Chapter 139: Harmony
She would rather live proudly than live in the world, and she is even more unwilling to reconcile with the second prince and become a side concubine or concubine that others hate.
She gently moved a chair, stepped on it, looked at everything here, and said softly, "If I wish to be an ordinary daughter in an ordinary family, accompanied by my parents, this will be enough." ”
After saying this, Gongsun Zhiruo directly kicked down his chair and closed his eyes without the slightest nostalgia.
At this moment, the door was opened by Gongsun Duxue in that instant.
Originally, she also wanted to be in the Lingxi Palace, not to come back, but after thinking about it, she still wanted to return to the Gongsun Prime Minister's Mansion, and she still had some doubts in her heart and wanted to find Gongsun Zhiruo to ask clearly.
However, the moment she opened the door, she saw Gongsun Zhiruo hanging on the beam, and she was so frightened that she hurriedly saved her as fast as she could.
"You woman, you must not have anything, otherwise, I will not be able to wash it by jumping into the Yellow River."
Gongsun Duxue kept giving first aid to Gongsun Zhiruo as she spoke.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
After a long time, when even Gongsun Duxue was about to give up, Gongsun Zhiruo suddenly sat up and let out a burst of coughing.
Gongsun Duxue suddenly looked relieved when she saw Gongsun Zhiruo's appearance.
Although, on weekdays, she has already seen all the shortcomings of Gongsun Zhiruo, and even she herself did not expect that she would be able to become Gongsun Zhiruo's life-saving benefactor one day.
All this was like a dream to her.
"Why did you save me?"
"I'm really sorry, I didn't want to save you, I was really unlucky, I just caught up with me, it's better to go out now, you will come again later."
Gongsun Duxue said that at this time, she had already made the appearance of being ready to go out anytime and anywhere, she just didn't understand why Gongsun Zhi wanted to make such a move.
In her heart, she has always felt unworthy for her original owner, what kind of life has she lived and what kind of life she has lived for so many years.
It's just that she never thought of leaving this world easily, and she can still live so bravely and strongly.
When Gongsun Duxue thought of this, she couldn't help but feel that she was still very similar to the original owner, no matter how life hit her, they would live happily and happily.
"Today, my mother asked me to reconcile with the second prince."
Gongsun Zhiruo took the initiative to start saying all the grievances she had been holding, she didn't understand why there was such a mother in this world.
Gongsun Twilight, who had been standing aside, didn't say anything, she knew that what Gongsun Zhiruo needed now was just a listener who could listen to her obediently, and nothing else was so important to her.
So, what do you think about yourself? Could it be that you really want to compete with Su Chen for the eldest prince so much? ”
Gongsun Duxue took the initiative to ask, and the reason why she chose to ask like this also made sense.
And if Gongsun Zhiruo heard Gongsun Duxue say such words, she slowly turned her head, she never thought that she would be such a person in the hearts of others, which made people laugh so shamefully.
"Am I really so shameless? I myself am a dignified person, and the so-called queen's throne is not important to me at all, I just want to get my husband's heart. ”
When Gongsun Zhiruo said these words, tears kept rolling in her eyes, she never thought that she would love the second prince so deeply.
From the beginning, she really just regarded the second prince as a tool that she could prosper, but now, when Gongsun Zhiruo heard that her mother actually asked her to reconcile with the second prince.
She began to panic in her heart, from childhood to adulthood, as long as it is what her mother asks her to do, she is obedient and obedient, if she does not meet her mother's requirements, her mother will only be more angry.
Even, she wanted to send herself out of the prime minister's mansion as a threat, and now Gongsun Zhiruo, she didn't want to reconcile with the second prince at all.
However, she is also afraid that her mother will attack the second prince and herself in the dark, so she chooses to end her life to get rid of her mother's entanglement with her.
But now it seems that all these things are not so simple, and when Gongsun Duxue heard Gongsun Zhiruo say such words, she was also helpless and distressed, she didn't know what Gongsun Zhiruo thought in her heart.
So, Gongsun Duxue said softly, "Actually, isn't it more important for you to have a husband who can have a couple for a lifetime than a person who spends all day drinking and has many concubines in the harem?" Although the second prince is reluctant to speak, he always looks like he is not close to anyone, but I can see that the second prince is a humble gentleman, don't you like such a gentleman, do you have to love a villain like the eldest prince? ”
When Gongsun Duxue said this, Gongsun Zhiruo was indeed surprised, she didn't know why in Gongsun Duxue's heart, the eldest prince was like a beggar to her, and Gongsun Zhiruo could also see that Gongsun Duxue did not have any emotions.
This is also where Gongsun Zhiruo is very envious of Gongsun Duxue, she doesn't understand why the conditions of the eldest prince are so excellent, but Gongsun Duxue doesn't look down on the eldest prince at all.
So, Gongsun Zhiruo asked softly, "Have you ever hated me over the years?" ”
When Gongsun Zhiruo said this, Gongsun Duxue was simply helpless, she didn't know why Gongsun Zhiruo suddenly asked these words, but she could know that Gongsun Zhiruo was no longer the ignorant and ignorant child she used to be.
Now she has a sense of responsibility, and even says that she has seen all the people in her eyes and remembered everything in her heart.
"Hate you? If I say I don't hate you, it's all fake. What you and your mother have done to me as a young man, you know better than anyone else. When I was a child, I had no mother, and I was sent to the Taoist temple alive by you and your little mother, do you know how hard my life has been over the years, how helpless I am. ”
Every word that Gongsun Duxue said had been said into the depths of her heart, and for so many years, she had kept these words in her heart, not daring to tell anyone that this was the original owner's own thoughts.
Today, Gongsun Duxue can finally take out this evil breath for the original owner, when Gongsun Zhiruo heard Gongsun Duxue say such a thing, she was surprised, who let herself at that time, can only obey her mother's orders, and there is no way to make any changes.
She naturally knew that this was a particularly bad thing, but what kind of way could he face it.
"Over the years, I have really frightened and wronged you, and I apologize to you here seriously."
After finishing speaking, Gongsun Zhiruo stood up directly when she said this.
Gongsun Duxue didn't know why she was so sad when she saw Gongsun Zhiruo today, she had never been like this, but now he already knew when he looked at Gongsun Zhiruo.
However, if Gongsun Zhiruo has been thinking about the rest of her life, she will not be like Gongsun Duxue, and she can also understand why the maids around Gongsun Duxue can be so single-minded to Gongsun Duxue, and the people around her are actually wolf-hearted people.
And when Gongsun Duxue saw Gongsun Zhiruo's strange behavior, she could only look helpless, only to see Gongsun Duxue say softly, "I don't want to believe your words, but you promised me, now you have to fight with me and fight together, and you can't get along with Su Chen anymore." ”
In Gongsun Duxue's heart, although there was a trace of warmth, she could also see that Gongsun Zhiruo was trying to change her mind, but in her words, there were still some people who didn't want to believe Gongsun Zhiruo's words.
However, in her bones, she has regarded Gongsun Zhiruo as her sister and relative.
And Gongsun Zhiruo saw that Gongsun Duxue was still unwilling to forgive herself, and her heart was suddenly very sad, she said softly, "Over the years, I have always felt that you are my sister, but I hate you very much, just because you are a concubine and I am a concubine, so no matter what kind of thing, what others see will always be you, and I can only be forgotten." ”
When Gongsun Zhiruo said this, Gongsun Duxue was simply surprised, the person who has been forgotten in the corner all these years is obviously her.
It was Gongsun Zhiruo who took away the love that originally belonged to her, and took away all the aura that originally belonged to her grandson and the daughter of Prime Minister Gongsun, and it was precisely because Gongsun Zhiruo was like this that Gongsun Duxue lived in the Taoist temple for so many years.
But now, Gongsun Zhiruo said such a thing, so that Gongsun Duxue had to start re-examining such a question, she didn't know if Gongsun Zhiruo didn't know her story at all over the years, or that Gongsun Zhiruo had been deceived by Lin Xiaoniang's words.
So, she said softly, "After so many years, do you think ...... Did I rob you of your favor? ”