Chapter 8: Broken Feelings

"Why is that?" As long as he can explain, Li Sisi is willing to listen, but seeing Tang Youchen's blushing face, Li Sisi is not so reluctant to persecute him.

"Sisi, it's definitely not that I don't want to marry you, you wait for my mission to be completed, I will definitely marry you back, but now is not the time."

He pinched both of her shoulders with his hands, as if he were going to crush her hard.

"It's that I'm not worthy of you now, now the Li family is lonely, I'm not the original daughter, you're not the little beggar anymore, now you are the governor of Beicheng Scenery, I'm a down-and-out lady, and your identity is completely different."

"Governor, it's time for us to go."

Vice Admiral Bai didn't want to interrupt this good time, but if they didn't make this move, they would attract other people's families.

All the young love can come to this point, looking at his distant back, Li Sisi suddenly felt that his persistence and waiting for the past four years were his own performances, as if after retiring, he was the only one standing on the stage to enjoy his performance, and the spectators had already dropped the teapot and melon seeds in their hands and left the seat, probably a long time ago, and the seat was no longer warm.

This play is probably because he is a stupid actor, I believe that the audience will be moved by his play, but I didn't expect that I was the only one who was moved.

"Why didn't you tell her the truth?"

"I don't want to ruin her simple and kind face."

"But ...... you do it"

"Don't talk about it."

This is the end of the brief conversation between the two people, Vice General Bai has never loved anyone, so he doesn't understand what these people are thinking about in their heads, what is the problem and say it directly, because Li Wen and Pei Xuan colluded, if he married Li Sisi at this time, the above would feel that the governor was rebellious, is this difficult to express?

The two broke up unhappily, and he couldn't marry her for this reason, but he couldn't talk to her directly.

The governor's mansion is big, but it is not popular at all, if there is one more Li Sisi in this house, it must be very different, Sisi is right, he is not the little beggar who didn't have to think about anything at the beginning, only enthusiastic, but now he knows that if he has nothing, then she really might as well be with Shang Yu, at least he has money.

He leaned on the fence and smoked, and he didn't know when this problem began, but one day the chief gave him one, and he learned it.

"Miss, what's wrong with you?"

The subordinate who had been following Li Sisi saw Li Sisi's red and swollen eyes and asked with concern.

"It's nothing, you go down, don't tell anyone that you've been to my room."

The two people who met at the beginning have now broken up unhappily, what has changed in four years, Li Si doesn't understand, she has also met better people, but she still loves him, probably men and women are always different, but even so, she will never force herself to marry Shang Yu, since she goes to dinner tomorrow, she will make it clear that she can treat Shang Yu as a brother and as a best friend, but she is definitely not a marriage partner.

Life is not a matter of being right and fit, but this big chestnut house is full of these stinky thoughts and people.

A long white dress is a characteristic of Li Sisi, but when she went to a merchant banquet, she did not wear a white long dress, but black, as if she was a mourning dress.

But Father Li didn't say anything and let the driver drive.

The original house of the merchant did not have the style of the Li family, but now it is different, now the merchant is the richest man in the entire northern city, and the house is naturally much wider than at the beginning.

But it is just to decorate the original house, and the original old house has not been abandoned, but the empty old house has now become full of flowers, and the servants in the family are obviously more than the Li family, because the people of the Li family are coming, so it is even more decorated, although it is a meal, but the merchant is rich, and the casual paving is jaw-dropping, which is why Shang Zifan's parents must send their children to this place.

"Sisi, you're here."

Li Sisi was still reminiscing about what happened last night, so he didn't feel Shang Yu's hot gaze, anyway, he had been rejected many times openly and secretly, and he didn't care so much and didn't lose his temper, of course, because this person was Li Sisi, no one would ignore him like this except her.

I was able to notice her probably because of this.

"Sisi, why are you so rude?"

When Li Wen spoke, Li Sisi came back to his senses and looked at the people here with a blank face.

Although she is dressed in mourning clothes, no one pays too much attention to her, because it is just a few people in the family, Li Sisi thinks that Shang Qi is very clear, that is, his son is very stupid, this is also the first time he disobeyed him since he was a child, or because of a woman, fortunately, there is no big loss, because the children of the family he wants to pull do not want to marry Shang Yu, everyone has their own ambitions, that is, the two families are in guilt, so it is better when this business is on the ground, and it can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, otherwise, this Shang Qi would definitely not be so easy to tolerate and help his son find a way to get this woman.

The marriage between the merchant and the Li family shows that the merchant has the intention of taking refuge in Pei Xuan, but Shang Yu and Tang Youchen have eaten Shang Qi also knows that Tang Youchen's young talent must be able to rule Beicheng, as long as the relationship between them is good, no matter who defeats whom later, their merchants can eat at this time.

Now it is the Li family who is the lackey of Pei Guan, if he forms an alliance with Tang Youchen, Pei Zhou also has people from the Li family on his side, after all, the women have been sent, and it will not be too ugly.

Li Sisi also followed Shang Yu all the way, and it was not time to eat, so Shang Yu took Li Sisi to walk around the house again, but by chance he ran into Shang Zifan who was about to go to Li Ru, because he knew that the Li family had come to the business, so there was only one Li Ru left in the Li family who saw it.

Shang Yu gave Shang Zifan a look, and asked him to pay attention to his future life style, if he was bumped into by Li Sisi, see how he cleaned him up.

I thought that the eldest brother would be strange about his orientation, but after staying abroad for so long, Shang Yu had never seen anything, and even encountered it in person, so he acquiesced to his younger brother's behavior.

Seeing that Shang Yu didn't say anything, Shang Zifan became even more bold, and even went out on a date and didn't shy away from Shang Yu, but he was warned that if Li Sisi saw it, he would break his legs.

Thinking about it, this big brother is really interested in this woman, and he has not been a female companion in China for the past two years, and he does not participate in this kind of occasion, so he is quite good to Li Sisi.

"I don't think you're happy."

"Senior, the most important thing for us to study abroad for so long is freedom, isn't it?"

"Won't you marry me?"

Although Shang Yu and Li Sisi walked side by side, his right hand was already clenched into a fist, he had never been rejected since he was a child, this was the first time, he couldn't understand who the person in Li Sisi's eyes and heart was, and he couldn't understand that he was really more dazzling than himself in the realm of Beicheng.

"You are very good to me, and I respect you very much, but from beginning to end I feel that you are my senior, and this is a cross ditch that cannot be crossed."

After that, the two of them didn't say a word along the way, they all said it so clearly, Shang Yu didn't know what to say to redeem it, and it couldn't be said to be redeemed, after all, there was actually nothing between them.

The table was also very quiet during dinner, so the time for a meal was about ten minutes for Li Sisi.

By the moonlight, she said she wanted to go out to breathe.

"I'm with you."

"This is your family, do you distrust your family so much?"

This is a businessman, but Li Sisi didn't leave the slightest affection for everyone, fortunately, it was just a few people from the merchant who were eating, Shang Qi also thought of today's situation, it was absolutely impossible to persuade Li Sisi to let Li Wen persuade him, just look at today's attitude, but Li Sisi also felt wronged, and his father didn't know what interests he was going to ruin his happiness.

Looking at Shang Yu's back, Li Si thought of the man she hadn't seen for a long time, but Shang Yu's heart was also struggling, whether to do it according to her father's wishes, Sisi's meaning was very clear, even if she was chasing ducks to the shelves, she would never marry herself, and she didn't marry herself because of another man.

"What kind of person is it that makes Sisi so haunted?"

He couldn't wait for anyone to investigate, he had to know now.

"The merchant has eyes and hands, and there are other things you don't know?"

Li Sisi used to have a gentle face, but now every word she is forced to say is prickly.

"Sisi, I hope we can still get along like before."

In the past, Li Sisi and Shang Yu could be regarded as good friends in the school, and others envied their relationship, but now their identities and status are different, and everything has changed since they came out of school.

"Can you guarantee that we are still in the same relationship? Now that you're going to marry me, I don't know if you can give me happiness, but I know I don't love you and never will love you. “

Li Sisi never explained her words to Shang Yu, probably because he felt that he had given him some hope, but today she wanted to explain that even if she couldn't marry Tang Youchen, she would never give in, and she couldn't marry someone she didn't love at all.

What's more, she doesn't know how the other party feels about her.

"Why don't you try to accept me, if the person you love really loves you, then he will definitely be hindered now that he knows that I am going to marry you, instead of leaving you alone like now."

Shang Yu's love for Li Sisi has never been explicitly said, but he thinks she can feel it, but he didn't expect that if he didn't say it, she would never know, if he had shown his heart earlier, maybe there would be no other person or anything.