Let's be elegant.

Shen Yanding's position is a high-end booth, the distance between the booth and the booth is very safe, and the environment is very quiet, and there are lyrical English songs, which sound a little sad and make people want to cry when they hear it.

As soon as Xie Chonglou entered the Qing Bar, she felt a strong atmosphere enveloping her.

She was a little nervous, but she still found the place where Shen Yan was sitting under the guidance of the waiter.

In front of Shen Yan, a cocktail was already placed.

"Didn't you say okay, don't drink it yet, wait for me to come?" Xie Chonglou sat down opposite Shen Yan, his brows furrowed slightly, and his eyes stared at Shen Yan, "Is something wrong?" ”

"You can order something to drink first, there is food here, you see what you want to eat." Shen Yan said, his eyes were very sober, except for a little redness on his face, he couldn't see anything else.

Xie Chonglou ordered milk and honey water.

After the waiter stepped back, she asked, "Now can you say it, what is the matter?" ”

Shen Yan's face at this time was slightly stunned, and after a few seconds, he showed a little indifference: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just something that has been insisted on for a long time, and now I have a little doubt, whether to continue to persevere." ”

Xie Chonglou almost immediately thought of what Shen Yan was talking about.

However, Shen Yan didn't say it bluntly, and she couldn't speculate.

If you make a mistake, it's embarrassing.

"It's not scary to persevere, and it's not scary to give up." Xie Chonglou said pertinently, "The most important thing is to look at your own heart, determine this matter, whether to persist or give up, which is more important and easier for you." ”

Shen Yan looked at her: "You have learned to persuade me now." ”

Xie Chonglou smiled: "It's not persuasion!" I used to be very good at digging into the horns, and I often imprisoned myself in the walls I built, and I couldn't get out, and others couldn't get in, as you know. ”

What she said was some time ago, when Xie Yinan had just died.

"Actually, I still can't get out of it." She wasn't worried that Shen Yan would laugh at her, after all, whether she was sincere or not could still be determined, and besides, Shen Yan knew almost all her secrets.

Xie Chonglou had a slight wry smile on his face when he said these things, but soon, his expression became extremely firm: "Even so, I will try my best to get myself out, not for others, for myself." ”

"If people don't do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed."

"I used to think that if everyone lived in this society with such thoughts, wouldn't this society be chaotic? But when you try to really think about yourself, you will find that these things are different. ”

"I take care of other people's emotions, and all the bad emotions remain in my heart, but there are so many bad things that it can't be digested at all, and ...... Under the influence of such a bad mood, there will be an impact in the end. ”

Xie Chonglou looked at Shen Yan: "Think about yourself first." ”

Shen Yan looked at Xie Chonglou worriedly.

I really didn't think that Xie Chonglou would say such a thing.

But these words also hit her heart, making her already depressed heart, seem to find a gap at this moment, pursed her lips slightly, and finally said: "You know I like Ye Zhan." ”

Xie Chonglou knew that Shen Yan was going to say this.

She is not gossiping about the matter between Shen Yan and Ye Zhan, whether it is Shen Yan or Ye Zhan, they are both her friends, she naturally hopes that the two of them can really achieve positive results, and she also hopes that they are really together.

"Well, you can see it." Xie Chonglou replied seriously, "I have always felt that your liking is rational and restrained, and when you suddenly called today and said that you wanted to drink, I had some vague guesses." ”

Shen Yan smiled bitterly.

She picked up the wine in front of her and drank it all, so fast that Xie Chonglou couldn't stop it.

Shen Yan's eyes were full of pain: "Actually, it's not rational, it's not restraint, it's just because after a long time, I know what kind of person he hates, and I don't want to really don't want to be a friend." ”

"You know what? In fact, I had thought about taking him for myself at all costs. ”

Xie Chonglou was a little shocked: "What kind of tiger and wolf words are these?" ”

"Haha, I'm shocked!" Shen Yan couldn't help but laugh when he saw Xie Chonglou's appearance, and the blush on his face became a little more obvious, "Actually, I am also the existence of a female man." ”

"In a lot of things, I don't think you can do it with your mouth."

"It's like Ye Zhan."

"You don't know, every time he treats me as a friend, I think to myself, one day, I will definitely carry him to my bed! At that time, the raw rice was cooked and the rice was ripe, and I saw if he would say yes or not. ”

“……”

Xie Chonglou swallowed a little hard.

This style is really tough, but what should I do if I have a very good appetite for her?

"But I can't." Shen Yan's mood suddenly fell, as if he was muttering to himself, "If I really do this, I may not even be able to be a friend, hey, by that time, I won't even be able to see each other......"

At this time, the waiter brought the drink she wanted.

Xie Chonglou sent the honey water to Shen Yan: "Drink some, your stomach will feel better." ”

Shen Yan looked at the honey water in front of him, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "You are really considerate, no wonder ......"

Shen Yan didn't say the latter words.

Xie Chonglou faintly noticed something, but he didn't know how to speak, but he said the truth: "To be honest, I'm not considerate, but because of the living environment, I have created such a me, if I had been hard-hearted, I might not have been able to get to the point where I am today." ”

Shen Yan looked up at her.

Xie Chonglou said: "I know your concerns, but life always needs to change a little, doesn't it?" ”

"To tell you the truth, not long before you called me, I was in the study, finalizing the divorce with my father."

"Gah?"

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, thinking that he had misheard.

Xie Chonglou said: "That's what you think, he and I have actually received a marriage certificate, but as you can see, this marriage, whether for him or for me, is just a show." ”

"What do you say?"

Shen Yan asked, his eyes were a little complicated.

She really didn't expect that Xie Chonglou would actually marry Jin Sinan, and then think about it, in the case of marriage, the kind of things that Jin Sinan did to her were even more hurtful, and she was able to survive it, which is enough to show that Xie Chonglou's mind is up.

He refused. Xie Chonglou did not shy away from it, and talked about the reason for getting married in the first place, as well as Jin Sinan's reaction, and chuckled, "Actually, if it wasn't for the later things, I wouldn't resent him based on the previous things alone." ”

"I took the initiative to make the contract."

"At the moment when I should be, I should bear those results."

"I couldn't control my heart, and I had different feelings for him, which was equivalent to coveting something that didn't belong to me." Xie Chonglou suddenly chuckled, "Maybe in the eyes of many people, I don't think I'm doing enough." ”

"That's exactly what happened."

"When I like him, what I want to do is not to stay away from him, but to make myself better, to make myself better, so that he can see me, and I have the courage and courage to stand with him."

"Everyone in the world says that love needs to be evenly matched, and I didn't understand this kind of thing before, but after experiencing such an experience, I understand that only two people who are evenly matched will be together longer."

"You're a good girl, and you deserve the best."

Xie Chonglou looked at Shen Yan and said, "I once swiped a small video at a certain point, the video is an interview with a famous actress by the host, and the host asks what you would do if you saw a boy you liked." ”

"That actress said very directly, then go on!"

"Maybe this sentence is really too sudden and too wild for many people, but who can deny that she is not right?"

"An excellent person is surrounded by the same excellent opposite sex, you like it, you wait silently in place, but you don't even open your mouth, isn't that waiting for someone else to take him into your pocket?"

"If he is really with someone else, or even get married and have children......"

"Bang dang!"

Shen Yan dropped the cup a little harder, causing the table to ring.

Her expression was full of resistance: "No, I can't be generous, to this extent...... Seeing him go happily, I myself have to bear such pain, and I may ...... for the rest of my life."

"Rejection or something, it's all fake." Xie Chonglou expressed his meaning, "In terms of feelings, only truly expressed my intentions, only really made efforts, and finally failed, and there are no regrets." ”

At least, I don't think about it: I don't even have a chance to try.

Shen Yan looked at Xie Chonglou with burning eyes: "You're right! Even if he wants to reject me, I have to make my mind clear to him! And if he dares to reject me, I'll ......."

When he heard the latter words, Xie Chonglou stroked his forehead: "In short, what you have done yourself, what kind of consequences will there be, just think clearly, as long as you don't regret it, you don't have to take anything others say seriously." ”

The dominance of the individual is in one's own body.

Shen Yan lifted the cup containing honey water, and when Xie Chonglou was stunned, he touched Xie Chonglou's milk cup: "Okay!" Come and drink! ”

Xie Chonglou had a black line: Hmm, did Shen Yan really listen to what she said?

Regardless of whether he listened to it or not, anyway, in the back, Shen Yan's face became redder and redder, and then, he vomited like something.

Xie Chonglou was terrified.

She hurriedly took Shen Yan to the hospital by taxi, and when she was on the way, she called Ye Zhan, and when Shen Yan was pushed out of the emergency room, Xie Chonglou was scolded bloody: "You young people, can you save some snacks." ”

"How much does this have to be drunk to get alcoholism?"