I sat on the couch and looked at my mother, who was busy in the kitchen, and my heart was half dead.

I wish it was a dream, first my wife cheated on me, and then I heard the bad news about my father.

But when you wake up from a dream, shouldn't you return to reality?

Can... But now, what's going on?

At this time, my mother came to the living room, brought out a bowl of gruel, and placed it in front of me.

The gruel is full of rice grains, and it seems that the mother should be living well.

But when I saw my mother's bowl, I was stunned.

It's not so much gruel as rice soup.

There are not many grains of rice in the turbid rice soup.

"Mom, this bowl is for you."

I snatched the bowl from my mother's hand and pushed myself to the other person, and that's all I could do.

My mother was slightly stunned and wanted to get it back, but when she saw my determined expression, she finally gave up.

Looking at the rice soup in front of me, I had a little appetite.

"Mom, can you tell me what has happened since the day I graduated and now?"

Hearing this, my mother was obviously a little puzzled, and looked at me, the doubts in her eyes gradually eased, revealing a kind smile.

I don't know if it's my delusion, but there seems to be a trace of guilt hidden in my smile!

"Xiaohai, everything happened back then, it's all to blame on your mother, if it weren't for your mother, your father wouldn't have died, and you wouldn't have collapsed, perhaps, the best result for your mother back then was to die."

When I heard Mom's words, I was stunned.

"Mom, what happened back then?"

"You really don't remember?"

My mom looked at me again, and the confusion in her eyes was even greater.

I nodded, and finally hid part of the truth.

"I'm sick and I've forgotten everything before, I only remember what happened before graduation."

Hearing me say this, my mother suddenly became anxious and looked at me worriedly.

"Xiaohai, did you go to the hospital to check, don't have an accident, it's not like Mom, it's already an old bone, half a foot in the coffin."

My mother's reaction inevitably surprised me.

Because, it's too radical.

"The doctor said I'm fine, but I can't get my old memories back, so I came to you."

Mother breathed a sigh of relief and paused.

"That's all Mom can do......"

Then, the memories of my five years of vanishing came back to my mind under my mother's statement.

"Xiaohai, after graduation, you stayed in Yunchuan, started a business with a few classmates, at the beginning, it was prosperous, and often sent money to the family, Zhang Wen's girl, was also with you at that time, but a year later, I had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and was admitted to the ICU!"

"What if... If I had known that you would be dragged down by us, I should not have agreed to your father contacting you in the first place......"

At this point, my mother's eyes were already foggy.

Later, my father told me about it, and it is said that within a few days, my company went bankrupt, in exchange for me who came home with 500,000 yuan, and Zhang Wen who came with me.

After having 500,000, there is no problem with treatment.

But just when we thought we were having a good time, my dad got into a car accident.

On the way to deliver food to us on a bicycle, he was hit by a truck and was in a mess on the spot, blood mixed with food.

After learning about her father, her mother's condition suddenly worsened.

Hospital expenses have increased exponentially.

I borrowed all the people around me to finally get it together.

Later, even if he barely cured his mother's cerebral hemorrhage, he also fell into hemiplegia!

After so many years of recovery, hemiplegia has improved a lot, but my mother can only walk with a limp.

The process of recovery is a matter for my mother alone, because I have changed from seeing my father's tragic condition.

The positive sunshine is gone.

My world is dark.

I studied concept art in college, which is to design game characters and skins for game companies.

Although Yunchuan is a big city and there are many game companies, my design style back then was very maverick, and I was used to mainstream game companies, and I was reluctant to accept me, which also caused me to run into walls everywhere, so I simply gave up.

At that time, I was decadent, and I didn't want to leave Yunchuan and go to a bigger city.

After experiencing several physical careers, I gave up completely and became an otaku, an older otaku.

Let Zhang Wen go to work alone, while she lies at home and enjoys her success.

This incident made my influence on Zhang Wen change suddenly.

You must know that Zhang Wen was such an excellent woman back then, but she was willing to live in a small rental house for herself for five years without complaint and help me repay my debts.

In five years, the original debt has indeed been repaid.

But I still haven't changed at all.

This can also explain why Liang Qiang has such an attitude towards me, because in his eyes, I am no longer the Yang Hai who was full of longing for the future when I graduated.

I was defeated by reality.

But no one knew that after being defeated, I had a new self in my body.

I have just walked out of college, and I still look forward to the future!

I said goodbye to my mother, the rental house is only a few dozen minutes away from my mother's house, and sometimes I come to visit each other.

As I was leaving, my mother stopped me and pulled out a small cloth bag from her bag.

When I was wondering, my mother told me that it was the money she had saved over the years by picking up bottles outside.

I grabbed the cloth tape in my hand, and my heart ached.

I wanted to refuse, but my mother didn't give me the chance at all, and after pushing the bag to me, she closed the door.

Looking at the closed door in front of me, I couldn't imagine if my mother was crying behind the door, and looking at the cloth bag in my hand, my heart was extremely complicated.

There are a total of 1,000 pieces in the cloth bag, all of which are red tickets.

That's money my mother had saved for several years.

After leaving the complex, I was ready to go home.

No one knows what happened to me.

No one will know that Yang Hai, who has been a waste for several years, is about to stand up in a dignified manner!

Before going home, I passed by a flower shop.

Looking at the various flowers inside, I hesitated for half a minute, and finally stepped into it.

When I came out, I had an extra rose in my hand.

Next, I went to the nearby vegetable market and bought some vegetables.

After going downstairs and buying a pack of ten pieces of Hongta Mountain, I went back to the rental house.

There are more than nine hundred left.

I took out the change and put it on my body, and the remaining nine hundred were neatly piled on the table.

Nine hundred yuan, which should be enough for next month's rent.

Before Zhang Wen came back, I thought about it a lot.

Why would such a woman betray herself, she suffered so much with me, and I didn't even believe in each other.

I don't even feel like I'm a man.

If there is a misunderstanding, it may be good to make it clear.

I made a table full of food, and it was almost twelve o'clock.

To treat myself, I went to the balcony and lit a cigarette.

But at this time, I suddenly saw a BMW parked on the street outside the rental house.

That car, so familiar!

"It's the same ...... last night"

The cigarette in my hand fell directly to the ground, and I stared blankly at the scene in front of me.

The passenger door slowly opened, and a beautiful figure appeared in my sight.

Zhang Wen!

I can't be mistaken!

Zhang Wen is still dressed in professional attire, even across an alley, I can see her proud long legs.

That superb figure can make any man want to stop.

After Zhang Wen got out of the car, she walked straight to the driver's seat, and the window slowly fell.

The fat pig!

The disgusting face of the fat pig came into my sight again.

I watched from afar as the fat pig's eyes roamed over my wife, his disgusting eyes were not hidden, everyone could see it, but my wife didn't seem to see it!

The wife seemed to thank the fat pig, then turned around and prepared to leave.

But at this time, the scene in front of me suddenly made me have the heart to kill!

That fat pig actually slapped my wife behind her when she turned around!

I even felt the crisp sound, like a giant hammer, slam down on my heart.

But in addition to the anger, I was a little curious about my wife's reaction, because her reaction speaks for itself!

What I didn't expect was that Zhang Wen's body just trembled slightly, and she didn't even turn her head, she just lowered her head and continued to walk downstairs!

"Dead fat pig, I'm going to kill you!"

I burst into the kitchen and grabbed a kitchen knife.

That's my wife, who lived with me in that situation for five years and paid off the arrears for myself!

Bully my woman, I must kill you!