Chapter Eighty-Nine: The Secret of Life
From childhood to adulthood, no matter what troubles he encountered, no matter what difficulties occurred, his mother always encouraged him and supported him in this way, and it is still the same today.
Although in the space of the Heavenly Gods, Nie Zhi is decisive and ruthless, but in front of his mother, he will always be a good son of filial piety.
Everyone, in the deepest part of their hearts, retains a warm place, and in this small place, retains the most sincere emotions;
The warmer the heart, the stronger the outside.
After entering the Heavenly Divine Guide, Nie Zhi walked all the way, his hands were already covered with blood, and the plot characters and contractors who died at his hands were not thousands, but hundreds.
However, he has never indulged in killing, because he knows very well that he kills people just to survive.
Living, the most simple goal, supports Nie Zhi all the way forward and keeps getting stronger.
To live, not only for yourself, but also for those who cherish it.
All along, Nie Zhi has been constantly reminding himself that he must keep in mind his original intention, so that he can always be.
Next, Nie's mother took out several sets of sewn baby clothes from the locker next to the bed, solemnly handed them to Nie Zhi, and said kindly;
"Mother is old, has reached the edge of running out of oil, this is the clothes I sewed for my future little grandson, you keep it, mother's body, it's really unlucky, I'm afraid, I can't wait for the day you get married and have children."
Hearing his mother's words, Nie Zhi's eyes turned red instantly, he took the thick stack of clothes in his mother's hand, choked and said, "Mother, you'll be fine, I found a very powerful doctor, she will definitely be able to cure you." ”
"Silly boy, mother's own body, don't you know it? My disease can't be cured for a long time, you have been working so hard to make money, and you are still hiding your mother's illness, in fact, I know all this; Child, these years have really worked hard for you. ”
Speaking of this, Nie's mother couldn't bear it, she raised her palm, gently rubbed Nie Zhi's face, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes for him, and continued;
"It's all because my mother is useless, I can't give you a better background, since I was born, you don't cry or make trouble, you are always so sensible, and the sensible makes my mother feel distressed; Many times, my mother felt that she couldn't hold on, but as long as she thought of your little face, her mother gritted her teeth and persevered. ”
"God gave me such a sensible son, no matter how hard it is, no matter how difficult it is, I will persevere; Now, my deacon finally has a chance, and my mother can leave with confidence. ”
Nie Zhi gritted his teeth fiercely, stopped his tears, held his mother's hands, and asked softly: "Mother, for so many years, you have never talked about my father, every time you ask, you say that he is dead, but, I know, he is not dead, he just disappeared without saying goodbye; He, why did he leave his mother alone, the mother was so miserable, even the people in the village have always been cold to our orphans and widows, without the slightest kindness. ”
At this time, Nie Zhi finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked the question that had been buried in his heart for many years.
It turned out that not long after he became pregnant with Nie Zhi, his father, who had never been masked, mysteriously disappeared, leaving only Nie's mother, who had a big belly, and faced the gossip of the entire village alone.
I don't know what the reason is, Nie's mother, who has always had a weak personality, would rather die than beat the child in her belly, and her stubborn behavior further intensified the hostility of the villagers towards her.
When Nie Zhi was about to be born, her parents couldn't stand the scolding of the whole village and kicked her out of the house.
Fortunately, with the help of a barefoot doctor from Youfang, Nie Zhi was born smoothly.
Since then, this mother and son, with hard work and hardship, depend on each other for their lives, live in a mountain col far away from the village, and survive in the cold eyes of the villagers.
Nie's mother never mentioned all this to Nie Zhi;
However, if the mother doesn't say it, there will also be villagers with long tongues who use these past events to satirize and ridicule the little Nie Zhi.
After a long time, Nie Zhi gradually understood that his father was not dead, but ran away irresponsibly.
Nie Zhi asked his mother many times about this matter, but every time, Nie's mother would divert the topic, and she was really anxious, so she said that the man was dead.
Now, in the face of Nie Zhi's question again, Nie's mother was silent, and after a while, she finally spoke;
"Silly boy, after so many years, you still can't let go of the obsession in your heart, okay, my mother will tell you the whole truth today."
"Your father, a foreigner, is called Nie Hammer, and the name is a bit strange, but that's what he told me; He was a very strange man, and he said that his hometown, not here, was far away, and even he did not know how far away. ”
"He was very curious about everything we had here, and he also said that I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in the world, and maybe I was deceived by his sweet words at that time."
"He doesn't have an ID card, he doesn't have a hukou, and he doesn't have any land, so my family is very adamant about me being with him."
But he said, the world is very big, and we can leave the village and live in another place. He was very cultured and often said words that I didn't quite understand; He is also very skillful in his hands, and can weave all kinds of baskets and make all kinds of tools. ”
"Because of this, my mother feels that even if he has nothing for the time being, following him, there must be a bite to eat."
"Soon after, he secretly built a house with earthen walls in the col outside the village, and made a house full of furniture by himself, and said to me, According to your rules here, if I want to marry you, I must have these things, and now, aren't they all ready?"
Speaking of this, Nie's mother showed a happy smile, it seems that she must have been very satisfied back then.
After a pause, Nie's mother continued: "Originally, he and I secretly discussed everything, and planned to surprise my family on the day of the proposal. ”
"However, not long after I became pregnant, he suddenly told me at noon one day that there had been a terrible disaster in his hometown, and countless families had been destroyed by the war, and he had to go back for the sake of his people."
"Before I could say goodbye to him, he disappeared out of thin air, and this walk is more than 20 years; In the first few years, I thought that he would definitely come back to our mother, but after so many years, he never appeared again, and not even a single message was brought back. ”
"Mother's heart is already dead, and now, if he can't come back, it makes no difference."
Speaking of this, Nie's mother fell into deep grief; Looking at her sad appearance, you know that this matter is by no means as insignificant as she said.