After the last month of hard work, Gu Xinyuan finally had to walk into the examination room, she felt that her whole person was empty, her head was even more empty, she couldn't tell what she was feeling, she was neither happy nor sad or excited, she would do the questions when the exam started, and if she couldn't do it, she would go to rest after the exam room, and she would eat and sleep every day as before.

After the exam ended, other people's parents crowded at the entrance of the school at the test center, and her family didn't come to care about it as if they never knew, but she didn't care much, because whether she came or not, the results of the test would not change. However, she still couldn't help but have a little expectation in her heart, and looked carefully at the gate, she couldn't help but laugh at herself: I didn't come in the morning, can I come now? What a fool I am!

Sighing, Gu Xinyuan lowered her head and continued to walk forward, listening to the other students all gathered together for her answers, but she couldn't think of any of her own answers in her mind, although it was very strange, but she really didn't remember an answer. With a long sigh, she asked herself in her heart: why didn't she remember anything? Is it because the brain is too stupid? Or are you afraid to remember? Yes, it's the latter. I definitely didn't do well in this exam, because I didn't grasp many questions, especially mathematics, and I definitely did badly......

"Xinyuan, I'm here!" Yin Hongmei waved at Gu Xinyuan, and next to her was her mother, Gao Meimei.

Gu Xinyuan immediately took a deep breath, pursed his lips, adjusted his emotions, put on a polite smile on his face, shook his hand in the direction of Yin Hongmei, walked over quickly, and said, "Why did you come out so quickly?" Hello Auntie! ”

Gao Meili smiled at Gu Xinyuan and asked with concern, "How did you do in the exam?" ”

Gu Xinyuan smiled and said, "It's okay." Then he looked at Yin Hongmei and said, "Hongmei, how are you?" ”

Yin Hongmei's face immediately bloomed with a smile, and she said excitedly: "I think I did well in the exam." ”

Gu Xinyuan grinned vigorously and said, "Well, that's good." ”

"Mom, where are we going to eat later?" Yin Hongmei hugged Gao Meimei's arm and said coquettishly, "I want to eat steamed buns, okay?" ”

Gao Meili gently touched her daughter's hair and said with a smile: "Okay! It's good if you're happy. What do you want to eat? Auntie has a treat this afternoon. ”

Gu Xinyuan shook his head and refused: "I won't eat, Auntie, I have to go home first." My mom told me to go back early. ”

Yin Hongmei walked over and grabbed Gu Xinyuan's hand and proposed, "Xinyuan, how nice it would be for us to go to dinner together, didn't we eat together in the morning?" ”

"But, I'm ......" Of course, Gu Xinyuan also wanted to play with Yin Hongmei for a while, but when she thought of her mother's tantrum appearance, she was stunned.

Gao Meili saw that Gu Xinyuan was very embarrassed, so she said, "Then you can go home, so as not to worry your parents." ”

Gu Xinyuan found his battery car at the parking lot at the door, said hello to Yin Hongmei's mother and daughter, and left in a hurry. In less than fifteen minutes, she arrived home, and before she entered the door, she saw her mother standing nervously at the door, and her heart couldn't help but feel hot, and a smile immediately appeared on her face.

"How's the exam?" Wu Feifei walked over to pick up his daughter's battery car and asked with concern.

Gu Xinyuan shook his head and said with some sadness: "Maybe you didn't do well in the exam......

"Didn't do well on the test?" Wu Feifei repeated a sentence, and said very disdainfully, "Hmph! I knew it. ”

When Gu Xinyuan heard his mother's words, he raised his head in disbelief, frowned at her, and immediately lowered his head, muttering resentfully: "Other people's families have gone to the examination room, and you also-"

Wu Feifei interrupted Gu Xinyuan's words, and said angrily: "You kid, am I unwilling to go?" I'm asking you, you can go or not. ”

……

"Do I still want to go to the exam room? Hey, I can't do anything when I go, so I'm not going, right? If you don't pass the test, it's not enough for me to be embarrassed if I go! Besides, isn't it just a college entrance examination, I'm still in a hurry, as if I'm so small, I don't think it's better not to go. You say, wouldn't it be better for me not to go? ”

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Thinking back to what her mother said in the morning, Gu Xinyuan had to sneer in her heart, sighed helplessly, and said, "Yes, I won't let you go." I'll go upstairs first, and call me when we're ready to eat. When she came upstairs, she threw herself on the bed, took a few deep breaths, raised her hand, wiped the tears that had flowed down weakly, scratched her hair in a tangled way, and said to herself: "Is this the end of my life?" If I can't even pass the exam, what else can I do? Ay! What is it about people like me who are born? Hehe, it's a worthless existence at all, it's better to die...... However, I was so afraid, I didn't dare to die, I was afraid that I would owe my parents when I died...... No, this won't work, I have to at least pay off the debt first...... What is my life for? Who am I, and where am I going? Lying on the bed and moaning in pain for a while, she patted her face and cheered herself up, "No! It can't be like this, it's not right, it's too decadent. So how can I be worthy of my grandparents? Right! It's not over yet, I've only taken two subjects, and there are two more, maybe the total score will be good. Right! I should do it! Sighing again, she smiled a little sadly and muttered, "I don't know, how did he do in the exam?" Ay! I'm really going to be worried, he's going to do well...... Yes, I will definitely do well in the exam...... I'm really getting farther and farther away from him, and I don't know if I'll ever see him again...... Oh, I'm afraid it's impossible...... Hmmm, heh, it's been impossible for a long time...... Why do you suddenly hate me? Why? Let the tears flow into her ears again, she cried uncontrollably, she didn't do well in the exam, her first love was gone, there was nothing.

"Heart, open the door!" Wu Feifei's voice came from outside the door, Gu Xinyuan hurriedly wiped his tears, got up and opened the door.

Wu Feifei saw that Gu Xinyuan's eyes were red, and he frowned a little unhappily, and handed over the phone in his hand, "Gu Yang's phone." ”

Gu Xinyuan took the phone and said, "Hey, second brother." ”

"Xinyuan, what's wrong?" Gu Yang heard the crying in his sister's tone, sighed, and said, "Xinyuan, do you know, in fact, after going to college, I suddenly understood something. ”

"What's the matter?" Gu Xinyuan asked.

Gu Yang said: "In the past, I thought that academic performance was everything, so I studied hard and achieved good results, but after I got to university, I found that there were too many people who were better than me, and because of this, I was decadent for a long time. It wasn't until later that I met some people, and in the process of getting along with those people, I understood the importance of mindset in a person's life. In fact, the exam is only a very small part of life, maybe you think it is a great event now, but in fact, after walking over, you will find that it does not determine the direction of your life, and a good test may not necessarily be successful, and a bad test does not necessarily mean that you will not be happy in the future, and the direction of many things in life still depends on what you think, you know? ”

Gu Xinyuan shook his head and said, "I don't understand. As a student, if exams are not important, what are they important? Whether it is the teacher or the parents, they all say that the exam is important! If I don't take exams seriously, I'm afraid they won't take me seriously anymore. ”

"People who really take you seriously will always take you seriously, people who don't care about you, no matter how hard you try, they may not care about you. Life is said to be long, maybe the green silk will turn into gray hair in the blink of an eye, why make yourself sad for some unimportant people? ”

"Are you saying I don't care what my parents and teachers think?"

"I want you to see the pain in your heart."

Gu Xinyuan said to himself: "If I don't care what my parents and teachers think, who should I care? If I don't care what they think, then why should I study hard? ”

Gu Yang sighed and said, "Xinyuan, are you just living for others?" Shouldn't you think about yourself? ”

"Well, I'll try my best......" Gu Xinyuan pulled out a stubborn smile and changed the subject, "That, second brother, what has the eldest brother been doing lately?" ”

Gu Yang saw that his sister really couldn't listen to his words, so he had to give up, after all, there were some things that he had to understand himself. He said with a smile: "I'll tell you a happy event!"

"What's the happy event?"

"Big brother has been busy falling in love lately!"

"In love? With whom? Gu Xinyuan was stunned for a moment, sighed lightly, and said a little sadly, "Now the hotel owner's daughter should be sad, it's really pitiful!" ”

"Actually, that, haha, he is in love with his boss's daughter......"

"Oh, it turned out to be-" Gu Xinyuan suddenly understood the meaning of the second brother's words, and his eyes widened in disbelief, "What?!" Hey—?! No way? However, didn't he say that he would never fall in love with his boss's daughter? Also, that girl must be about my age this year, can her parents agree? ”

Gu Yang's somewhat embarrassed laughter came from the other end of the phone, and he said, "That girl is a little older than you, and she is already eighteen years old...... As for the reason why the eldest brother agreed to fall in love with her was because his boss said that as long as he agreed to try to date his daughter for a while, he would pass on his cooking skills to him......"

"Then the eldest brother was tempted by his boss's conditions?" Gu Xinyuan said indignantly, "It's so spineless! Hum! ”

"Haha, actually," Gu Yang hesitated, "Actually, the eldest brother was interested in that girl from the beginning when he first met her, but he thought she was too young at the time." Haha, these are secrets I told you, don't talk nonsense to others! ”

"Good! Got it. Gu Xinyuan pursed his lips reluctantly, was silent for two seconds, and immediately asked with a smile, "Second brother, tell me more carefully about the eldest brother and that girl!" ”

Gu Yang said: "There is an exam tomorrow, don't gossip!" Also, before you answered the phone, I was assigned a task, that is, by the way, I told you to go to dinner after the call, hurry down, or you will definitely have to be trained again. ”

"Okay. Then I'm hanging! ”

"Hmmm! Ok bye! ”

Gu Xinyuan hung up the phone, feeling that the heavy pressure in his heart seemed to be a little lighter and seemed to be a little heavier, so he breathed a sigh of relief, squeezed out a soft smile on his face, and went downstairs.