Gu Xinyuan had been waiting in front of the dilapidated gate of his house for almost half an hour, and he didn't sit on the ground for a while, and finally sat honestly at the door, but his eyes kept looking at the intersection. Feeling the feeling of loss of control like a heat wave, each stroke raised her heart to her throat, and the great fear born of ignorance was like thousands of ants, devouring her already panicked heart in one mouth. She thought: I heard that if there is too much blood, people will die, I don't know if it is true or false?

She cautiously moved two steps slowly to the door, looked anxiously and expectantly in the direction of her field, and whispered in a trembling voice with a crying voice, "Why haven't you come back yet?" What should I do? Grandma's help! ”

After waiting for another ten minutes or so, Gu Xinyuan, who really couldn't wait, was very scared, and at this moment she just wanted to go to the house as soon as possible, because then at least she could feel a little more at ease. She banged on the door of her house in horror, thinking that if she was going to die, she would have to die in her house. He stood like that for a while, and finally made up his mind, and with tears in his eyes, he climbed up to the wall of his house as if he were dead. She squatted on the wall for a long time with trembling legs, and slowly slid down the wall, carefully reaching the low wall of her pigsty on tiptoes, and when she had stood firm on the low wall, she jumped into the yard with her eyes closed—she didn't have the courage to do so.

After entering the courtyard, she threw her schoolbag into the courtyard at will, and entered her house in despair, lying quietly in the room, waiting for death like a corpse. She knew she must have had a strange illness, because normal people don't bleed like that!

"Don't be afraid, Gu Xinyuan!" Gu Xinyuan pretended to be strong to comfort himself, but he couldn't stop the tears from pouring out like spring water, "What are you crying about, it's so cowardly!" Woo, no, I can't cry! What's the big deal, people die! ”

The alarm clock at the head of the bed ticked and ticked, and the time that passed was like a knife hanging vertically on the tip of the girl's heart, and every minute and every second was painful torment.

"I know, woo, I know people are going to die, woo." Gu Xinyuan cried and tried to convince herself, but the fear of the unknown peeled off the girl's disguised fragile strength layer by layer with the flow of time, she stared helplessly at the roof beam with big eyes, and begged in despair: "But God, I still have a lot to do, I don't know what I want to do in the future, I don't want to die!" Uh-huh, ahhh ”

She cried like that for about ten minutes, until her eyes hurt from crying, and then she slowly stopped crying, and then lay motionless on the bed silently. I don't know how long it took, she finally gave up, crying and telling herself: "Hey, forget it, hey, this is fate, I'd better cherish my future life, I don't know, woo, how long can I live?" The exhaustion caused by prolonged crying and emotional exaggeration seemed to the desperate girl to be a sign of imminent death, and she feebly raised her hand to wipe away her tears, muttering as if saying goodbye: "Hahe, I feel so tired, I can't hold it anymore, grandma, come back quickly, or you won't see me again!" Also, Yin Chong's clothes, I have to return them to him, I can't do it, my eyes are about to close, I ...... "My eyes sank, and I finally fell asleep."

"Huh?!" Li Feicui opened the door and said to her husband and little grandson, "Why didn't you see your heart?" Why didn't she leave her schoolbag at the door? Gu Pan, have you seen your sister? ”

"I went straight home from school, I didn't see her." Gu Pan shook his head and said, "Did you go to the neighbor's house?" ”

"Then I'll call her later!" After Li Feicui finished speaking, with the help of her husband, she pulled the wooden cart full of corn cobs into the yard. As soon as she entered the courtyard, she found Gu Xinyuan's schoolbag at the main entrance of the hall.

"Isn't that my sister's bag?" Gu Pan preemptively said, "How did her schoolbag get in?" Even if you throw it in, you can't throw it in this position! ”

"Is she already at home?" Gu Dade said.

"You think she is Gu Bei, how can that be!" Li Feicui looked at her husband with some amusement, walked to her granddaughter's room, pushed open the door, and said, "Look, no-hey?!" Xinyuan, why are you at home? ”

"Huh?" Gu Xinyuan was shouted by her grandmother like this, she woke up from her sleep, she rubbed her eyes and looked at the door in confusion, "What's wrong?" ”

"Xinyuan, how did you get in?" Li Fei Fei asked suspiciously.

"I-" After Li Feicui's question, Gu Xinyuan remembered that he was about to die, and instantly cried: "Woo woo, grandma!" ”

"What's going on, Xiaoyuan?" Li Feicui walked quickly in front of her granddaughter and stroked her head with concern, "Why are you crying like this, did you encounter something at school?" ”

"What's wrong?"

Gu Dade and Gu Pan heard Gu Xinyuan's cry, and rushed to the door of her room together, looking nervous and concerned.

"Oops, why did you guys get in!" Gu Xinyuan covered his face and complained to his grandfather and younger brother: "You guys go out quickly!" ”

"Boom! Don't come in! Li Feicui drove two men, a man and a little boy, like chickens, turned her head and asked her granddaughter gently, "Okay, you can tell grandma!" ”

"Grandma, I'll just tell you! You tell them not to listen! ”

"Okay! Okay, what are you two supposed to do! Li Feicui drove the two away from Gu Xinyuan's door and closed the door with her hand.

Gu Dade, who was turned away, was inexplicably stunned at the door for a while, patted his grandson's back casually, and proposed: "I don't think we can help much, why don't we watch TV together!" ”

"Do you want to see that play?" Gu Pan glanced at the wall clock on the wall and said excitedly, "Time is almost starting!" ”

Recently, the grandfather and grandson have become obsessed with a Henan opera series, and they must watch it together every day, and the two of them are discussing the plot while watching TV, and you say that I am very happy to listen to it.

After Gu Xinyuan described his situation to his grandmother in detail, he looked at his grandmother nervously, and asked in a desperate tone, "Am I dying, grandma?" ”

"Something bad!" Li Feicui frowned puzzled, "How old are you?" I remember we both started when we were eighteen or nineteen years old! But it's no wonder, after all, the current standard of living is much better than before, we couldn't eat anything in those days, you can eat enough and dress warmly now, and you must develop faster! ”

"Could it be that I really have some strange illness—" Gu Xinyuan's expression became even more flustered.

"Nope! Ha ha! Li Feicui shook her hand and said with a smile: "Silly girl, you have grown up!" ”

"Grown up?!" Gu Xinyuan looked at her grandmother with some confusion and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"Women, they all have this level!" Li Feicui gently touched Gu Xinyuan's head and said gently, "This is a sign of your maturity, so there's nothing to be afraid of!" ”

"Isn't it really a disease?" Gu Xinyuan confirmed with her grandmother again, but for her, it didn't matter if she was mature or not, she only cared about when this strange change that happened to her would end, "When will the blood flow stop?" ”

"Well, maybe forty or fifty years old! I only went to the second grade of elementary school, so I don't know so much! ”

"Wouldn't it be nice to stream it? Will it go on forever? ”

"I'm sure it's always going to be like this for the rest of the day! Silly girl! ”

"So long! It's going to bleed for the rest of your life! ”

"Haha, where is a lifetime! Alright, come on, I'll teach you how to use this paper! Because Li Feicui's menstrual period has just passed, she carries a sanitary napkin just in case, "It's like this, got it?" ”

"yes, I see!" Gu Xinyuan looked at grandma's demonstration seriously, frowned again, and changed the topic: "Grandma, then I really haven't been good all the time like this?" ”

"What's bad? It's not a disease! Li Feicui saw that her granddaughter had been crying and pestering these irrelevant questions, and suddenly became annoyed: "How old is it, is it worth asking all the time?" Look at you coward! Grandma hates this kind of person who has no temperament the most, and a woman's heart is too narrow to make a big deal! ”

"But, I just want to know—"

"What else do you want to know? You just need to know how this paper is used, and why do you ask so much? Is it useful? ”

"I..." Gu Xinyuan pursed his lips aggrievedly, biting his lower lip hard to prevent himself from crying again.

"Go and wash your clothes, be sure to wash them in warm water! Also, every time like this in the future, don't eat cold things, and you can't wash cold water, do you hear? ”

"Why?"

"If you don't obey, you can try, if you're not afraid of a stomachache! Your aunt is just disobedient, when she was a girl, she often ate cold food, and she often washed her hair and bathed at any time, but every time she was unlucky, she hurt to death, and even got married for several years..."

"Huh? What do you mean? ”

"Why do you ask so much from the little girl's family? Alright, stop grinding! I've got to cook! Li Feicui muttered quietly as she walked out: "Oh, why did you come here at such a young age?" ”

At night, Gu Xinyuan lay on the bed, thinking about it for a while before finally calming down. Although she knows that the so-called "bloodshed" is something that every girl will experience, she still can't help but feel panicked and even frightened, and she also has a very unwelcome attitude towards this new change that happened to her.

"Am I going to do this every day from now on?" She muttered to herself sadly, slowly closing her eyes, letting her grief drown herself, letting the tears soak her dreams, and even staining everything a desperate gray.

It wasn't until a month later that Gu Xinyuan really knew that although the original "menstrual period" had relied on her since then, it didn't come every day, but only once a month, but it was also an opportunity for her to fully accept the uninvited guest of the "menstrual period......