Chapter 220: Missing
Looking at this ancient city in the distance, shrouded in rain, it was as unreal as a heavenly palace.
Cher is a person who doesn't like to be sentimental, but at this time she thinks of her long-lost family.
I wonder if the two younger brothers miss her, and I wonder if the Yun family can take care of them? I wonder if the second brother will remember himself after he goes back?
Xuanyuan Che, who had finished lunch, had been secretly observing Xue'er, and seeing that she was frowning and didn't know what she was thinking, she couldn't help but ask, "What is Xue'er thinking?" ”
Her thoughts were pulled back by his voice, and Xue'er was stunned for a long time before she reluctantly smiled: "It's nothing, it's just that I miss my two younger brothers a little!" ”
"Is Chang'an bad?" After all, this is Xuanyuan Che's homeland, and he also hopes that Xue'er can enjoy it here. In his opinion, ordinary people who have seen the prosperity of Chang'an will definitely be reluctant to live here.
Don't you see that the county lord of Changle wants to return to Chang'an to live? After those scholars gained fame, they also broke their heads and wanted to stay here as officials.
He is even a little jealous of Xue'er's two younger brothers now, since he got along with Xue'er, he is full of her, and he also hopes that the other party is full of his eyes and accepts everything that he likes.
"I didn't say that this place is bad, it's a blessing to be able to see the prosperity of the imperial capital, but this is not my hometown after all, there are no Ze'er and Qing'er here."
"We can leave Chang'an in June, and we will return to Changhai County before the end of August, and we will be patient for a while, and we will have to deal with the affairs here." Xuanyuan Che also understands her, knowing that girls are somewhat sentimental, and it is normal to miss her family after being away from home for so long.
However, he was a little sour in his heart, and he didn't know where this emotion came from, maybe it was because the person Xue'er missed in his heart was not him, or maybe because he couldn't become the person Xue'er relied on wholeheartedly, he smiled a little far-fetched: "Xue'er, you can try to rely on me, don't think about your younger brothers for the time being, after all, you are just their eldest sister, not your parents."
One day you will marry me, will you be able to marry them then? ”
Xue'er didn't know what the other party was thinking, it was rare to be able to tell him about her heart today, thinking that she would have to live with this man for the rest of her life, she sighed and said her thoughts bluntly: "When the cherry blossoms were in full bloom when I was six years old, my mother and father had a big quarrel. My father left in a bad mood, and my mother was angry with me and beat me up again.
I was suffering a head injury, bleeding a lot, and I was unconscious under the cherry blossom tree. When I woke up again, I was only accompanied by Huzi.
It's ridiculous to say, I didn't have any friends to talk to in my childhood, and the only one who was willing to listen to my heart was Huzi.
That year, my father wanted to marry a flat wife, but I didn't expect my mother to be pregnant again, I prayed to God and Buddha in the hope that she could give birth to a younger brother, so that the family would not be separated.
Ze'er was born under everyone's expectations, he saved his mother, saved his father, saved his crumbling home, and saved me after being reborn. ”
Xuanyuan Che clenched his fists, and a soft smile appeared on his face, but those who knew him well would see that the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.
Xue'er's narrative continues: "When Ze'er was born, I swore that I would do everything I could to teach this younger brother well, so that he could become an upright person and become the pride of the Dong family in the future.
I didn't expect that fate was really strange sometimes, and mothers who were not easy to conceive would give birth to Qing'er again after giving birth to Ze'er.
I can't favor one over the other and teach Qing'er like Ze'er, so in that family I can forgive my mother for being patriarchal, but I won't love her, I can understand my father's eagerness for his son, but I won't rely on him, only two younger brothers I can treat with sincerity.
Over the years, I have been looking for high-yield crops, and with the help of my third brother, the Dong family has changed its door, although there are elements of planning for myself, and the most important thing is to plan for the future of my two younger brothers.
There are always ups and downs in life, and no one dares to guarantee that it will be smooth sailing for the rest of their lives, but I believe that with the protection of the third brother and the present day, and with my supervision and teaching of the two younger brothers, the Dong family will be able to worry free in three generations. ”
Unconsciously, Xue'er called Xuanyuan Che's third brother, but because what she said made the other party feel distressed, Xuanyuan Che was not as excited as he expected after hearing it.
In the past, Xuanyuan Che had learned about Xue'er's previous things from Mo Shijiu, and this was the first time he had heard about the things of that year in her mouth.
In fact, he can fully understand Xue'er's situation at that time, just like his mother, the queen mother also gave birth to two girls in a row, and the situation was very difficult, so Qiao Guifei gave birth to her eldest brother.
It wasn't until the birth of the prince's brother that the situation of the queen mother improved. The two sisters also had a hard time living in the palace back then, and it wasn't until they had their brother that the queen mother and the two sisters really had something to rely on.
Although he was not born during that time, he later heard some fragments from his second sister, which was enough for him to imagine.
He reached out and touched Xue'er's head: "I understand, I will also help you teach them in the future, I believe that with your good sister, they will not be bad." ”
Xue'er raised her eyes and thanked sincerely: "Thank you." ”
Xuanyuan Che tapped her head lightly: "Fool, you will never have to be so polite to me in the future, I will do anything for you willingly, and I don't have to thank you." ”
With this conversation, the relationship between the two seems to have become much closer.
Xuanyuan Che asked curiously: "You have worked so hard to enrich yourself all these years, just because you don't want your parents to look down on you!" ”
"Not exactly, those are indeed my hobbies, I didn't have time before, but then my family got better and I had enough time to study, so I naturally wouldn't give up.
Music itself can cultivate sentiment, whether you are happy or not, as long as you play a song, the mood will move with the rhythm, which is another life experience.
Calligraphy and painting is a special way of expression, some unspeakable words, you can pour out in calligraphy and painting, they are my bosom friends. ”
Although Xuanyuan Che was incomplete, he could understand Xue'er's thoughts and said with a smile: "Not bad." ”
Before that, he had always thought that qinqi, calligraphy and painting were just the capital used by those ladies to show off, until he listened to Xue'er's words, he realized that in the eyes of different people, they have different functions, and this interpretation is his favorite.
Neither of them was in a hurry to go back to Daming Palace, they asked for a pot of tea again, and the two took advantage of the heavy rain to close the door to talk about some topics of interest.
It wasn't until the evening when the rain subsided that the group returned to the palace.
After having dinner with Xue'er, Xuanyuan Che returned to the East Palace.