Chapter 427: Self-righteousness
"The last time I left, I thought we had already spoken, but I never thought that you were perfunctory to me, this year I have been troubled by you, by you and me, I thought that over time, you will slowly accept and forget those unhappiness!
But goodbye, I find that you are no longer as casual with me as you used to be, as if you treat me like a stranger! ”
He tapped his fingers on the tabletop, counting them word by word.
Xue'er didn't really want to do this, but the last time she saw Xuanyuan Che leave in such a hurry, she knew that he must go back and wait for Zhao's production.
This made her feel very uncomfortable.
Promising to forgive him doesn't mean that she can really accept the fact that he has another woman willingly.
She also wanted to be quiet and think about how to get along with Xuanyuan Che in the future.
That's why she has been lukewarm to Xuanyuan Che in the past year, and what about Xuanyuan Che? Although he was as good as ever, didn't he let her do it?
Hasn't he come to see him for a year and a half?
If this was in modern times, she would have proposed to break up a long time ago, would she wait until today to let the other party settle accounts with herself?
"Cher, tell me, what do I do to make you feel at ease, what do you want?" Xuanyuan Che had lost his temper, and all his temper dissipated the moment he saw Xue'er again.
"It's not that I want to be what I want, I've never thought about it, and no one has ever asked me what I want, so why should I say what I want to do?
All of you tell me what you want, but no one knows what I want. I'm right there, waiting for your arrangement, and I can't do whatever I want! Xue'er crackled "how", which made Xuanyuan Che stunned.
Her words were fast, not that Xuanyuan Che reacted quickly, and it was estimated that he didn't know what Xue'er was talking about!
"Poof, hahaha......" Xuanyuan Che couldn't hold back her laughter, and her "how" remarks also made the nameless fire in Xuanyuan Che's heart disappear without a trace.
His anger has been accumulated for more than a year, and in the afternoon, he was indifferent to Xuanyuan again, and those grievances and unhappiness have dissipated.
Xue'er ignored Xuanyuan Che's ridicule, she only felt that she was really tired of living all these years.
Since she crossed over, she has calculated and calculated, in order to live, in order to be able to control her own fate, she has fought wits and courage with Dong Changhe and his wife, and has been entangled with the Xuanyuan Che brothers.
These were not the lives she wanted, but she had to accept them.
Seeing Xuanyuan Che laughing, she suddenly felt very sad.
After the death of her grandmother in her previous life, she became helpless, even if she was sick and had something that could not be solved, she didn't know who to call someone for help.
In order to have something to rely on, she accepted her boyfriend's confession, hoping that someone would really love her from now on.
It's a pity that she couldn't rely on it, but in the end she lost to reality.
She doesn't complain about the heavens and people, she doesn't complain about the injustice of fate, she just wants to live well, but with one foot in the air, her soul came to this strange time and space.
On the first day of the crossing, she thought that God had mercy on her and gave her another chance, as long as she grasped it well, she could live the life she wanted.
But the reality slapped her face again and again, she was forced to calculate again and again, Dong Changhe and his wife are just the parents of this body, she doesn't complain that they are not good to her, she is her own fault, she occupies the body of other people's daughters, she should have repaid them this kindness.
She didn't expect anything when she met Xuanyuan Che, but a holy decree made her tie to Xuanyuan Che's body, he was very good, although Xue'er felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't reject it much.
Xuanyuan Che was kind to her and did a lot for her, she was very moved, and her heart, which had cooled down, was slowly warmed by him.
She thought that from now on she could have a shoulder to lean on, and she would no longer have to face life alone, face those calculations.
If you are tired, sick, or sad, you can have someone to care about, and if you are crying, tired, or sad, you can be comforted by someone.
But the reality made her sober up again, and life without strength is tragic.
No matter where you are, as long as you are helpless, you will be flattened and pinched by others.
It doesn't matter if it's in modern times or in ancient times.
Cher wonders if the self-esteem and self-love she has been insisting on still have any meaning?
She really hoped that it was just a dream, and when she woke up, she was still the same Cher in modern times.
Xuanyuan Che really likes her, she knows it, but if she really likes her, can she lose her words again and again, and let her be sad alone again and again?
She could feel Xuanyuan Mo's friendship, but he didn't put himself in her shoes, if he really did that, where would he put her?
Can so-called love really be reckless?
And that Feng Junshan, when she was in time, she asked people to give gifts, and there was also a piece of jade pendant mixed with it, what does this mean?
All the men are so self-righteous, who really has a plan for her?
Tears fell down Xue'er's fair cheeks one by one, burning Xue'er's heart, and completely making Xue'er's heart die.
She felt that all the roots were because of her face, if the original owner could have looked ordinary, would she not have fallen into such a dilemma today?
Xuanyuan Che didn't expect Xue'er to cry, he stopped laughing, and his heart was distressed.
I came up and complained about her, did I go too far this time?
Her "how" theory sounds quite cute, but when you think about it, it is mixed with too much helplessness.
He was born high, and he only did things according to his personal likes and dislikes, and never thought about whether the other party was willing or not?
Just like the fourth brother, he thought he was taking care of him, and thought that without his care and care, it was a question whether the fourth brother could grow up.
But are those really what the fourth brother wants?
Just like Cher, he had a different kind of mind about her from the moment he saw her, and he had worked hard to get her all those years, and he thought that those were what Cher wanted.
He forcibly asked Cher to accept him and accept this marriage, but he thought that this was already a great gift for Cher Er, how could she not want to?
A lot of things are self-righteous for him, but he doesn't know if the other party is willing to accept them?
Was he wrong? No, no, he's right, he's done the best he can, maybe there's something wrong, but his intentions are right!
These thoughts passed in just a moment, and he instinctively came to Xue'er's side, reached out and took out a handkerchief to wipe Xue'er's tears, but he never thought that Xue'er's tears were getting more and more.
It's really nice to have someone who is willing to wipe your tears when you're crying and coax you softly.