He was silent, and then replied, "Okay. ”

Yu Xingdi sighed lightly, was silent for a while, and then organized the language, and said indifferently-

"I used to be very naughty, and I was very timid at first, but I actually knew that I was not my parents' biological daughter, and I also had low self-esteem...... Later, my dad told me that we can't change this kind of thing, but we can change our own destiny...... My dad said that when he was very young, his parents died and he became an orphan...... He went out early to get mixed up, and he got to this point step by step, relying on perseverance and the courage not to admit defeat......"

"Sometimes, I feel so weak that I feel so weak that I feel sad for a long time when someone I care about gets hurt...... Ah Yan and Ah Lone, both of them have injuries on their bodies because of me...... Have you ever experienced danger before? ”

Yu Xingdi suddenly asked him.

Lu Zhaoting was very quiet, and the big hand clasped around her waist also tightened, and replied indifferently-

"Yes."

"What's dangerous? Let's talk about it? It's not just the ...... we encountered in country M before."

Yu Xingdi reached out and touched his handsome face, and her slender fingertips also played with his long eyelashes......

"I've had a lot of experiences, some of which I can't remember myself...... Many years ago, I was in Africa and went on an expedition with a friend. One morning, we had a good breakfast and headed out to drive to our destination...... Originally, I was supposed to be the one who was driving, but just as I went back to my room to get something, the friend took the car keys and went to pick up the car...... The moment the car started up, I heard an explosion and rushed out to take a look...... The car had been blown up in flames......"

Lu Zhaoting's deep voice seemed very calm, as if he was not talking about his own personal experience.

"That friend of yours didn't get it back in the end, did he?"

Yu Xingdi propped himself up slightly, looked at him and asked.

"Of course, how can it be saved? Since then, I've been a little scared every time I see a car, especially in the dead of night. I never dared to say a word of fear. It was also from that time that Ah Shao and the others began to feel uneasy, and they followed me every step of the way. Ah Xing, many times, danger and opportunity are together. Moreover, fate did not give us much choice. There is no way to change a person's original family, but as long as we are strong enough inside, we can ignore these external factors and tap into our true self......"

Lu Zhaoting's words seemed to make Yu Xingtu have some resonance, and he smiled at the moment-

"Well, you're right, and I approve of that. When I was young, I was able to break through, but after my parents passed away in the past year or two, I always felt as if I had a big empty piece in my heart, and I was missing a piece in my heart, and I couldn't fight it together, and I was most afraid to think of them...... I really felt very lonely, very lonely...... The world is so big, I can't even find where I should go......"

"I don't know how to express that feeling of emptiness and frustration...... During that time, I often sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of my office, overlooking the city of Z below, and I always felt that even if the city had all these thousands of lights, none of them belonged to me......"

"You're just thinking too much. If a person thinks more about himself and lives for himself, you will be at peace. Actually, think about it, the future can still be expected. ”

"Well, now I believe in that, after all, I really want to spend another few decades with you...... Is a few decades enough? ”

"A few more decades is better......"

He said.

"Ah Xing ......"

"What for?"

Do you really care about me and love me?

Lu Zhaoting did not continue to ask.

Although, he always wants to be sure a few more times.

"You smell so good...... Don't we use the same body wash...... Lu Zhaoting, I found that your skin is so good......"

The tone of his words changed suddenly, and as he spoke, the restless hand had unceremoniously struck his chest through the hem of his clothes......

Lu Zhaoting took a deep breath in resignation, and reluctantly suppressed the thoughts in his heart-

Alas, I really can't expect her to settle down, even at times like this......

"Sleep......"

He grabbed her wrist and whispered.

"Oh...... I think next week should be fine. ”

Lu Zhaoting: ......

……

When they got up the next day, everyone went to work after breakfast as usual, but Yu Xingdi was still asked to stay at home and rest.

Tomorrow is the time for vacation, and it is estimated that it will be the same as in previous years, so let's take a few days off.

However, Yu Xingdi was still a little stunned, thinking of the nightmare last night, thinking about it, he still went to find Xi Yanqiu.

At this time, in the gorgeous afternoon, inside the Xi family villa.

Old Man Xi was not there, knowing that Yu Xingdi was coming, Xi Yanqiu asked the maid to prepare a rich afternoon tea in the backyard.

Yu Xingdi looked at it, sat down very unceremoniously, picked up a piece of matcha cake, dug it directly and put it in his mouth, looking at Xi Yanqiu who was reading a book opposite, Xing's eyes narrowed slightly, and asked-

"What books are you reading?"

Yu Xingdi looked over, and then realized that he seemed to be reading a book like criminal investigation.

Xi Yanqiu turned his face to look at her, but he also slightly stood up and wrote to her.

Yu Xingdi looked at it, smiled faintly, and kindly forked a piece of snack and handed it to her mouth.

Xi Yanqiu didn't raise his eyelids, so he opened his mouth and ate it directly.

Yu Xingdi held her head with one hand, lowered her eyes and thought for a long time, the streamer in her starry eyes was also a little dim, and the cold voice came faintly-

"Hey, Yan...... Don't you really think about me? I've always felt that your line of work is too dangerous, and even though they're transferring you back now, you're so experienced and you've been lurking at the border for so long...... I've gotten some news in the past few days, and although there is a lot of chaos in country M, those who are dormant and waiting are also taking advantage of this time to act rampantly......"

Hearing this, Xi Yanqiu suddenly smiled slightly, looked at Yu Xingdi's gaze very softly, and said softly-

"Don't worry, we'll be fine. I'm not healed from my injuries now, and I just have to rest for a while, but the transfer order is down, but I don't plan to treat myself badly, just stay at home during this time, it's rare to be free, heal from my injuries, read books, so that you can rest assured, right? ”

Yu Xingdi took a sip of tea and said helplessly, "That's not what you can be clean if you want to...... To be honest, don't you plan to inherit such a big family business as your family? ”

"I know my own strength, Ah Xing, otherwise, you recognize me as a sister, and in the future, these businesses will be handed over to you to take care of, and if the name is right, my grandfather will definitely be happy to ......"

PS: Four watches, at the end of the month, if you have a ticket, remember to vote, don't waste it! See you tomorrow!

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