Chapter 19: The Original Owner's Thoughts (Happy Mid-Autumn Festival)
He wanted to say that he was their son, the eldest son.
It is also the hope that the Lu family can pass on the ancestry.
Suddenly he remembered a question.
Could this be the reason?
That's fame.
If you abandon your cousin.
What will happen to the reputation of the Lu family?
Then, I'm afraid that the reputation of the Lu family is only ......
He quickly thought about the consequences of ruining his reputation.
As a person who has received the influence of authentic Confucianism, he naturally knows that it is powerful.
Even though he is only nine years old, the issue of reputation has already begun to take hold.
He naturally knew that if his cousin was abandoned, then in the eyes of others, the Lu family would be garbage and a villain.
If the family is accused and attacked, there will never be a day when they will come out.
At a young age, he now understands the Tao very well, and he is powerless to resist.
He understands all the truths, and he also knows that this is the best for the Lu family.
In the future, whether it is a father or a mother, they will be fine.
The only bad person is his eldest son.
The tremors in his body were even worse.
They did it right.
One was discarded.
Everyone else is fine.
But his heart still hurts, it hurts.
The kind of resentment in my heart still keeps coming out.
It's just because he personally felt the discomfort of being abandoned.
It was a pain that his soul could not bear, as if his heart had been torn apart little by little.
In addition, his whole person was as if he had been immersed in ice water, cold from head to toe, without a trace of heat.
"When they left, they didn't leave anything behind, so I was foolish to chase after them." The original owner muttered.
Now he naturally understands the reason why his father and mother will keep him, because they can't keep their cousin, they can only keep him, their own son.
Even though they are reluctant in their hearts, at this time, my father has always had a good reputation and a great reputation, and it is natural to give up on him.
After thinking about all this, he felt as if his heart was immersed in Coptis water, and he was miserable, this was his biological parents.
It's just that he knows that their choice is very reasonable, for the sake of the Lu family's reputation and continuation, but he still feels uncomfortable.
Because after experiencing death himself, he was no longer an ignorant child, and he grew up quickly.
The innocence and joy of the past have long been buried in the past years, and he has become a little indifferent.
Regarding the change of the original owner, Ling Xiao could only sigh silently, this child is not stupid.
But the smarter the child, the more likely it is to blacken, so be careful.
The child was afraid that he would feel very bitter because of this.
You can't even trust your own parents.
He will live very uncomfortable.
Even the bad guys need to be recognized.
Human beings are social creatures and social creatures.
To live in the world, you need the comfort, approval, and follow-up of others.
And he was abandoned by his parents and left alone.
He couldn't find a place to warm himself.
Fortunately, Ling Xiao found out that he was crying.
Silent when crying.
He probably didn't dare to howl loudly.
I'm afraid that crying louder will attract barbarians.
Ling Xiao was a little sad after seeing it, and didn't comfort him immediately.
She thought to herself: cry, cry, you are still a child, you still have the right to cry.
After you have cried a lot, you will feel that your mood has improved, and you still have to go on the road, child.
No matter what kind of life you will have in the future, you still have to think about how to survive now, and never give in.
She sighed softly, everyone has a time when they are weak, and after venting in a place where no one is, they still have to go on the road.
This is the path of everyone who works hard to move forward: it can only be forward, always forward.
If you don't advance, you will retreat, and if you want to live, you must work hard.
It's not just the original effort that's going on.
Even Ling Xiao is working hard to complete.
To live is to work hard.
For yourself.
Ling Xiao was depressed.
Both missions were a bit pitfallen.
Wait until the original owner cried for a while.
I was interested in seeing what the fairy sister was doing.
Ling Xiao had recovered his emotions and began to visualize the polygon.
After feeling that the original owner was gradually relieving, she asked, "Have you thought about where to go?" ”
The original owner was ignorant, he was only about nine years old when he died, he had read some books, and later did some chores.
"What does it mean to go where?" He really couldn't figure out what Sister Fairy meant.
"It's to ask you if you plan to stay in the north, or if you want to cross the river and go to the south."
The original owner did not speak, he did not know the difference between the north and the south.
"Stay in the north, there will always be barbarians."
"I'm going to the south to find your parents."
"Don't." The original owner shook his head.
Ling Xiao understood.
He was really heartbroken.
I'm afraid I'll never be able to go back to that home.
Ay! The original owner now shook his head when he heard his father.
Even all of a sudden, he started crying again, sobbing and choking.
Until he was tired of crying and was about to fall asleep again, Ling Xiao took over this body.
Now, she has to find a place to rest first, and then see how to act.
Fortunately, before the action, she had found a place to rest, and now she went directly to that place.
Seeing that the original owner's consciousness still twitched from time to time, she knew that she was ready to be a wet nurse and take a big child.
Now it is absolutely impossible for her to leave the original owner here like this, and then jump directly to another world.
If you dare to do this, it is equivalent to a routine with the original owner's father, but I am afraid that the original owner will cry and faint.
Now he is a frightened bird, and a single wind and grass will make him collapse.
Ling Xiao thought that he still couldn't do this kind of immoral thing.
This is tantamount to letting the original owner die soon.
He really couldn't stand the blow again.
It's all about being a teacher.
It's not too late to leave when he grows up.
The situation of the original owner.
If you really talk about it.
and she is inextricably linked.
She sincerely hopes that the original owner can live well.
Ling Xiao arrived at the place and began to rest with the big cat.
The big cat finally relaxed and followed Ling Xiao to sleep.
Although it was a beast, it was found that this one had changed somewhat.
Fortunately, the smell was still the same, so it didn't find a problem.
Later, the human quickly returned to its normal state, and took it with it and hurried away to get ready to rest.
It's just that who's that crying guy? How it doesn't feel very reliable.
Before Ling Xiao fell asleep, he deliberately made a small mechanism to prevent outsiders.
Because she was busy for a long time at night, she actually fell asleep.
In her sleep, she was awakened by the sound of horses' hooves.
This is? Ling Xiao got up one by one.
Put away everything in your bedding.
She's not going to just run out.
That's stupid.
She peeked a little.
Look out with a bit of caution.
And the original owner also woke up, and he was a little panicked.
Because of the sound of horses' hooves, he thought of the past and was a little afraid.
When he was caught, even if he was sick, he had to move forward.
If you walk slowly, you will be whipped, and you will see the corpses of the Jin people being trampled into mud by horses.
Now he hears more of the horse's hooves, and he feels the horse's hooves falling.
It made him tremble, his teeth colliding and creaking.
After seeing Ling Xiao's actions, the first feeling was too bold.
He had an idea to quickly hide.
I want to tell her not to take the lead.
Hide it well.
Just be careful to live.
But Ling Xiao didn't think so, she was thinking differently.
She said, "Wherever you fell, get up!" ”
"You're a man, you're afraid, and you don't want to come out of a nightmare for the rest of your life."
After hearing this, the original owner closed his eyes and thought for a while, then decided to take a look at Ling Xiao's approach and be a good bystander.
I saw several fast horses galloping towards the bend, and coincidentally in front of their hiding place was an ambush point.
Ling Xiao crawled forward, running in front of a person dressed as a Jin person, and chasing behind a few barbarians.
The barbarians were shouting loudly one by one, just wanting the Jin people in front of them to abandon the darkness and turn to the light.
They were confident that there were many people, and they didn't open their bows and arrows to let that Jin man live.
Ling Xiao crouched on the ground and listened, and there was no one riding a horse behind.
What a chance! Just these few barbarians.
There is no such rescuer.
Then take action!
Those barbarians deserve to die anyway.
It seems that the person on the horse is not far away.
Ling Xiao quickly used his bow and crossbow, ready to kill the barbarians.
In her eyes, those guys should die, the more they die, the fewer Jin people will die.
Those barbarians never thought that there was a plot in the rear.
Naturally, without any precautions, he died on horseback.
After their bodies shook a few times.
Even plop plop plop.
Drop.
After this movement spread.
Let the person at the front look back.
He was very surprised, and took hold of the reins of his horse.
He was very surprised, and he certainly didn't want to be caught when he escaped.
Who is it except those barbarians? He wanted to see who the sword was pulling out to help.
And Ling Xiao had already run over, rushing to put away her crossbow arrows, there was no place in this world to provide her with logistics.
Things that can be reused must be packed away so that they can be used again.
Then Ling Xiao searched the contents of the corpse.
Weapons and stuff like that have to be prepared.
The weapon can be used for a while.
Just curl the blade.
There was nowhere to get new weapons.
Then she naturally has to be prepared to do a good job of recycling.
Just then, the horse that had run past turned back.
Ling Xiao looked at the knight on the horse clearly, only to realize that it was a middle-aged man.
The whole person looks very thin, but his temperament is very good.
She didn't care too much about him.
She came to the rescue.
It's for the sake of the Jin people.
As for the rest, she didn't care.
"Xiaolang." The man glanced at Ling Xiao.
She wasn't wearing a mask at the moment, so she could tell she wasn't very old.
He will return to the horse, although speaking of which, he is not in a good position now.
But I feel that this child is in an even more dangerous situation, and there are no adults, what is going on?
It is said that children of this size still need to be supervised, they are very weak, why can't they see an adult?
He didn't know what was going on? But she also understood that after the pursuers were all dead, he could be regarded as having a certain amount of respite and wanted to ask about the child's condition.
After Ling Xiao heard it, he glanced at him, with a little vigilance in his eyes, although they were all Jin people.
But it does not mean that all the Jin people are good people, and there are no bad people.
A person who looks good and has a good temperament.