Grandma gave her a home, but because she was unmarried all her life and far away from her homeland and relatives, her grandmother was very withdrawn.

She is very strict with Xue'er, teaching Xue'er everything she can teach Xue'er, and giving all her love to Xue'er, but she is like Yun's, her emotions are very unstable, although she will not beat and scold Xue'er, but she will never deliberately hide her emotions in front of Xue'er.

So the young Cher is actually very afraid of her grandmother, and she won't easily ask her for help when she encounters anything.

After a long time, she also learned to hide her thoughts, and slowly formed an independent personality.

Later, she learned to please and try her best to make her grandmother like herself, and when it was time to work, she used her words and feelings like a fish in water, and she would not let herself suffer easily.

When he came to ancient times, he felt the atmosphere of the family for the first time, and after having two younger brothers, her true nature was gradually revealed.

Slowly meeting the right person, she will also try to talk to the other party about her heart and communicate her feelings.

Especially after meeting Xuanyuan Desert, the man who was sunny on the surface and a little depressed on the inside seemed to have a lot of similarities with himself.

After getting along, she is also willing to communicate with her.

When she was with Xuanyuan Che, she always had reservations, unlike when she was with Xuanyuan Mo, she didn't have too many scruples.

Sure enough, today confirmed her feelings, maybe she really had expectations for Xuanyuan Che, and she was so disappointed today.

I almost lost my temper in front of the two maids.

It's not that she really looks down on the two of them, but the real class is there, no matter how hard she tries, the other party will not treat her as a master with equal eyes.

Someone once said that life is to stand on one step at a time, no matter which step you go to, there are people looking up to you at the bottom of the steps, and there are people looking down on you on the steps.

You look up and feel inferior, look down and be contented, and only by looking at eye level can you see your true self.

This is the view of the relatively equal world in the future, which shows that no matter what kind of social form, people can always be divided into three, six, nine and so on, and there is no absolute equality.

Xue'er, who walked out of the door, simply draped the big coat on her body, and all the smiles on her face disappeared the moment she stepped out of the door.

It's twilight, the sky is dark and cloudy, and it looks like there will be a heavy snow tonight.

The servants in charge of the lanterns in the county lord's mansion had already lit the lanterns everywhere, following the stone lanterns on both sides of the road.

Because the Xue'er sisters and brothers have a heavy filial piety, the palace lanterns in the past have been replaced with white lanterns, and the red candles have been replaced with white wax.

Slowing down the hand-copying verandah, Xue'er walked forward mechanically, the wind blew through her slightly messy sideburns, blowing her clothes and big hair, she didn't seem to feel the cold of this winter, she couldn't feel everything between heaven and earth.

It's not that Cher is pretentious, it's just that she feels a little sad.

In this unequal relationship, no matter what happens, she can only be the one who passively endures.

She can't have any temper, not even if she is given a chance to regret it.

In Cher's heart, love is the most sacred, love is the most beautiful thing in the world, love is the purest relationship, and love should be the happiest feeling.

There should be no trading, no filth, no impurities, no sadness.

Love is the instinct between relatives, it is the encounter, acquaintance and stay with another person in the best years, it is the most basic love of licking calves, it is the feedback without regrets, and it is the white head without regrets......

Even just feeling such beauty in a short period of time is enough to reminisce for a lifetime.

Although love is not the whole of life, it is the whole of life.

Life without love is dark and meaningless struggle.

But after living two lives, she has never felt pure love.

The grandmother in the previous life raised herself, but she just passed her life like a dry well, and the boyfriend in the previous life pursued her just because she was different.

In this life, she occupied the body of the original owner and occupied everything of the original owner.

Yun's love for her is a contradiction between hot and cold, Dong Changhe's love for her is more of a transaction, and the two younger brothers are more dependent and blindly worshipped.

And Xuanyuan Che's love for her is domineering possession, Li Yunfan's love for her is more pity, Feng Junshan's love for her is the novelty of encountering fresh prey, and Xuanyuan Mo's love for her is more of a regret that she can't get......

She is not a heartless woman, sometimes she would rather be stupid, be confused, and not see the faces of the people around her, but unfortunately it seems that it has become her instinct to see the essence of others.

And how could she be the kind of ignorance and fearlessness she usually shows?

Isn't she cooperating with everyone else in acting?

At some point, tears trickled down her cheeks and fell to the ground and turned into nothingness.

She hated her cowardice, she didn't dare to play with fate, she didn't dare to face life and death, and she didn't dare to say no to Xuanyuan Che.

All because she believes that there is always happiness and fulfillment waiting for her on the road ahead, all because she wants to live well.

But no one is sure what their future holds, and no one is sure that they will get the happiness they want.

Just because there is still the word longing in this world.

Xue'er didn't know what she was like and when she walked to Tingyu Pavilion, smiling and casually finishing a simple evening meal with her two younger brothers, and accompanying them to finish today's homework, and watching them happily fiddle with the gifts sent by Xuanyuan Che......

Xue'er returned to Luoxue Xuan with Qiao'er, who had been found for a long time.

The night was very late, and at some point the goose-feathered snow was falling, and Xue'er didn't want to sleep, so she asked Qiao'er to bring her a jar of wine.

Sit on a couch and enjoy the snow through the half-open window while drinking the wine in your hand.

"Qiao'er, what do you think happiness is?" She was half-drunk and had been silent until she was half-drunk, and she suddenly asked.

Mo Shijiu explained to Qiao'er, you must pay attention to observe the county lord's mood, don't ask the reason, follow her for a moment, don't interfere with the county lord to do anything, just follow it.

Qiao'er didn't understand why Mo Shijiu said this, but she knew that Mo Shijiu would not be untargeted.

She guessed that it must have something to do with His Highness's letter.

So at this time, Qiao'er was waiting for Xue'er with 10,000 points of energy, and the sudden question made Qiao'er unable to answer this question in the first time.

She seemed to be thinking, and then said: "For me, happiness is to always be with my family, to be by the county lord's side all the time. ”