Chapter 113: Tears of Powerlessness
It's been two weeks since the start of school, and all the subjects and courses are speeding up, and the teachers' mouths are like putting an accelerator in their mouths. The whole school seems to have turned into a learning position, where there are still teaching buildings, dormitories, toilets, and people can be seen everywhere, and the strong tension is really as suffocating as the legend. Since entering the third year of high school, Gu Xinyuan often feels overwhelmed, every day when he wants to start reading, he always hesitates for a while, feeling that what to do seems to be out of place, seeing others desperately trying to concentrate on it, he feels like he can't lift his energy, in a daze, he has a little jealousy and resentment, and after calming down, he can't help but blame himself for being so narrow-minded. This tense life always gave her a feeling of unrealness, and she kept hypnotizing herself and said: "Everything is for the family, for the people she loves", but this love doesn't seem to be very firm, so she is working hard every day painfully and tangled.
It's the bi-weekly Sunday day off again, and an hour after school, the students who have been studying intensely for two weeks leave the classroom one after another, and Gu Xinyuan is finally the only one left in the classroom.
"Hey-" Gu Xinyuan lay on the desk weakly, feeling that his two shoulders were about to solidify into a whole piece, and his neck hurt so much that it was hard to ignore. She hammered her shoulder and said to herself, "Everyone is so hard!" When I went to the toilet at three o'clock in the morning, someone endorsed it in front of the toilet lamp. It's past three o'clock, oh my God! "Thinking about a classmate in the dormitory who has better grades than herself, and has to study for another hour after turning off the lights at night, she feels sorry for her parents and grandparents. With another deep sigh, she groaned in pain: "I feel like I can't keep up with these people, I'm so tired, so painful!" β
"Uh-huhβ" Clearing her throat that was a little itchy, she sighed helplessly, "What's going on?" My throat is a little itchy again? It's only been two days since I got rid of this cold, why is my throat starting to feel uncomfortable again? How is it that this broken body is like a breeding ground for germs, either sick or on the way to illness? β
Glancing at the math test paper in the drawer, she hung her head in frustration, looked at her shoes, and began to think, "Hey, the math test only scored fifty-nine points, which is really enough!" Well, maybe I'm really not fit for school. After the third year of high school, I always felt scared in my heart, my chest was like a breath blockage, I couldn't spit it out or swallow it, although I tried hard to see myself clearly, I wanted to be my true self, but it always seemed to fail, so I couldn't help but want to doubt my ability, and even doubt my own existence. Hey, if possible, I really want to go to another space and start a new life in a new country! However, this is impossible, I owe my parents, and I haven't paid it back, how can I run away? If I don't try to repay them, I'll be a girl they can't count on until I die! Don't, I don't want this, absolutely not! Phewββ, but, was I born to repay my debts? I owe so much to my parents, when will I pay it off? I'm so tired! I want to run away from this responsibility that holds me to death! But I don't dare! Because, if I run away, my grandparents will look down on me too! Who's going to save me? It's painful! Huh ββ, felt as if I was screaming in the dark of night without seeing my fingers, but no one responded to me, and the fear of loneliness froze me to death, and I didn't know what a coward like me could do but cry at a loss... Help me, if there really is an angel, come and save me! β
"Heart!"
"Huh?" Gu Xinyuan, who had tears on his face, raised his head, looked at Ouyang Lu with a worried face, and asked suspiciously, "You, why are you here?" β
Ouyang Lu grabbed Gu Xinyuan's arms and asked anxiously, "Tell me quickly, what's wrong with you?" Is there something uncomfortable? Oh, don't stop talking! β
Gu Xinyuan looked at the boy in front of her who really cared about her just because she was Gu Xinyuan, her throat tightened, all the grievances and helplessness turned into tears, and she slipped down in an instant, she covered her mouth and whimpered and cried.
"Don't cry! What the hell is going on? Oh, I don't even know what to do with you? Shall I take you to the hospital? Don't be afraid! I'll call right away! You, you wait a minuteβ" As he spoke, Ouyang Lu took out his mobile phone and immediately dialed the phone.
"Oops!" Gu Xinyuan grabbed Ouyang Lu's mobile phone while crying, pouted and complained, "What are you doing?" I'm not sick! Besides, who are you calling? β
"Of course it's 120!"
"What a speechless! What do you say when you call 120? Say I'm crying here? β
"Uh... That's right! So who do I call? By the way, I'll callβ"
"I just didn't do well in math!"
"What?!" Ouyang Lu instantly relaxed, and breathed a sigh of relief, "Great! β
"Not good at all!" Gu Xinyuan glanced at Ouyang Lu aggrievedly, lowered his head, lowered his voice, and said reluctantly: "That's it, that, I got a sixty-point difference in the test..."
"Fifty-nine?! So low? As soon as Ouyang Lu spoke, he immediately covered his mouth with regret.
"Well, that's right, the total score is 150 points, and I am still more than 30 points away from passing. If you want to laugh at me, laugh at me, anyway, today's homeroom teacher and math teacher have reprimanded me..."Gu Xinyuan said forcefully.
Ouyang Lu looked at Gu Xinyuan, who was about to cry again, sighed helplessly, and said, "I won't laugh at you." Show me the test paper and I'll see how you got it wrong. β
When Gu Xinyuan heard that the other party wanted to look at his test papers, he forgot about crying, so he immediately wiped his tears, pulled out an embarrassed smile, and said, "This, not very good?" That, I-"
"Bring it!" Ouyang Lu's words are completely irrefutable.
Gu Xinyuan didn't hesitate to take out the "waste paper ball" test paper in the drawer, and in Ouyang Lu's disgusted and questioning eyes, he opened the "waste paper ball", and said very boldly: "Got it!" To give! However, his hands were clenched so tightly that he didn't have any intention of letting go.
"What do you mean by that?" Ouyang Lu glanced at Gu Xinyuan coldly, and his subordinates gently forced, threatening, "If you don't let go, I'll just-"
"Give it!" Gu Xinyuan reluctantly let go of his fingers, after all, this test paper will be shown to the teacher tomorrow, and it really won't work if it's torn!
"Is this a small test in your class a few days ago? This is similar to the question in our class. Hey, look at your problem, this is the mathematical formula we just learned! β
"Really? I do not know. The teacher spoke too fast, and sometimes, I was stunned for a moment, and the teacher finished speaking, which made me more and more incomprehensible..."
"I think so, don't go back next week, come to me, I'll make up for you, anyway, many students in the school don't go back now."
"Huh?!" Gu Xinyuan opened his mouth slightly in shock, stood stunned for a while, flashed his big eyes twice, and asked uncontrollably, "You, you, are you really fake?" You-"
Ouyang Lu pursed the smile on the corner of his mouth, gently tapped Gu Xinyuan's forehead, and said teasingly: "I'm afraid that if I don't help you, the next time we meet again, your tears will wash me away." β
Gu Xinyuan smiled hesitantly, and said a little shyly: "No!" Dislike! β
"Then do you want me to give you a make-up lesson?"
"Yes! Absolutely! Whoever doesn't want is a fool! Hey! β
"Happy now?"
"Uh-huh! Thank you! Gu Xinyuan covered his face that was flushed with excitement, looked at Ouyang Lu and said gratefully: "Fortunately, I am really happy to have you by my side!" β
"You-" Listening to the touching words of this love story, looking at this girl as seductive as a lover, Ouyang Lu's heart moved, his face instantly turned red, he covered his face with the back of his hand, and muttered in a low voice: "Saying thank you is like saying love words." β
"Huh?!" Gu Xinyuan tilted his head slightly, "What are you talking about?" The sound was so low that I didn't hear it! β
"That, nothing!" Ouyang Lu quickly changed the topic and said, "Are you going out to eat later?" β
Gu Xinyuan said: "Go eat!" Do you want to be together? Seeing that Ouyang Lu nodded in agreement, stood up, and was about to leave, he suddenly hesitated, sighed, and said, "No!" Isn't it bad that if we go out together, we will be seen by the student council? β
Ouyang Lu saw that Gu Xinyuan suddenly regretted it again, the joy on his face instantly frowned, and he persuaded in a anxious tone: "You are stupid!" It's Sunday, and they're all out, so it's okayβ"
"Oops! Don't you know, the new student president heard that the management is very lenient! I don't care about anything, and I always like to wander around school! Thinking of being caught, in case he was dragged by the student union to "tour the school", Gu Xinyuan couldn't help but feel a chill in his neck, swallowed saliva in horror, shook his head, and said: "That's why the student union president has been badly criticized among the students, although so, but it is the heart of our grade director!" By the way, I heard that the student council president still has two ugly mustaches! β
"Grow a beard now?! However, such boys are not uncommon......" Ouyang Lu thought thoughtfully for a while, then suddenly reacted and said, "It's not right! How do you know so much? Who are you listening to? β
Gu Xinyuan touched his cheek embarrassedly and said, "Haha! Actually, I heard it from other students in the class. To be honest, I'd love to meet the student council president and see his mustache! β
"When you say that, I want to see it too." Ouyang Lu's eyes flickered, and he squinted his eyes and said, "Why don't we go out together now, maybe we will attract that student union president?" You won't be able to see it. β
"That's right! You have a point. Gu Xinyuan gave Ouyang Lu a thumbs up and said approvingly, "You are so smart!" Let's go! β