Chapter XXXVII
In fact, Yan Juan's original plan was to tell all the grievances between her and Chang Ruyi, so that Cheng Huan could completely understand what kind of person Chang Ruyi was.
When it came to the end, she regretted it again.
In the past, it was a sharp blade for her, but she deliberately didn't mention it, and the wounds left by the blade never showed signs of healing.
She no longer has the courage to recall the original scene.
"Before I talk about my business, I want to confirm a few more things with you." Yan Qian sat down on a chair beside her.
She is still sick now, she just drank medicine before coming to eat, and she is still a little drowsy at this time, lazily leaning on the wooden chair, she said to Cheng Huan: "When you came to me to withdraw from your family, you were sorry for me, about this, I think you should still admit it now!" ”
Cheng Huan subconsciously spoke: "Don't think about it, those are actually all my ......"
He shook his head, and found that his answer was a little incorrect, so he quickly replied again: "...... That's right, I'm sorry for you. ”
"It is precisely because you took the initiative to come to the door to withdraw from your relatives that there were so many rumors later, and I told you this not entirely to pursue your faults," Yan Wan pursed her lower lip, after all, in the whole matter, who implicated whom, it is not easy to figure out now.
Whether Chang Ruyi implicated Cheng Huan because he hated Yan Huan, or because he was bound to win Cheng Huan, neither of them was Chang Ruyi, and they couldn't tell the real reason at all.
The most important thing is not the cause, but the final effect.
Yan Juan said to Cheng Huan: "You have been in Jinguan City for a while, and you should know about the people or things in the city. ”
"That's right......"
"I don't know if you've asked me before, whether you have it or not, you'd better take it to heart."
The person on the other side was sitting precariously, as if she was going to say something sage.
The feeling of being valued is naturally good, but these little favorites are not enough to make Yan Wan change her mind.
She said, "You don't have to inquire about the past. You just need to know that if it weren't for the fact that the Yan family and the Chang family have been friends since their ancestors, Chang Ruyi and I would have been to the point of life and death a long time ago, although it will not become like that now, but the party in the city has always been with her without me, with me without her. ”
"Can't you get back together?"
After Cheng Huan finished speaking, he added: "I think that since you are world friends, there must have been times when you were friends in the past, although you were angry with each other because of some things, but time can always dilute everything, and now that so many years have passed, can't you get back together?" ”
He seems to be telling a joke!
Hearing his words, Yan Juan really felt funny.
She shook her head: "I've never befriended her, where did I get back together!" ”
"I know you saved her life, and the hero saving the beauty is not only special for the beauty, but also for the hero."
"Compared to Chang Ruyi, you should have a deeper relationship with our Yan family, and you don't owe Chang Ruyi anything, but you owe me a lot. So I want you to do my bidding. ”
When it comes to indebtedness, he actually owes two.
Cheng Huan looked away a little embarrassed and asked her, "What do you want me to promise?" If I could, I'd say yes, but if you want me to hurt ...... Always wishful, I forgive my fate. ”
Angry?
There should be some.
Yan Juan also felt that she was not a good person, but her revenge was above board, and she would never use any indiscriminate means.
She glared at Cheng Huan, but unfortunately the other party turned his head away and didn't receive her eyes at all.
It made her stare at her for a while, except for making her eyes sore, there was no other effect at all.
"Don't worry, I'm not going to do such tasteless things." Yan Xuan's voice carried a little mockery, which was to herself and Cheng Huan, who questioned her. "You have to know that I have been friends with Chang Ruyi for a long time, and she is very interested in you now, and seems to want to marry you."
"Although you have divorced from me, you still owe me a lot, so my request to you is that you must not be involved with Chang Ruyi for the rest of your life!"
Cheng Huan was taken aback.
He waved his hand again and again: "Wanwan, how can you think like this, how can Ruyi want to marry me, she just treats me as a brother, and I just treat her as a sister, she and you are the same in my heart." ”
Just like Cheng Huan said when he came to quit his relatives, he felt that there was a brother-sister relationship with Yan Juan, and he also thought the same about Chang Ruyi at this time.
Yan Juan didn't care what he thought at all.
She just needs to get the result she wants.
"Wouldn't that be better!"
Yan Juan took the hot tea that Yan Chongjing sent to her hand, held it in the palm of her hand, and did not rush to drink it.
She said, "Since you have no children's affection for her, why should you do what I ask, I just tell you to keep your distance from her, and treat each other as strangers." I didn't ask you to hurt her or hurt her, can't you even do this little thing? ”
The tail note rises slightly, with a little agitation.
After thinking about it for a long time, Cheng Huan felt that there was nothing wrong with Yan Juan's statement.
He hesitated for a moment, but finally complied with Yan Juan's request.
After saying goodbye to Cheng Huan, Yan Juan returned to his yard, and Yan Chongjing also followed.
Although it was already dark, Yan Chongjing was not in a hurry to rest.
He still has a lot of doubts in his heart, and he wants to wait for Yan Wan to answer!
"Sister, do you really believe that Cheng Huan promised you, and he will definitely be able to keep his promise?"
After asking this sentence, Yan Chongjing touched his chin, and suddenly remembered that he seemed to have asked something similar.
At the beginning, my sister seemed to say that even if she didn't believe in Cheng Huan's personality, she should believe in her father's vision.
Thinking of this, he waved his hand, and was about to say that he didn't ask about this, when he heard Yan Juan speak.
"If Cheng Huan can keep his promise, of course it will be great. If he can't do it, then it doesn't hurt to deal with one more person in the future. ”
The cold tone didn't sound like Yan Juan's words.
Yan Chongjing shuddered and asked hesitantly: "Sister, do you also think that your father is too partial, so you don't believe in your father's vision?" ”
Yan Juan turned her head: "If you don't say it, I have to forget, why did my father say today that you hate him and his mother, isn't there something else that happened that I don't know, why didn't you tell me before?" ”
"Actually, there's not much to say!" Yan Chongjing tried to change the topic, "It's obviously my sister who asked first, sister, you tell me about your father first......"
After meeting Yan Wan's eyes, all his words disappeared into his throat.
Scratching his hair, he said stupidly: "Actually, it's really nothing, it's been a long time, if it weren't for Daddy suddenly mentioning it this time, I would have forgotten about it......"
It's not big or big, it's not small.
In the final analysis, it can be described completely by four words: negligence.
Yan Chongjing: "Was it two years ago, or three years ago." When my sister went to Ganlu Temple to worship the Buddha, I made a mistake, and my father punished me to kneel in the ancestral hall, and I was asked to stay in the ancestral hall for two more days. The ancestral hall is colder than other places, and I got sick after I came out, so that's it! ”
He summed up the whole thing in a few words, but he didn't say how dangerous the disease he was born was.
The fever did not go away, and the doctors who treated him were afraid that they would not be able to save him.
But he still has a big life after all.
Yan Wan was stunned.
Although all she used to think about was burning incense and chanting Buddha, there was no reason why she couldn't remember anything like Yan Chongjing's serious illness.
She rubbed the corners of her forehead, thought carefully for a moment, and finally found some images in the corners of her memory.
Three years ago, it snowed for a long time on a winter day.
The snow has been falling intermittently for more than ten days, and the snow on the road can be as deep as an adult's knee. On such a cold day, few people will go out at all. Even Yan Juan waited until the snow gradually melted before returning to Jinguan City.
Now that she thinks about it, the Yan Chongjing she saw after she went back at that time did look extremely weak.
But why didn't she take it to heart at the time?
Who said something to her that made her think that Yan Chongjing was frozen because she had been waiting outside the house for too long, and it was not a big deal!
"I really forgot about that incident a long time ago, and if my father hadn't suddenly mentioned it today, I wouldn't have been able to remember it."
The boy pretended to smile heartily, and he leaned back in the chair behind him, showing that he didn't care.
Yan Juan suddenly felt that Yan Chongjing's performance at the moment was particularly familiar.
She had a similar experience before, obviously caring about her life, but on the surface she had to pretend not to care, even if the hand in the sleeve had dug her nails into the flesh, the smile on her face had to be gentle and lovely.
"I know what Ah Zhao means, those are in the past, and there will never be anything like that in the future."
When she said this, Yan Xuan's mind flashed in a trance, and a flash of inspiration flashed into it, and she wanted to think about it again, but she couldn't remember anything.
This day was obviously a good day, but in the dead of night, Yan Juan sighed deeply at the empty room.
This year's Laba is really terrible!
It's all unhappy things, but in the end, I can't even drink the porridge.
The only thing to be thankful for is probably that the mother and eldest brother who traveled far away are finally coming back.
Yan Juan can't say what will happen to them after they come back, but thinking about the words that the eldest brother wrote in the letter, I think that when she and Cheng Huan have a conflict, the eldest brother will be on her side!
It's not like she's still the only one and Ah Zhao, and the two of them huddle together to keep warm.
Big brother should be on her side!