for Fei's opinion. Fiji is always very comprehensive and careful in her advice. Sometimes, when she wanted to go out to speak, she also asked Fei to draft, but Fei didn't push back.

Ye Meng said that one night, because of the Ying Minato in the unit, they drank together until late. She was not in good health and did not like to drink all the time, but that night things were a little different. Fei substituted wine for her, cup by cup, cup by cup, smiling, and drinking silently. At the end of the show, everyone was drunk numbly, but Fei held his waist strong and sent people home one by one. When she was finally dropped, she wanted to walk, but Fei shook her head and said it was too late. She was angry and would rather go alone. Fei walked silently with her, the night wind blew and her hair rustled. The streets are silent and silent, and the orange night lights illuminate the romantic emptiness. She was so excited that she forgot about her leadership identity, rejoicing all the way, and talking non-stop all the way. Fei remained silent, smiling and walking along.

Finally arrived at the gate of the community, Fei sent her into the building with a smile, opened the door, and turned on the lights. At the window, she saw Fei outside the community from a distance, leaning against the wall and spitting "wow" against the sewer, he who had been wrenching his waist, was now hunched in pain. Her tears fell down at once, regardless of her husband's room, all the while watching Fiji staggering away into the night on the side of the road.

The husband got up and closed the window, saying that he had drunk and closed it, because the drinker was most afraid of the wind blowing and vomiting when he blew. She was in a trance.

There was a vacancy for a deputy position in the Economic Research Center, and she recommended to the main leaders to promote Fi. At the meeting, some members of the team objected, saying that Fei Qinggao was unsociable and sometimes insisted on going his own way. As an attendee, she listened to it on the side, stood up and said angrily, You are too irresponsible to evaluate a person. The main leader looked at Ye Meng, who had never been angry, in surprise, and said that he would discuss it later. When she returned to her office, tears welled up in her eyes, and she felt that she should do something for Fi. When Fei heard about the result, he knocked on the door and came in, and after reporting the relevant work, he said, thank you.

When Fei went out, she looked at the back and suddenly felt that she liked Fei.

Fei's family is not wealthy, both parents are sick, and they have to go to the provincial hospital every week to get medicine; His wife is still teaching in the county, and she only has a salary every month, as well as weekly fares and living expenses, and there is almost nothing left. Fei went to a private school in the evening to take Chinese classes, 100 yuan a class, and the money she saved up had to buy a house for her daughter to study.

Ye Meng's husband is the regional boss of the insurance company, with a good salary, and he doesn't need her to support his family. Every morning, she always bought an extra portion of milk and asked Fei to force him to drink it when he came to report to work. At first, Fei was embarrassed, so she pretended to be angry, and Fei followed. After a period of time, the unit did not issue subsidies for a long time, so she asked Fei to receive the business subsidy, which was actually the money in her own bag.

On a night when there was no snow but the cold made people stomp their feet, Fei finished her evening self-study, and on the way home after settling the students, she was seen standing there holding a bag of things at the staircase of entering the house. Happy birthday to you! Fei looked at Ye Meng, who was so cold that her hands were frozen, and tears of emotion welled up and hugged her thin body into her arms.

Aunt Ye Meng went out to settle down and had an empty house, and they often went there. After work, she would go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, cook his favorite food, and then wait for him to come back from self-study; After falling asleep, she would wrap one or two pieces of money to Fi's shy money, and if he found out more, he would return it; When her parents were going to the hospital on the weekend, she would pick up her medicine with her health insurance card...... Fei knew that Ye Meng loved herself, and she loved her very much.

Because of his father, Ye Meng is about to be transferred to the deputy director of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee. Although they are all provincial-level departments, their personal development prospects are not on the same line. Fida was happy in his heart. She was also very happy, and asked Fei not to go to part-time classes at night, and to study for the civil service exam well, she believed that he would be promoted faster as soon as he changed his identity. Fei smiled and said, I must go when the time comes, I am not afraid of the self-exam, and I am afraid of this. In fact, Fei never said that his father was sicker and needed more effort. Fei knew that neither of them could get married, and they couldn't get together, so if they continued like this, they would only be ashamed of her, how unfair it was. Ye Meng was immersed in his career, working harder and making up, but he neglected Fei's estrangement day by day.

Ye Meng's transfer letter came down, and after reporting to the new unit for a period of time, when she straightened out her work, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen Fei for a long time. She called, found a suitable time, and waited for him to go to the house to cook and wait.

It was late at night, Fei had already finished her evening self-study, and she should have come over, so she sat on the sofa and waited. The meal was cold, hot three times, and Fei didn't come back.

In fact, Fei had already come over, standing in the shadow of the locust tree in the garden, looking at the warm and peaceful familiar window, looking at the joy of his own happiness, he wept. She shouldn't have this stumbling block, her own appearance will ruin her future one day.

Farewell, dreams, a lifetime of happiness. Fei wiped her tears, turned around in a few steps, and disappeared into the night. She sat all night. She understood, she cried, she was sad.

On Friday afternoon, as is customary, the Economic Research Center of the Provincial Development and Reform Commission held trade union activities, and she knew that Fiji would not usually go. Pushing open his office door and closing the door, she leaned against the door and saw Fei who had lost weight all of a sudden, and tears welled up all of a sudden. Fei slowly stood up and walked over. Fei'er hit him, bit him, and kicked him hard. Fei sighed and remained motionless, letting her vent ......

The paper towels on the coffee table were already piled up, Ye Meng said, I always think of his shy smile, always think of his spoiled generosity, always think of his careful eyes, and always think of his taste.

Ye Meng's past led Ning Zhiyuan a little sad, what a good person, why can't a lover go together? How many such lingering loves are playing out among us? From the beginning, who could have known that in fact, every drama hinted at such a tragic ending.

Love is like wishful coffee, it is always bitter, but it is also always beautiful.