Volume 2 The Ignorance of Youth Chapter 53 The Secret in the Diary

"Oh, I still have to write a diary, it's really troublesome!" Jin Yuanyuan lay on the table for a while in frustration, pinched the corner of the diary and came to the front behind Gu Xinyuan and shouted: "Xinyuan, I don't want to write a diary!" ”

"How good it is to keep a diary!" Gu Xinyuan turned his head to look at Jin Yuanyuan, and said with an intoxicated expression: "I think writing a diary is like having a conversation with another self, no matter what you say, the other party will accept me, it's really good!" Let me tell you, in fact, in addition to the diary that the teacher asked me to write, I also have a diary of my own! ”

"Really?" Gu Xiaoxian looked at Gu Xinyuan with some shock, and asked suspiciously, "Where did you get so much time?" ”

Gu Xinyuan looked at Gu Xiaoxian innocently, and said as a matter of course: "Time is such a thing, you can have it if you want to have it!" ”

"Huh?" Gu Xiaoxian moved closer to Gu Xinyuan's face, gently poked the other party's face with his hand, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about?" Isn't it possible that you are a magician who controls time? Tell me, how can you have time when you want? ”

"Oh, oops, I didn't mean that!" Gu Xinyuan scratched his cheeks a little embarrassedly and said, "Actually, I mean that if you are very determined to do something, you will always leave enough time for it!" Because, so far, I always have time to write in my diary! ”

"Haha, so that's it!" Gu Xiaoxian clasped his hands together, gently supported the position of his jaw with his two index fingers, pursed his lips and was silent for a while, muttering, "Well, should I also write a diary again?" ”

Jin Yuanyuan took a step forward, leaned forward and leaned on the corner of Gu Xinyuan's table, and said flatteringly: "Xinyuan, why don't you let me see the diary you wrote?" ”

"You want to see my diary?" Gu Xinyuan glanced up at Jin Yuanyuan suspiciously, then put his hand into the drawer, took out a notebook and handed it over, and said, "Look! Don't break it for me, the teacher will have to review it! ”

"Not this diary!" Jin Yuanyuan didn't reach out to pick up the diary, only to see her lips biting the tips of her fingers, her upper body shaking slightly, looking at Gu Xinyuan with begging eyes, and said coquettishly: "Hehe, it's your own private diary!" ”

"Huh?" Gu Xinyuan frowned, and asked with some confusion: "What do you think my diary is for?" ”

"What, can't you see it?" Jin Yuanyuan flashed her big eyes that she thought were cute, and when she saw that the other party seemed to be unmoved, she made a look of sudden realization and said, "Oh, I know, is there any unsavory secret written on your diary?" Oh, and it's no wonder! ”

"Nope!" Gu Xinyuan denied it loudly.

"Then since there are no unsavory secrets, let me see—"

"She said she wouldn't let her see it, what are you still talking about here?" Gu Xiaoxian angrily scolded Jin Yuanyuan, and whispered again: "It's annoying!" ”

"Cut, you obviously want to see it, don't you? What a high pretend! ”

"Who pretended to be high!"

"Don't you want to see it, then?"

Gu Xiaoxian glanced at Gu Xinyuan hesitantly, and said in a firm tone: "Since Xinyuan is unwilling to let her, you shouldn't force her!" ”

"Do you want to see it too?" Gu Xinyuan looked at Gu Xiaoxian and asked suspiciously.

"No!" Gu Xiaoxian shook his head, looked at Gu Xinyuan's eyes sincerely, and said seriously: "If you don't want people to watch it, I definitely won't watch it!" ”

"If you want to see it, then okay!" Looking at the other party's sincere and trusting eyes, Gu Xinyuan suddenly felt a warm touch in the depths of his heart, and his brain felt a kind of fluttering happiness, only feeling that if he didn't share some secrets at this moment, he would not be able to live with others. She took out another diary of herself, gently handed it to Gu Xiaoxian, and said softly, "Do you want to read it first?" ”

"You're for me-" Gu Xiaoxian looked at Gu Xinyuan, her eyes were red with emotion, and she fell silent for a while, not knowing what to say.

"I'll see first!" Jin Yuanyuan saw that there was an opportunity, and stretched out her hand to grab the diary.

"I'll see first!" Gu Xiaoxian reached out and grabbed the diary, hugged it to his chest very preciously, glanced at Jin Yuanyuan triumphantly, and said in a low voice: "Xinyuan said to show me first, then you can go back and wait!" ”

Gu Xiaoxian quickly flipped through the diary, feeling the emotions that Xinyuan had never said on weekdays, and felt that the corners of his eyes suddenly warmed up, and he felt that his relationship with Xinyuan was more intimate. She flipped through the pages one by one, looking at her friend's diary as interesting as telling a story, and unconsciously indulged in it.

"Okay, no!" Jin Yuanyuan, who had been waiting for a long time, couldn't wait any longer, so she ran to Gu Xiaoxian's seat and urged softly: "Can you hurry up!" ”

"Oops, you're scared to death!" Gu Xiaoxian glanced at Jin Yuanyuan angrily, and said in a very impatient tone: "It's going to be fine right away, wait a while!" ”

"Humph! All right! Hurry up! ”

"What is this?" Gu Xiaoxian looked at the diary that she had only read less than half of in surprise, staring at the language full of pain, helplessness and entanglement, and suddenly understood that this was Xinyuan's detailed description of the secret incident when she was a child! She thought, no, these things must not be seen by Jin Yuanyuan, it would be bad to let that kind of person see them!

Gu Xiaoxian raised his head and glanced at Gu Xinyuan, turned his head to observe Jin Yuanyuan again, and found that both of them were seriously doing their homework, so he quietly tore off the two pages of the diary, tore them into small pieces that could not be put together, stuffed them into the garbage bag made from a plastic bag in front of his desk, and poured some water into the garbage bag. Then, she quickly flipped through the diary behind her, and only after she was completely sure that there were no more fatal secrets in it, did she put her mind at ease, but at this time, she couldn't read these diaries anymore, so she sent them to Jin Yuanyuan.

When Jin Yuanyuan got the diary, she was very excited and happily flipped through it, but after reading a few pages, she found that it was full of Gu Xinyuan's inner feelings about what happened usually, and there was no great secret, so she couldn't be interested anymore. However, just when she was boredly rummaging through the diary, she suddenly found that the middle of the diary seemed to be torn off in two, and after reading it carefully, she found that the front and back did not match at all, so she was even more sure that this was torn off by Gu Xiaoxian.

"Humph! It looks like it was just torn off! Jin Yuanyuan pulled the corners of her mouth proudly, "It really made me discover a big secret!" She stood up suddenly, walked quickly to Gu Xinyuan, and when she passed by Gu Xiaoxian's seat, she specially stopped and rolled her eyes at her secretly.

"Xinyuan, look!" Jin Yuanyuan pointed to the diary mysteriously and swore solemnly: "I didn't tear this up, I just got it like this!" ”

Gu Xinyuan frowned and looked at it carefully, but she couldn't remember what was written on these two pages, but she still felt very unhappy about the tearing of her diary, so she turned her head and patted the book on Gu Xiaoxian's desk.

"What's wrong?" Gu Xiaoxian raised her head suspiciously, the moment she saw the diary in the hand of Gu Xinyuan, who looked unhappy, she instantly understood, she glanced at the troubled Jin Yuanyuan, sighed helplessly, and said with a smile: "Haha, it was discovered that it was a real failure!" ”

"You, still laughing?!" Gu Xinyuan only felt a ball of fire rushing up in her chest, she forcibly suppressed the anger, and asked in a bad tone: "Then tell me, why did you tear off these two pages?" ”

"Yes, you say!" Jin Yuanyuan parroted urging.

"I-" Gu Xiaoxian was speechless for a while, but when she heard Jin Yuanyuan's annoying voice, she suddenly became angry, she glanced at Jin Yuanyuan with slanted eyes, a trace of contempt tugged at the corner of her mouth, and said, "If I want to, tear it!" What's the matter with you? ”

"You're still arrogant when you do something wrong, aren't you?" Jin Yuanyuan, who had been waiting for a long time, forced the smile on the corner of her mouth, squeezed out a trace of grievance on her face, looked at Gu Xinyuan pitifully, and provoked: "Look at her, she doesn't respect you at all!" ”

"Why are you tearing up my diary?" Gu Xinyuan looked at Gu Xiaoxian in front of him, and only felt that the other party was a little unreasonable.

"Xinyuan, I-" Gu Xiaoxian saw that Gu Xinyuan was really angry, so he stretched out his hand and tugged at the other party's clothes, begging: "Don't-"

"You say!" Jin Yuanyuan said angrily: "I see that you just don't take your heart seriously, you think you can tear her book as much as you want!" ”

"Xinyuan, don't you know me?" Gu Xiaoxian looked at Gu Xinyuan with a sad expression, expecting the other party to understand his hard work.

"Huh! What do I know about you? Gu Xinyuan shook his diary angrily, and said coldly: "I really didn't expect you to tear up my diary casually, you really don't have anything at all-"

"That's right! Xinyuan, I think she just looks down on you! ”

"You don't believe me?" When Gu Xiaoxian thought that she was just trying to protect Gu Xinyuan, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, and her friend's distrustful attitude only made her even more sad.

"You tore up other people's diaries, and you want people to believe you, you are really thick-skinned enough-"

"Shut up! Jin Yuanyuan, why do you talk so much? Gu Xiaoxian interrupted Jin Yuanyuan, who had been looking for an opportunity to interject, looked at Gu Xinyuan seriously, and asked word by word: "I only ask you, do you believe me?" ”

"Then you say, why did you tear up my notebook?" Gu Xinyuan recalled Gu Xiaoxian's attitude towards him on weekdays, and thought of Jin Yuanyuan's "anti-ear advice" again and again, and even more determined that Gu Xiaoxian did not respect himself at all. She sighed in disappointment and said sincerely: "Then you can explain to me now why you tore up my diary, as long as the reasons you say are reasonable, I won't be angry, really, I swear!" ”

"I-" Gu Xiaoxian looked at Gu Xinyuan, who was so sincere, and his throat was blocked, and he was even more reluctant to say the reason, so he grinned and said, "I just felt that my nose was a little itchy, and I used it to rub my nose, okay?" ”

Gu Xinyuan frowned and looked at Gu Xiaoxian, who didn't care about this matter, and said in disbelief: "What the hell is this reason? You're really unreasonable, I'm so disappointed in you. I want you to apologize to me! ”

"It's just two pages of written paper, what is there to apologize for? I don't apologize! Gu Xiaoxian looked at Gu Xinyuan's face full of distrust, lowered her head in disappointment, and said mockingly, "If you have to ask for it, I have it in the garbage bag, you can go and pull it, maybe you can find it!" ”

"You've gone too far! I'm going to ignore you anymore! Woooooooo

"If you ignore it, ignore it, who loves to take care of you!" Gu Xiaoxian yelled at Gu Xinyuan with a red face, stopped talking, and after being silent for a while, he ran out and did not appear in class again all afternoon.