Chapter 8: Let's Get a Divorce
I quickened my pace and walked towards home.
Coming to the door of the rental house, I took out the key and opened the door.
The moment I pushed the door open, my heart tightened.
I was really scared to see that happen, and if it did, the last holy place in my heart would also be tainted.
But what worried me didn't happen.
Zhang Wen sat at the dining table, and there were two dishes and one soup on the table in front of her, which was already extremely rich for our situation.
Could it be that Zhang Wen is trying to find a way to make up for me?
But it's too shabby to make up for it like this.
"Husband!"
Seeing me enter the door, Zhang Wen quickly stood up and looked at me with worry in her eyes.
Before I could answer, the other party had already stepped forward and looked me up and down.
I was the only suit on me, and now it was full of tears and holes, and I looked embarrassed.
"Husband, how are you doing, should we go to the hospital?"
Zhang Wen's worried tone warmed my heart.
Especially that husband, I felt like I was beaten, and it seemed like nothing.
"I'm fine, don't worry about me."
I forced a smile and reached out to caress Zhang Wen's face.
At this moment, everything is worth it.
"Otherwise, let's go to the hospital."
Zhang Wen said again.
A place like a hospital, if you go to it once, you may not have a penny left.
And my own body, I also know in my heart, just rest for a few days.
"How are you?"
I asked suddenly.
Hearing my question, Zhang Wen's body trembled slightly.
Feeling the change in the other party, I suddenly had a trace of bad thoughts in my heart.
"He didn't do anything to me, he was downstairs in the company before, and those should have just been done for you."
Zhang Wen said softly.
But for some reason, I couldn't trust the other person.
From the time Zhang Wen and Ma Fatzi left until I went home, there was at least two hours.
Did the two really do nothing in these two hours?
I can't believe it.
I don't know if it's because I feel guilty about Zhang Wen, and I can't be angry with the woman in front of me.
I stretched out my hand and hugged Zhang Wen.
The other party did not resist, and just lay in my arms.
We were all silent, and the atmosphere seemed a little frozen.
At this moment, I felt as if I had forgotten the time and just wanted to be close to the woman in my arms.
I don't know how long it took me, but I finally couldn't take it anymore.
"Zhang Wen, let's get a divorce."
I could clearly feel that after saying this, Zhang Wen's body shook suddenly.
"What did you say?"
Zhang Wen suddenly broke free from my embrace, took a step back, and looked at me in disbelief.
The other person's expression made me feel a little distressed, but I really made up my mind.
On the way back, I thought about it a lot.
I have been dragging Zhang Wen down for so many years, and with Zhang Wen's excellence back then, she may have already entered the top 500 and entered the top level by now.
Where will nest in a little Mason.
Maybe separation is the best future for both of us.
"Actually, I know everything between you and that fat pig, and I saw it last night and at noon today."
I said in a deep voice.
Zhang Wen was stunned and was silent for a long time.
I thought the other party was being exposed by me and was a little overwhelmed.
But before I could react, I suddenly felt a dark shadow flash in front of my eyes.
"Smack!"
A loud slap in the face!
I felt a tingling sensation.
Both on the face and in the heart.
By the time I reacted, Zhang Wen's eyes were already full of mist.
"Yang Hai, you are a bastard, you have dragged me down for five whole years, do you know how many things I have lost in these five years? Youth, the future, these you have not yet compensated! ”
"After five years of companionship, you want to divorce me with a word?"
Zhang Wen showed a bitter smile.
"Zhang Wen, I ......"
I held out my hand and wanted to explain.
But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Zhang Wen.
"Do you know why I went out in the early morning, why I asked Ma Liang to send me, and why I got in his car today?"
These questions are undoubtedly the most confusing to me.
"Do you know how much forbearance I've made over the years? It's not because of you, if I don't obey Ma Liang's wishes, my job will be gone, I'm almost thirty years old, what good job can I find, if I lose my job, what will you do? ”
Tears slipped from the corners of Zhang Wen's eyes, and I felt extremely distressed when I saw the other party like this.
"Yang Hai, let me tell you, even if I am taken advantage of by other men and eat tofu, it is all because of you and because of your incompetence!"
Zhang Wen roared angrily, she seemed to be a different person.
I was extremely entangled in my heart and wanted to hug her, but I had just stepped forward when I was pushed away by the other party.
"Don't touch me, let me be quiet!"
After Zhang Wen finished speaking, she turned around and walked towards the bedroom.
Looking at the other person's back, I spat out a sentence.
"Zhang Wen, what the hell are you talking to him... That didn't? ”
This problem has been bothering me for too long, and I can't swallow this breath if I don't solve it.
Zhang Wen suddenly stopped.
I saw the other person slowly turn his head and look at me.
There was hatred in his eyes.
"Yang Hai, I've only slept with you in my life, but what did I get? If I did sleep with someone else, would I still be crammed into this shabby rental house with you? ”
"I hate you!"
After speaking, Zhang Wen walked into the room and closed the door heavily.
At this moment, it was as if a heavy hammer had smashed into my heart.
I believe in Zhang Wen and believe that the other party will not deceive himself.
The other party's words made me miserable.
The humiliation he had suffered in Mason before seemed to be nothing.
How incompetent a man should be if he disappoints his wife who has worked hard for him for five years.
And now, I'm that kind of man.
If Zhang Wen really cheated, she would definitely not be a small clerk for so many years.
And what reason does Zhang Wen have to deceive herself again.
Am I worthy?
Looking at the table of food, I lost my appetite.
Leaving the rental house, I went downstairs to buy a pack of red plum cigarettes.
Downstairs on the side of the street, I was squatting alone, I don't know how long I smoked.
Eventually, my chest started to hurt.
Looking down, the cigarette butts all over the ground and a pack of red plum cigarettes were empty.
Drink to dispel sorrow and sorrow.
Cigarettes are the same, and the more you smoke, the more annoying it becomes.
I was bored playing with my phone, but I saw the picture I had saved.
During my college years, I had little free time and spent all my time painting, but the thought that my style of painting was not recognized in the end made me feel like a dead heart.
The pictures I see in the Internet café today are only a small part.,If you want to really know the current mainstream painting style,You have to join an original painting company.。
But I've been unemployed for more than five years, do I really have a chance?
Anyway, I don't want to give up.
Not only is it my dream, but it's my thirtieth birthday in two months.
The that was blown at the beginning was like a moat.
But even if I can't do it, I'm at least going to make myself better.
I looked up all sorts of job boards on my phone.
There are a lot of companies recruiting, after all, the level of domestic games and comics is now compared with that year, and it is also a heaven and an underground.
I knew my chance might have come!
I found a template on my phone, made a resume, attached the pictures I had just drawn, and sent it to all the job boards.
Although I still don't know the bottom of my heart, I feel that so many companies will always reply to me.
With that in mind, I finally got up and walked towards the rental house.
When I got home, my bedroom was still closed.
I put the food on the table in the fridge, and I can't waste it.
After doing that, I stepped forward and reached out to open the bedroom door.
But after trying, I found that Zhang Wen had locked the door.
Approaching the door, there was no movement inside.
I guess I'm asleep.
"Wife, look at the picture I sent you on WeChat, I drew it in the Internet café today, and tomorrow I will use that picture to find a job, I won't let you suffer anymore."
I don't know if Zhang Wen can hear it.
But speaking out, I feel a little better in my heart.
In her eyes, I have been in the nest for five years, and I am finally a man.
All night, I sat on the couch in the living room, dazed, it was already the next day.
Looking at the time, it was only past six o'clock.
Thinking that Zhao Wen should go to work, I hurriedly got up and cooked for the other party.
I went downstairs to buy a few buns, it doesn't matter if I don't eat them, my wife still has to go to work, so I have to eat enough.
As soon as it was ready, the bedroom door opened.
Zhang Wen put on makeup and walked out of the bedroom door.
After seeing the table, Zhang Wen paused slightly and glanced at me.
At this time, I realized that Zhang Wen's eyes were still a little red and slightly swollen.
It seems that the other party cried for a long time last night.
"Let's eat before we go."
I said softly.
Zhang Wen didn't answer, but sat down at the table.
I just stood aside and looked at Zhang Wen silently.
"That painting is very good."
Suddenly, Zhang Wen's voice sounded.
Hearing this, I was slightly stunned, but soon showed a smile.
After eating, Zhang Wen took out five red tickets from her bag.
"Since you're looking for a job, let's go buy some good clothes."
This sentence, like a needle, pierced my heart.