"Is this yours? Hey? This is a classmate! A male classmate who passed by had no impression at all, picked up a thick notebook and handed it over.

"Huh?! Oh yes, thank you! Gu Xinyuan took the classmate record handed over by the classmate and explained: "This is the wrong one when I came to school!" Looking at this classmate directory, she was stunned for a while, and she suddenly remembered that when she was at home, because she was packing up her clothes, she asked her grandmother to help put the books on the desk up. She patted off the dust on the classmate record, and sighed in her heart: I didn't expect grandma to put this classmate record in it. I didn't even notice it, and I brought it to class with me...... In this way, I've been in the class for a few days!

I forgot it, I really don't know what I bought this thing in the first place? Gu Xinyuan looked at the classmate record in her hand, sighed helplessly, silently opened and turned a few pages, looking at the classmate record that Jin Yuanyuan had written before, she pulled the corners of her mouth a little sadly, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. Out of sight, out of mind! "Snap" closed the classmate, just as she was about to put it back, but found a corner of paper exposed, opened it, and found that it was a page with only half a page left in the second phase of the crumpled classmate, looking at the wrinkled look should be soaked in water, the name is also flowered, and it is completely impossible to see who wrote it.

Frowning, she pursed her lips unhappily and muttered, "Who wrote this?" It's really special! Why is it so full? I'll take a look! Can I talk to you, the word is, oh, it's my name, and being a good friend is my whole ——, how can it be like a little essay? Here's what it looks like...... Well?! It's, it's not—"

Being friends with you is really my best memory in junior high school, and to be honest, I really want to be good friends with you all the time! But why did we end up being so strangers? I know it's because I'm not good enough that you're leaving me! I'm sorry, Xinyuan, I really didn't mean to say that that day, I was just too anxious in my heart, and I didn't choose to say anything for a while. So, I hope you don't get sad about it, okay? As for that secret, you can rest assured, the secret between you and me is like a red thread connecting our friendship, how can I be willing to destroy it? I'm going to transfer schools, I'm afraid I'll never see you again, you must take care of yourself. Also, don't write your secrets in your diary, if someone sees it, it's bad!

PS: If there really is love at first sight in this world, then there must also be friendship at first sight, because from the moment I entered the class, every tear in your eyes flowed to the bottom of my heart, your sincere and straightforward personality and the smile that sparkled every time you spoke, all made my heart move, maybe from the moment I saw you, I had the idea of wanting to protect you...... If I could, I would like to, I would like to be there for you all the time......

Gu Xinyuan raised her head helplessly, looked around aimlessly, but saw nothing, everything that had happened in the past year came to mind in an instant, all the misty things became clear, heavy remorse hit her heart and stuffed her entire chest, a feeling of suffocation crawled to her throat, so that she could only gasp for breath with her mouth, she said to herself: "So, are these tears? Gently stroking the half-wrinkled classmate, tugging hard at the clothes on his chest, letting the tears drip on the table, crying and whispering: "You hurt so much when you left, but I knew it like a fool...... You are so good to me, but I have stayed away from you because of the provocation of a hypocritical person......" Wiping the tears from the corners of her nose vigorously, she cried and laughed and muttered: "Hehehe...... Idiot...... Scold...... Heart, it hurts! It's so uncomfortable......" Lying on the table, rubbing her chest that was getting more and more uncomfortable, she rubbed the ground with her toes, and pinched her arms with both hands, but the pain in her heart did not diminish at all, and she said to herself as if she was nervous: "I was wrong, wrong!" I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Picking up the half of the classmate record again, she suddenly saw a few words written in the bottom corner: I like your smile, so don't cry, okay?

"Why do you always ...... Ay...... Always so...... What a fool I am! Fool ......" took a few deep breaths, Gu Xinyuan smiled with relief, the uncomfortable feeling that was blocked in her chest suddenly welled up with tears, and put the half of her classmates on her chest, she closed her eyes, imagined Gu Xiaoxian's face, and whispered: "Xiaoxian, I'm sorry... Thank you... I will never say that hurtful thing to anyone again, absolutely not...... Sorry ......"

When Jin Yuanyuan returned to the classroom, when she saw Gu Xinyuan's red eyes, her throat tightened, and she couldn't help but regret it, pursed her lips, returned to her seat, and wrote a note for people to pass it on.

After school –

Jin Yuanyuan, who was waiting on the playground behind the girls' dormitory, saw that Gu Xinyuan really came over, and ran over, took her hand affectionately, and said excitedly: "You are really here!" I thought you weren't coming...... That, I'm sorry, I-"

Gu Xinyuan silently pulled out his hand and said to Jin Yuanyuan very politely: "You have asked people to pass the note, I will definitely come, I can't let you wait here all the time, right?" ”

Looking at Gu Xinyuan's withdrawn hand, Jin Yuanyuan smiled awkwardly and said, "I, I'm actually a ghost today, I didn't mean to-"

"Well, good. Rest assured, I've forgotten. Any other words? If not, I'll go. Gu Xinyuan quickly interrupted the other party's words, because that incident was just recalled again, and it was already the second time for her.

"You-" Jin Yuanyuan suddenly became unhappy, gritted her teeth and asked in a low voice, "You're all here, is that your attitude?" ”

"Heh-" Gu Xinyuan sneered, looked at Jin Yuanyuan with a smile, and said coldly: "What attitude do you want me to have?" Smile at you? Sorry, I can't. ”

"And what are you doing here?" Jin Yuanyuan's voice suddenly rose higher, and her expression became even more displeased.

"I've already said why, I don't want to say it a second time. Also, if you just find me funny, you'd better stop playing the 'best friend' game with me, because I can't afford to play it, and friendship is never a game for me. ”

"I've never thought of friendship as a play!" Jin Yuanyuan retorted.

"Didn't you?" Gu Xinyuan stared straight into Jin Yuanyuan's eyes and said sarcastically: "I saw that in the morning, you had a lot of fun!" ”

"I-" Jin Yuanyuan lowered her head in embarrassment, was silent for a few seconds, and retorted in a low voice: "You just said that you had forgotten!" Now it's hypocritical to say it again! ”

Gu Xinyuan sighed and said indifferently: "That's right! I'm just stupid and hypocritical, so why are you rushing to be friends with me? Let's go, let's go! Let's stop talking, okay? Tired! ”

"You mean to break off your friendship with me? Is it just because of this little thing? Jin Yuanyuan pouted and said coquettishly: "If you are good friends, you should tolerate each other!" ”

"Little things?! The little things? Heh, you're really—" Gu Xinyuan sighed, "If hurting a friend is just a small thing for you, then there is no need for us to continue to be friends." Because, for me, hurting a friend is really enough to make it difficult for me to sleep! Glancing at Jin Yuanyuan, who was puzzled, she gritted her teeth and said hatefully: "It's the same way, it's the same if you are hurt by a friend, you are so angry when you eat and sleep." ”

Jin Yuanyuan looked at the distant look on Gu Xinyuan's face, listened to her decisive words, panicked, reached out and grabbed her arm, and said, "Okay!" You're right, I'm not going to be so prankstered in the future, okay? I promise! ”

Gu Xinyuan closed his eyes to calm himself down, and said patiently: "The ideas of the two of us are fundamentally different, so why force it?" Tell me why you want to be friends with me. ”

"Because, because of this-" Jin Yuanyuan frowned, because if she said the reason why she was attracted to Gu Xinyuan now, it would only make things worse.

"Is it because you want to be friends with Xiaoxian?" Gu Xinyuan looked at the hint of disdain at the corner of Jin Yuanyuan's mouth, and then asked, "Or is it because you see that I have a good time with Xiaoxian, and you feel uncomfortable and want to intervene?" Looking at the frozen look on the other party's face, she snorted coldly and said, "It seems that this is the reason!" So when Xiaoxian is here, you are always very kind to me, and other times, you are always sneering, as if I am your enemy. With a long sigh, she shook her head and said, "You're boring. Now, there is no one else around me, so you can go and play with others! Don't bother me! Thank you. With that, he pulled out his arm and left.

Jin Yuanyuan looked at Gu Xinyuan, who was getting farther and farther away, raised her head to look at the dazzling sun in the sky, silently covered her chest that was a little painful, and said to herself: "That's right! I just thought it was fun, but why, now, I feel uncomfortable? ”

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In the process of losing and losing, we will cry and laugh and change our mistakes, slowly realize our mistakes, and learn to avoid those injuries. In the process of growing up, the beauty lost because I don't understand, the bitter taste of coffee brewed in my memory, and the real mellow aroma can only be tasted after it is truly matured... Because of this, the youth in the memories is always so unforgettable...