Chapter 176: Yiren
Hodge picked up the Heavenly Evil Thorn and picked it at the monster, and at this time, the monster cleverly dodged the Heavenly Evil Thorn and slapped its paws at Hodge.
Under the crisis, Hodge hurriedly used the Heavenly Evil Thorn to resist the monster's claws, and then Hodge swam towards the monster and fought the monster fiercely.
Seeing Hodge desperately in the water, Zi Yan went limp, she hated taking Hodge out to play before, if she hadn't taken Hodge out to play, then Hodge wouldn't have been so bad today.
"Tonight, either you die or I live!" Hodge yelled, picking up the Heavenly Evil Thorn and slashing at the monster, there is no way back at this time, only a battle can solve the dilemma in front of him, although there is little hope, although he is now an ordinary person, but he still has courage, he still has the experience of countless life and death battles before, tonight he may not have a glimmer of hope, because, he is not dead now!
With a buzz, the Heavenly Evil Thorn suddenly erupted with a burst of brilliant light, stabbing at the monster.
Hodge's blow under the rage, although there is no cultivation, but at this time, the energy that erupted from the Heavenly Evil Thorn is enough, and this blow at this time is not terrifying, under Hodge's shocking blow, the monster let out a miserable cry, and then lost its breath and sank into the river.
Seeing this, Hodge did not let his guard down, while looking at the direction in which the monster sank, he paddled the water with the Heavenly Evil Thorn, retreated, and when he reached the shore, Zi Yan stretched out her little hand and pulled Hodge up.
It is really not easy to escape from the tiger's mouth this time, Hodge and Zi Yan glanced at the direction where the monster sank with palpitations, if it wasn't for the Heavenly Evil Thorn who saved Hodge at the last moment, then Hodge would have to die here tonight.
Thinking of this, Hodge raised the Heavenly Evil Thorn and glanced at it, this look didn't matter, Hodge suddenly realized that Zi Yan was still here.
Sure enough, Zi Yan, who was originally relieved, was about to ask why Hodge didn't let the Heavenly Evil Thorn shine and kill the monster in the first place, and immediately understood after seeing Hodge's posture.
"Hodge, you tell you the truth, were you lying to me just now? Actually, you didn't store spiritual power at all, and you were able to defeat the monster this time because this spear somehow had some spiritual power left, so you killed the monster, right?" Zi Yan looked at Hodge and asked angrily.
"It's all over, what are you talking about it, I survived anyway. Hodge smiled wryly, without elaborating too much.
"You stupid, do you know how worried I was just now, you faced monsters by yourself like this, and let me go ashore just because I was a girl?" Zi Yan cried and punched Hodge in the chest, and suddenly Hodge vomited a mouthful of blood in a sharp pain, and almost fell down on his feet.
Hodge realized that the previous fierce battle had aggravated his injuries, and there were many new wounds, and at this time, Hodge was in unbearable pain, and Zi Yan helped Hodge sit down with a worried face.
"I'm fine!" Although the pain was unbearable at this time, Hodge still ignored his pain to comfort Zi Yan, as a man, he was unwilling to show his vulnerable side in front of girls.
"Hodge!" Zi Yan looked at Hodge, and suddenly threw herself into Hodge's arms, crying whining, and her little face was full of tenderness.
Seeing this, Hodge was a little overwhelmed, so he could only stretch out an arm and pat Zi Yan's back and comfort Zi Yan with his actions.
Selling eye patches is still not as smooth as I thought, at the beginning I set up a stall for people to try, every day I was worried that the city management would take away my things, go to the park to set up a stall in the park There are administrators in the park to drive me away, and finally I set up a stall at the entrance of the park, after a long time I found out, the city management does not care about me at all, why do I have to choose the park, because our products are difficult to solve the trust problem, and there is no physical store, the price is expensive, you must choose a place to set up a stall for a long time, and you can't choose a place with many small vendors and streets, all are passing, no one will come to see, only the park is the most suitable, when people go to the park to rest at night, there will be a lot of people around。
At the beginning of the stall, there were a lot of people who came, I was a little busy, and the trial was all the elderly, most of the old people had little money, and they all liked to take advantage, they all had presbyopia and other eye diseases when they were old, and they came a lot, and they didn't say to buy after sticking, and after a long time, they couldn't tell which old man had posted which had not been pasted, and some of them came to take advantage of the second day after the first day of sticking.
In the end, I thought of a way, the old man has no special eye disease patch can only spend one yuan, it is indeed effective, soon there are not so many old people, I think it is a good time, and spend money to print a lot of advertising, ready to increase publicity, but since the beginning of the stall, the problem has continued to appear, too many, here to pick the key points.
I've been there for a long time, no one asks me about eye patches, most people just leave after the ads, people choose to ignore me, and after a long time, it's not as fresh as when they first saw me selling this kind of thing.
Since the beginning of selling eye patches, I have found that everything here is not according to the development of the plot, originally I thought that I insisted on a place for a long time, there will be trust, who would have thought that no one would come to my stall to take a look, originally according to the plan, I can indeed sell five boxes a month, but I have never been able to sell the goods. In the face of these situations, I was helpless, I couldn't cry, I couldn't cry, I couldn't solve the problem, I didn't want to cry, I was numb.
I don't know how to persevere, I want to send my book to the Internet for monetization, but I know that my book will sink soon if it is sent to those novel websites, because now the novels on the Internet are at least hundreds of thousands of words, millions of words of novels abound, I wrote this book to write a series of physical books that I have worked hard to create, not not to pay attention to the quality of online novels that are updated with 6,000 words every day, so I can't choose a novel website, I chose the WeChat public account, because I know how to operate WeChat, I understand content creation, public account operation.
I've written so many words, I won't talk about it here, let's talk about it in general, I divided it into another month, I feel that this month according to my plan, I can reach 10,000 followers, and then I can go to the publishing house to talk about publishing books, I can stop working for the time being, and work hard to be my own network, I am confident that I can write 6,000 words a day to write another novel in a few months, and after the novel is put on the shelves, I can get four months of newcomer creation guarantee, and then I focus on content creation.
Then I went to Tieba to drain traffic, but I found that Tieba has a lot of restrictions on posting on Tieba accounts, and I opened a super membership at that time. Advertise with a small tail, but because of many reasons for system restrictions, my fans have not accumulated, I was very stressed for a while, because I stopped doing it in the advertising company, on May 26, I entered a new job, the production of insulating glass, this job is not simple, there is only one fan in the workshop, every day just arrived there on the hot sweat, a day of work, wet with sweat several times, back home tired to fall apart, tired, I procrastinated, that period of pressure is great, every night at twelve o'clock to sleep, always sleepy when the execution, lie down to sleep but can't sleep, I feel the pressure I can't breathe, turn on the light, smoke a cigarette or twoI understand that an article I read before said that one of his friends was the boss, and that he used a kitchen knife to cut things at night to release stress when he was stressed, and I understood this feeling.
In the last month or so, I didn't attract people, and a lot of posts were deleted, and in the end, I didn't have the mentality to fight against the system anymore, so I gave up the project.
Over the years, I have been numb to successive failures, so that my ability to resist frustration has improved too much, the failure of several recent projects, I sometimes think, should I follow the development of the plot, to cry, but I found that I can't cry, even if a project fails, in my heart can not make too big waves, adhere to the Internet entrepreneurship heart is not as crazy as when I first started to learn hacking, but more calm, no matter how I will stick to the entrepreneurship, I always firmly believe: I will not die, I will eventually come out!
People need to take risks constantly in this life, and in the past month, I have been working hard to run my WeChat public account: Peter Shenhu. I thought about it, I was too anxious before, I want to settle down and do a project for a long time this time, I think, since I can write, and I can operate a WeChat public account, I should do content entrepreneurship, this field is also suitable for me, I have chosen my own suitable field, to work hard in the field of content entrepreneurship, I must persevere.
I know that for so many years, I have been very anxious, always trying to make a lot of money quickly and get rid of the current state of life, but for so many years, I have lived a very unsatisfactory life, I have not made any money I want to make, young people are always impetuous, I think, like me, I dropped out of school and worked to change ten jobs a year, not much, I can no longer change jobs, in the search for a job must think carefully about whether I can do this job.
I saw such a sentence on the Internet: They are all people with stories. I think that if you talk about stories, my stories are wonderful and skinny. This life has really been full of twists and turns. However, I didn't succeed, if I succeeded, this is my legendary story, I don't succeed now, no matter how wonderful the story is, I am still a dick. Over the years, there have been too many insights into entrepreneurship.
In the past six months, I have missed her a lot, time has played a role, although I still think of her every day, but it is not as sad as the previous two years, it has passed, she is a passerby in my life after all, and I can't leave anything in her life. I just want to start a business now and change the fate of my family.
I have dropped out of school for a year, except for my parents, almost everyone thinks that I will not make money, I can clearly see the opinions of my relatives, some relatives persuaded my parents to let me go to the army, they think that being a soldier is a good way out, when the soldiers come back for a few years, they will arrange a job, and the treatment is also very good, but the swallow bird knows the ambition of the bird, but I am not qualified to say this sentence to my relatives. I want to marry a beautiful girl, I want to live a life where I don't worry about money anymore, I want to realize my personal value, so many years of Internet entrepreneurship, watching so many people get rich through the Internet, I have long been brainwashed, how can I feel at ease and mediocre?
My parents are honest and have a bad relationship, they have suffered a lot over the years, and I know that the people and relatives in the village will not look down on my family, let alone a toad like me who wants to eat swan meat. I have to be self-reliant, I don't want my parents to be looked down upon for the rest of my life, and I don't want my next generation to be looked down upon like me. Mr. Zhang, I hope you will help me keep this paragraph confidential, I am afraid that after the interview, someone in our village will see my article on your official account.
Since dropping out of school for a year, my mind has changed a lot, it is really not easy for me to succeed, and life is really too difficult. In this world, there are too many unsatisfactory things, in recent months, every night when I can't sleep under pressure, I will turn on the light and smoke a cigarette or two, thinking about my own years of difficulty, life has to go on, just let the pressure disappear with the cigarette.
When I work, I like to listen to songs while working, I like to listen to Lin Zixiang's "Men should be self-reliant", I am very excited to listen to it, men, should stand up to the sky, I built a song list, called the rain of the past, the songs on it are all the songs I liked to listen to when I loved her the deepest, whenever I heard these songs, I will think of her, think of the days when I fought for her, I like to recall the bits and pieces with her, even if the more I recall, the more painful.
A while ago, I had a chat with our little brother who had just come there, he was only 14, he didn't go to school in the first year of junior high school, and he worked in the same place with me, and I asked him what he wanted to do when he grew up, and he told me to learn a trade, and then marry a daughter-in-law and have children to support the family. I smiled, perhaps, it is also a kind of happiness to simply live this life, but I know that I don't want this kind of happiness.
I want to be strong, I have to endure more hardships than others, those who don't work hard, will not have much achievement, since I haven't made money yet, it means that my accumulation is not enough, I'm still young, I'm not afraid.
I don't have enough accumulation now, it's okay, I work hard to accumulate, try to overcome myself, think about it, so many migrant workers work the construction site, so many young ladies sell their bodies to make money, they don't become rich people, how much they pay, how much do I pay? How can I surpass their efforts and be richer than them? There are more people in the world who work harder than me. My efforts are not comparable to theirs in relation to their efforts and self-sacrifices, just because my thinking is better than theirs and I work as hard as theirs? Even if I rely on my thinking, it is impossible to surpass them without a lot of effort, because they are all very hard. The world is fair.
It's good that I can fight for my ideals now, there are too many people in the world who can't fight for their ideals because of physical disabilities or other reasons, and can only live on the margins of society, and I'm so lucky, it's a miracle that I can come to this world, why can't I create miracles again?