Chapter 149: Memory

Qin Youwei knew that it was Song Fang who was worried about his performance.

But she was really scared.

"I have his child and I have to marry him." Qin You smiled, his expression a little complicated.

"That kid is dead! Lin Jue didn't protect you well, and I don't think he will be able to take care of you in the future. Song Fang's expression could not tolerate a little rebuttal.

Perhaps he was not even so serious when he was giving a paper on the podium.

"Youwei, Qin Youwei, you don't have to waste your life for a dead child." Song Fang said to Qin Youwei, "You don't love her, do you?" ”

"I don't know." Qin You sighed slightly.

Although the two usually get along like friends, she always has respect for Song Fang, and she feels that Song Fang, who adopted her, is like her father.

"But I think you should know better than I do about it, don't you?" Qin Youwei's hand touched his heart.

"The so-called authorities are obsessed with bystanders, isn't this what it is now? As a person in power, I don't think I love him, but often the onlookers see it more clearly than the authorities. ”

"Why don't I love him, because I'm afraid, teacher, I'm a coward, and I'm worried that he's just like other gentlemen, and playing with women is as simple as turning the palm of his hand."

"But it seems like I was wrong, and I don't dare let you feel that way, but I think he probably really loves me, so I have to give him a response."

The sincerity of Qin Youwei's words made Song Fang's expression gradually unfold, but the brow that was about to be twisted into the word "Chuan" exposed his sorrow completely.

He loved this child he adopted, it was his child, the only crystallization between him and his beloved wife.

Back then, he missed too much and did too many things wrong, so he didn't dare to tell Qin Youwei the truth.

He couldn't tell Qin Youwei that he, as a father, strongly opposed his daughter's marriage.

He only wants his daughter to be well, and he doesn't want to interfere in those wealthy grievances.

Youwei's child is too simple, and Lin Jue's reputation is too bad, in case of domestic violence after marriage, it will become a decision he will regret for the rest of his life.

"Youwei, if this is your decision, then I won't veto it, but I have to tell you that Lin Jue's reputation is really bad."

"I know, I know everything, but I still choose to believe him, maybe this is love." Qin You smiled.

Song Fang didn't persuade her again.

"Auntie?"

Lin Chutong's voice called Qin Youwei back from his memories, and Lu Wan, who was sitting behind the two, watched all this silently.

It wasn't the first time he'd felt lost since his amnesia, but it was the first time he felt overwhelmed.

He didn't know how to face Lu Yunian after he came out, everyone could deal with it very naturally, but he couldn't.

In this house, there is a bond between everyone, either family affection or love.

And he is obviously Lu Yunian's brother, but he has lost his memory, even if Lu Yunian stands in front of him, he will only feel strange.

Lu Bangzhong, who has lost his memory, is it still the same Lu Bangzhong before?

Lu Wan couldn't think of an answer.

He suddenly remembered his titular fiancée, who had big smart eyes, and she was the one who saved him back then.

Even if he is very disgusted, it may be better for him to be by that girl's side now.

Why did he have to retrieve his memory? Why can't he start a new life?

Obviously, after the accident, the Lu family never came to see him at all.

"Feeling lost?" Lin Maogong patted him on the shoulder.

"Nope." Lu Wan finally smiled and shook his head.

"I understand you, it would be like this for another person, no one can empathize with people with amnesia except for myself, so I won't say anything to comfort you."

"I don't understand, you all say that I am Lu Bangzhong, but I don't know who I am."

"People who have lost their memories are like a flat boat in the sea, drifting with the tide, no one knows where our destination is, no one knows where our home is." Lu Wan finally smiled bitterly.

"No one can decide where your home is, anywhere will be your home if you want." Lin Mao said earnestly.

"You will always be yourself, whether you have memories or not, you will never change anything, any memory can be repeated, but feelings will not change."

"I hope so."

While the two were talking, Lu Lunian came out, and the moment he saw Lin Chutong, his eyes lit up.

Lu Yunian could see Lin Chutong's face clearly, and almost at that moment, he hugged Lin Chutong.

If it weren't for the presence of many people, he would really want to hold Lin Chutong in his arms and kiss him.

"I can see you." Lu Lunian hugged Lin Chutong tightly.

"Am I good-looking?" Lin Chutong asked with a smile.

"Beautiful." Lu Yunian let go of her and gently touched her face with his hand.

That's the person he loves most in his life, and it's also the face he thinks is the best-looking.

"You're next, I'll give you freedom, if you want to recover your memory, then you can go in, if you don't want to, I can also give you time." Lin Maogong patted Lu Wanzhong's shoulder.

"I ......" Lu Wanzhong was hesitating.

He didn't know what would become of him when he regained his memory, but he did feel scared.

He didn't know what color was in front of him.

"Can I go in and ask?" Lu Wanzhong frowned and asked, "I wonder if if I can remember what happened during my amnesia if I recover my memory." ”

"You can't bear those people?" Lin Maogong raised his eyebrows.

"That's my family, even if they just want to take advantage of me." Lu Wan finally smiled, and after parting with Lin Maogong, he slowly walked in.

"I'll follow your advice, and I won't do anything to you if you don't want to." When facing Lu Bangzhong, Song Fang was obviously much gentler.

In front of him was a poor man who had lost his memory.

"Can you let me take my time? I really don't want to think about everything at once, I have a few years of blank time with these loved ones. Lu Wan's smile was more ugly than crying.

"I understand you." Song Fang sighed.

"Thank you." Lu Wanzhong stood up and walked out.

After returning to the Lu Mansion, Lu Lunian almost immediately took Lin Chutong to the room.

If it used to be because the time did not come, now the time is ripe.

There are some things, even if you are years late, you have to do them.

"Wait!" Lin Chutong's face was a little red, and two shy red clouds floated on his face, looking particularly cute and good-looking.