As soon as school ended in the afternoon, the students in the class left the classroom like a gust of wind. Cui Ruonan looked at these uncompetitive classmates who only wanted to go home and just want to have fun with disdain, and couldn't help but despise in his heart: "It's not that I haven't had a vacation, isn't it just that I have temporarily decided not to study at night?" Is it necessary to be so excited? Unlike me, who is still doing math problems very calmly, I think he is the only one in the class who can work as hard as me! Haha, I'm so smart and working so hard, he will definitely admire me if he sees it...... Hey, by the way, I don't know, what is he doing now? Why don't you take a sneak peek at him? No, no, no! What if he's peeking at me too, wouldn't it be revealing? With her hands clasped together, she suddenly remembered a few words that her mother often said:

"Men are all cheap, and the more you treat him, the less he values you; The more you confide in him, the more he does look down on you; The lower your profile, the more he will trample on your dignity! ”

"Love is a game, the one who falls in love first is the loser, and the one who confesses first will definitely be eaten to death!"

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Cui Ruonan nodded thoughtfully, she didn't feel anything about these words before, but now she has an Ouyang Lu in her heart who has better grades than herself, so she takes these words as the truth, although she likes Ouyang Lu, but she doesn't want to lose to him from the bottom of her heart. She casually looked at her right rear, but her eyes were secretly aimed at Ouyang Lu, who was packing her things.

She secretly sighed in her heart, and couldn't help but think: "Men may not be as unreliable as their mother said, right?" Isn't there such a thing as a true gentleman? No, no, there must be, because Ouyang Lu can be regarded as one! Although my mother always said that the relationship between men and women is the most unreliable, and it is common to see different thoughts, it must be because one party is not good enough! Moreover, how can this beautiful and happy emotion be the dirtiest emotion of all feelings? You can't just say that love is dirty just because there is love between men and women, right? The so-called erotic sex, the love between men and women is just the nature of human beings, if this is said to be dirty, then everything that people have is not unbearable? Think about what my mother said, "Love has no merit at all, if it has to be said to be good, it is to be able to keep mankind from perishing", but isn't "keeping humanity from perishing" a particularly great and important thing? What's more, not to mention the other boys in the class for the time being, as far as Ouyang Lu is concerned, he always looks like a gentleman and gentle boy, where is there a trace of the filth and unbearable that my mother said? I didn't even see the existence of such a thing as desire in him. Maybe it's because he was born with God's favor that he is so desireless? There will always be people like this in this world who are not expected by us, my mother doesn't know, it's just because she hasn't seen it, I'm different from my mother, I've always been lucky, it's because I'm lucky, so the people I like also like me, but it can't be attributed to luck alone, after all, I'm very good......"

Cui Ruonan was only immersed in her own world, and she didn't even notice Ouyang Lu's gesture of waving at her when she was leaving, until she came back to her senses and looked in the direction of Ouyang Lu's seat again, only to find that the other party had disappeared, so angry that she puffed out her cheeks, lying on her desk weakly and moaning dejectedly - anyway, there was no one else in the class at this time.

At this moment, she suddenly saw a small square note folded at the foot of her table, and she was shocked, bit her lower lip shyly, and said to herself, "Could it be the note he left for me just now?" Hehe, how is this possible? What a fool I am! After ten or so seconds, she found that her eyes were always attracted by the dazzling white note, looked around, and saw that there was really no one else around, so she squatted down, just wanted to pick up the note on the ground, and walked outside to pass by two people who were talking and laughing, so frightened that she quickly turned around in another direction, and said in a louder voice: "Where is my pen?" I remember just falling here. She held her breath and waited for a while, making sure that the people outside had gone downstairs, and then she grabbed the note, quickly clutched it in her palm, got up and sat back in her seat, and flipped through the book as if nothing had happened.

After waiting for two minutes, she took out the note with a trembling hand, but found that there was not a word in it, so angry that she crumpled the note into a small ball and threw it out of the window. Covering her already blushing face, she lay on the table and calmed down for a while, sighing angrily and funny: "How much I like him, it's like a demon...... "Turning her head, looking at Ouyang Lu's seat for a while, she beat him as if she had made up her mind.

"That's the seat he's been sitting in! The table is so tidy! I wonder how his notes are doing? Pursing her lips with a smile on her face, she pulled out an English textbook on the table, "Wow, English is so beautiful!" It's so beautiful, isn't it? Hey?! What is it? He took out a small pink notebook sandwiched between the books, opened the first page, and found that there were many words with complex strokes written in it.

"It turned out to be a graffiti book!" She turned to the second page and found that it was full of the names of the students in the class, and she muttered to herself in confusion, "Why are there so many names?" Oh, I see, I guess it's to remember the names of my classmates. He's so hard-working! I don't know, is there a name for me? Gently tapped her lips, her face flushed, pretending not to care and continued to rummage, and finally saw her name on the fifth page, then she breathed a sigh of relief, looking at the three words that looked much more delicate than other words, the tenderness with a smile in her eyes was like a rippling spring water, "Sure enough, there is my name!" Hmph, it's really annoying to write people's names so far back in order to make them anxious! What's behind this? So much? The path of the heart? What do you mean? Is it the journey of the heart? Ah, I know, it must be the path of the growth of the heart, haha, I don't know, right? Whatever! Oops, so many are written? It's boring! Never mind! Hey? This is-" Just as she closed the book and was about to put it back in, she suddenly found that there was a hard corner in the book exposed, so she pulled it out, and the moment the photo came into her eyes, she seemed to feel that her whole person was like falling into an ice hole, and her heart, which was still hot in the last second, was suddenly cold, and her face lost all her blood and became as white as snow.

It was a group photo, in front of a girl's dormitory building, the girl's fair little face with two delicate reds, her blurry eyes were hazy, and the corners of her slightly open mouth were full of shyness; Not far from the girl stood a boy in a white down jacket, the boy had a smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes were affectionate, and his whole body exuded love for the girl. These two people, one is Gu Xinyuan, and the other is Ouyang Lu.

Cui Ruonan frowned tightly, swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, slowly exhaled a breath in her slightly trembling lips, picked up the pink notebook in a panic, opened it again, and flipped a few backs. Snapping the notebook shut, tucking the photo in, and putting it back in place, she hung her head and staggered out of the classroom.

"What kind of heart's journey, it is clearly Gu Xinyuan and Ouyang Lu! Ouyang Lu, Ouyang Lu, since you like her, why did you come to tease me? Cui Ruonan walked on the road in a daze, looking up at the sky, only to feel that today's sun seemed to be more dazzling than usual, almost stunning her. She didn't feel the pain in her clenched fists, her nails digging into her flesh, because her heart was hurting to the point of losing consciousness.

I don't know how long I walked, and I don't know where she went, she looked at it, it turned out that she came to the vicinity of the optical store outside the school, rubbed her temples, sighed deeply, she finally calmed down, and said to herself: "It's better to go back to the dormitory!" As she walked towards the dormitory, she muttered, "Where am I not as good as her?" When it comes to academic performance, it is far more than hers; If you want to talk about her appearance and temperament, although she is a little worse than her in appearance, she is more than a little better than her in temperament; The only thing she lost to her was probably her size...... Hey, the last time I saw her, she was a lot taller than before...... What's so good about being tall? Doesn't it look better if it's small? ”

"Think about it, that Gu Xinyuan has a cowardly and timid personality, and he will cry when he encounters a little thing; His academic performance is so poor, and he always looks like he refuses to admit defeat, and he has no self-knowledge at all; Just look at the clothes she usually wears, she knows that she doesn't have any money at home, and she doesn't match him at all......" Along the way, Cui Ruonan thought carefully about Gu Xinyuan's shortcomings, and became even more annoyed: "Why why?" Why is it the woman who is good for nothing? If you don't understand, you just don't understand! ”

"Could it be that he deliberately arranged these traps to test me? Is it to test whether I am sincere to him? Perhaps, he just deliberately made a photo to make me jealous, and deliberately wrote those names? Cui Ruonan pulled out a smile comforting himself, "That's right! Usually, he is always so considerate to help me solve problems, and the tenderness in his eyes can't be fake? I remember one time in class, when I looked over to him, he was looking at me, and when we met our eyes, he smiled at me! Isn't that like, but what? Also, when I was in class, I always felt a hot gaze looking at me, which always made me feel like a needle prick all over my body, and it must be him! Right, right! There is no one else ...... but him."

After walking around the campus twice, Cui Ruonan lowered his head in frustration and said weakly: "Yes, all of this is just my own cranky thoughts, and it's just an illusion of my wishful thinking...... Forget the dead, I fool, fool......"