Chapter 190: Seeds
The pain from digging his fingers into the flesh told Yu Dahai that what he heard was not an illusion, but a real voice, Gao Xiufenlin and Lin Jiang were talking, and the voices of the two came faintly, although they couldn't hear what they were saying, they could feel that the atmosphere was very good from the laughter that came from time to time.
Yu Dahai rushed up and wanted to knock on the door, but the raised hand paused again the moment before touching the wooden door, in what capacity did he stand up and question?
Gao Xiufen has divorced him.
A low whisper surrounded his ears, looking at the already dark sky, Yu Dahai turned around and took two steps, and finally sat down again.
He didn't understand why he was sitting here, his mind was chaotic, he didn't have the mind to think about anything, he couldn't think of the reason why he came here, and then he thought of Lin Jiang in the courtyard, and Yu Dahai's heart sank.
Yes, why did Lin Jiang suddenly agree to divorce? Why are you so happy to get along with Gao Xiufen? Is Lin Jiang living with Gao Xiufen these days?
The questions in his mind were one after another, Yu Dahai couldn't control himself from thinking about these, the more he asked himself like this, the more chills he felt all over, only a few months under one roof, Lin Jiang and Gao Xiufen didn't have much time to contact, how did the two get together?
No wonder Lin Jiang suddenly filed for divorce, there must be someone, and then thinking that this person might be Gao Xiufen, Yu Dahai's heart was like being pinched tightly by a hand, and it was difficult to breathe.
The night father is getting deeper and deeper, and after Gao Xiufen has eaten in the courtyard, she saw that Lin Jiang was in a good mood, so she talked about the daytime, "I don't know how your mother found this place, and I was afraid of causing misunderstanding, so I told her that you didn't come here, she sat for a while and left, I couldn't get away when I thought about sending you a letter, but I didn't expect your mother to not leave, she has been waiting for you there." ”
Lin Jiang glanced at her, "She is indeed a little clever. ”
Gao Xiufen's ears were slightly hot, she really thought so in her heart, but she said in front of others that her mother was really bad, so that Lin Jiang pointed out her heart in one sentence, and that faint glance seemed to see through what she was thinking, which inexplicably made people feel empty.
Lin Jiang's words were not easy to answer, Gao Xiufen couldn't nod and say yes, and tried to change the topic.
"Your mother looks like a Jiangnan woman, delicate and weak." Even if I'm old, I still feel sorry for me.
"She is a native of Suzhou, she came here with her family, and later married my father, and married my current stepfather when I was five years old, my father was reluctant to let her do heavy work, even if she worked in the unit, she would take the initiative to cook when she went home, and never let her stretch out her hand, and later married her stepfather, she was still reluctant to do her work, and no woman was happier than her."
Gao Xiufen also had to nod, in this era, she has experienced war and chaos, but she can be raised for a lifetime like Miss Jiao, what a good life it must be, but she is still an ordinary person.
Lin Jiang's voice was cold, "It's a pity that people who have been pampered and raised only have themselves in their hearts, and even if they are responsible for the children they give birth to, they will not be responsible." ”
Gao Xiufen looked up at him, Lin Jiang didn't think there would be any embarrassment in saying this, "Zhao Yansheng has always felt that I am a drag oil bottle, especially after Zhao Dong was born, he had a biological son, how can he treat me as an outsider, when Zhao Dong was five years old, the two of us fought, he beat me and happened to be seen by the second uncle who came to see me, and he beat him at that time, and my second uncle took me away." My mother was crying on the side, she cried that Zhao Yansheng was beaten, how did she live these days. ”
The son had an accident and the man was beaten, and what he was worried about was not these, but that he had no one to take care of him.
Gao Xiufen opened her mouth, and seeing her shocked look, Lin Jiang was used to it, "I feel shocked when I hear this, right?" ”
He didn't hide the mockery in his tone, Gao Xiufen took a deep breath, "In fact, every family has things that don't go well, for example, when I was admitted to college, my mother sold the college place, took the money and took the family into the city, and asked the other party to arrange for me to enter a technical school in Gao Tieshan, normally I can go to high school, I should be content, not to mention that my father is not in good health, but I just hold a grudge, hate my mother for ruining my life, and even resent my father who has been making me study since I was a child, my mother has never let me study, My father was honest and did not back down in this matter, and then he fell ill, and my mother sold me a place in college in order to improve the family's situation, and I blamed him for not stopping him, and even resented him. But looking at it the other way around, if my father listened to my mother's refusal to let me study, I would have married early now and faced the north of the loess in the countryside, where would I still stand here, let alone be resentful, this is the greed of human nature. ”
Gao Xiufen looked at Lin Jiang with a smile, "It can be said that because of your words, I suddenly woke me up, and I thought about a lot of things." Let's talk about the family selling my college place, I found my mother and asked for the money back, and I also fought with them to make my own decisions about the marriage, and now it seems that I am the one who gets the most benefits. ”
Of course, college attendance aside.
"What about going to college? Aren't you going to take the college entrance exam? ”
"It's okay to apply for some professional schools, but you don't have to go to college." As long as she looks at it, Gao Xiufen can figure out everything.
Lin Jiang nodded.
Gao Xiufen said with a smile, "I'm telling you this, just to persuade you to open up, cause and effect, if you don't care about it, you won't live with your second uncle and experience a different life, right?" ”
Although Lin Jiang didn't say it or show it, Gao Xiufen could still see that he cared in his heart, those mocking tones, not to mention that he didn't have a grudge in his heart.
She regarded Lin Jiang as a friend, and she didn't want him to trap herself there all the time.
Lin Jiang looked at her in surprise, "You said these are trying to persuade me?" ”
"Isn't it obvious?" Gao Xiufen began to wonder if her method of persuading people was really wrong.
Lin Jiang was obviously stunned for a moment after getting the affirmative answer, "So that's the case." ”
Gao Xiufen: .....
What does that mean?
Lin Jiang got up, "It's too late, let's rest, there are many mosquitoes at night, buy some screens tomorrow and replace them." ”
Gao Xiufen listened to his words and felt that she had understood correctly, "You don't plan to stay here, do you?" ”
The two are now familiar with each other, and Gao Xiufen dares to say some things, and she is not afraid that the other party will misunderstand.
"When Liu Qiang comes back, I'll find a place to live, I originally wanted to go to the factory, but I was afraid that someone from the gear factory would bump into it, so it was inconvenient for me to live there." Lin Jiang was asked, but he didn't pick on it, knowing that Gao Xiufen didn't drive him away.
Gao Xiufen thought of what he said about Dong Hong and Han Zhonghe during the meal, and couldn't help but laugh again, "You said that Han Zhonghe was so afraid of Sister Dong when you said it, it wouldn't be because he liked Sister Dong, right?"