Chapter 173: Despair
I once went to the design department of the beam game company to see, the director of their design department, they spent a lot of money to buy, and got the A-grade honorary certificate at the concept design conference, these B-grade design drawings are basically at the same level as the design drawings of the current head of the design department of the beam game company, which made me a little nervous all of a sudden.
After all, this is the original art design conference, the top circle of the whole hot summer, almost all the first-class original art designers in the whole hot summer, and there must be a lot of master-level original art designers here.
My goal is not B grade at all, even if I get a B grade, the customers who come to me for cooperation are also the kind of companies that are not big or small, and the strength is almost the same as the strength of Zhao Wu's Tengfei Game Company.
Yi Xinyi's beam game company has the entire science and technology innovation group behind it, which supports Yi Xinyi's company.
Those small companies don't deserve to work with Beam Games at all.
If you want to get the cooperation of those big customers, you want to really help Yi Xinyi, A grade.
Only by getting the A grade can Yi Xinyi's beam game company bring in major customers to discuss cooperation, thus bringing huge benefits.
When I saw Hou Jing and Zhao Wu in front of me, I saw the two of them nervously holding each other's hands, looking at the two of them as if they were in love watching a movie.
Especially Hou Jing, his body was trembling slightly, his face was still sweating, he took out a handkerchief from time to time to wipe the sweat on his face, staring intently at the projection screen on the podium, his eyes were full of longing and expectation.
The mouth is still muttering something, looking at the shape of the mouth, it should be saying: "The next one must be me!" It's going to be me next! ”
When the design drawings that appeared on the projection screen were not his, some disappointed expressions appeared on his face, and when he put down a design drawing, an expectant expression appeared on his face.
"Poof!"
Seeing his expression, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, this is a B grade, do you need to be nervous like this!?
Hou Jing is a clown who jumps off the beam, no matter how high he usually jumps, no matter how loud he is, as long as he goes to the examination room for testing, he will immediately reveal his true form.
Design drawings are the only criterion to show the strength of the original designer, no matter how hard you blow yourself, if the design drawings are not good, then it is useless to say anything.
As one after another B-grade design drawings jumped over, one after another original art designers stood on the podium and got the B-grade honorary certificate, until the end, the B-grade design drawings were completely awarded, and there were no my design drawings, nor Hou Jing and Zhao Wu's design drawings.
Seeing this, my heart is a little excited, because my design drawings, C grade, the probability is very small, defective products are simply impossible, then, the probability of my design drawings in the A grade, is very high.
This is, Zhao Wu and Hou Jing in front of me also changed from their nervous expressions just now to surprise, and Hou Jing began to pretend to be forced: "Mr. Zhao, I'll just say, with the strength of the two of us, it is easy to get an A grade at the original painting design conference." ”
"Yes, after we go back, our position in Tengfei Games will definitely become more and more successful, and we will have to celebrate it when the time comes."
Zhao Wu also agreed with Hou Jing's words very much, and they were already beginning to imagine what would happen after they got the A-level honorary certificate, as if it were real.
Then, the host said on the podium with a straight face: "Let us applaud and congratulate the original art designers who just got the B grade, and hope that you can continue to work hard and strive to get the honorary certificate of A grade at the next original art design conference." ”
After speaking, the audience erupted in bursts of warm applause.
"Next, let's announce the design drawings that have obtained the A grade, and they have ......"
When the host awarded the A-level honorary certificate, it was obviously much more serious than the B-level honorary certificate just issued, and the host would personally introduce each design drawing, read out the name of the company and the name of the original designer, and then send a congratulatory message.
All of a sudden, the atmosphere of the entire auditorium was mobilized, and the whole atmosphere became extremely exciting.
Some of the original designers whose names were read by the host were excited, some cried, and some laughed, but when they finally stood on the podium, they all stood in front of the host with their heads held high and received the honorary certificate from Miss Manners.
They enjoy the praise, envy, and jealousy of thousands of people in the audience, and they want to have more scenery and more scenery, and at this time, they are the most shining star on the podium.
I read the names of several designers, but before I arrived, I began to feel a little anxious, the expression on Hou Jing's face just now, completely copied and pasted on my face, I stared at the projection screen, carefully listened to the host read the designer's name on the award.
Really, no matter what it is in my life, I have never been so nervous, this is the first time in my life to participate in such a major conference, I very much want to know, my original painting strength, in this era, what kind of level.
This time in the rating, I must get an A grade, I can't lose, I must not lose!
More than an hour has passed since the A-level awards, and there are probably fifty or sixty works that have been awarded, and even the host on the podium drank a glass of water halfway, his voice was dry, and his voice was a little hoarse.
But this is the original art design conference, no accidents are allowed, and I grit my teeth on the podium and hold on.
After more than half an hour, until the host finished awarding the last A-grade design drawing, my name was not read, nor the names of Hou Jing and Zhao Wu.
Zhao Wu and Hou Jing are not in the A grade, which is expected, the strength of the original painting of the two of them is impossible to reach the A grade, let alone the A grade, the B grade may not be reached, but, I am actually the same as Zhao Wu and Hou Jing, I am not in the A and B grades.
I have strong doubts about my own strength, am I really derailed from the original paintings of this era? Not even the most B-grade.
Watching one design drawing after another on the podium presented on the projection screen, watching one original designer after another on the podium and getting a certificate of honor, they all received praise, applause and honor, but these things have nothing to do with me.
My mood changed from excitement at the beginning, to anticipation, then from anticipation, to loss, and finally, to despair.
At this time, I was slumped in my position, my hands and feet became a little cold, and even the white shirt I was wearing inside was soaked by my cold sweat.
To be honest, now I want to cry a little, and I roar in my heart and ask myself, is my strength not in line with this era at all? In the past few months, I have also worked very hard to learn the painting methods and styles that I don't know in the past ten years, and I have tried my best to learn.
Why is there no achievement at all, let alone an A grade, not even a B grade, is it because my learning ability has weakened? Or am I neglecting to practice and indulging in life, which makes me lose my insight into the market? Or is the gap between me and this era getting bigger and bigger, to an irreparable distance that can't keep up with the trend?
Am I no longer suitable for the original art industry!?
All of a sudden, all kinds of negative emotions, including those bad things in the past, came one after another, and now I only feel that my brain is now blank, and the noisy sounds around me are buzzing in my ears, and I can't see anything in front of me, and my heart is like ashes.
Yi Xinyi saw that I was depressed, and sat in my seat with a blank face, knowing that I was in a very bad mood now, because we came here with great interest, and in the end, we didn't get anything, and this incident hit my confidence too much.