Beside the middle-aged man were three grizzled children, all dirty, who seemed to have not taken a shower for months.

Perhaps, in these difficult times, bathing is not too important, and it is good to clean your teeth once in a while.

This group of children is trying to figure out how to get something useful from the old cars on the side of the road. Preferably gasoline, good fuel.

About 300 meters away, squatting a large lump of white pork belly, the pork belly was densely covered with purple mold, giving off a disgusting smell.

These few of them were standing upwind, breathing very shallowly, and the province was smoked alive by the stench.

This large piece of Roshan is lazily basking in the sun, even if there are people around, it doesn't care. The product of laziness is naturally laziness to the extreme, as long as you don't take the initiative to approach it and don't take the initiative to choose, it's not a big problem.

"Daddy, it doesn't seem like there's anything to be gained." The dirty little boy said, wiping his face with his dirty sleeve.

It's been so long that most of the gasoline in the fuel tanks of the scrapped cars has almost evaporated, and the cars have been looted many times by other survivors because this is a safe area near Roshan.

The three children searched hard for a long time, but found nothing.

These little hairy children are not interested in listening to their father's stories of the past, and these old yellow calendars don't know how many times they have been repeated.

History cannot be repeated, and time cannot be reversed.

The good old days are gone, or rather, they never enjoyed the good old days.

To their ears, that era was like a fairy tale that was out of reach......

It's very, very hard to survive.

The first thing I do when I wake up every day is to find a way to fill my stomach, if I can't even eat, where is the strength to think about anything else?

"Hey, what do you know? When I'm older, I like to miss the past. ”

Huang Fusheng saw that these little hairy heads were working neatly, and he didn't speak anymore, just slowly smoked cigarettes to have a good time.

He looked lazy, sitting on the curb of the road. Secretly, he is always vigilantly watching the surrounding environment, and in this dangerous environment, it is not without reason that he can survive for 20 years for a long time.

Even if there is a Roshan around, it is not 100% safe, maybe there are some weak grievances running in?

Huang Fusheng has a more sensitive ability to perceive danger than a beast, and it is also a housekeeping skill that he has acquired through nine deaths.

In his mind, there is a "grudge", and the two sides are in a state of symbiosis.

"Restrain your emotions and don't feel discouraged even if you don't find an item. Otherwise, those terrible grudges will follow the negative emotions and find your place and give you a fatal blow. He said lightly.

"I've seen a scavenger get a zombie-like grudge through his heart because he was so hungry and depressed."

The three children had no interest in his story.

Among them was a 10-year-old boy who was his own son.

This is how ridiculous this day is. I found a prostitute casually, and I could have a son for a sum of money.

What is more difficult than having a child is parenting, and it is not easy to raise a child to be 10 years old.

There were also two girls bought from the slave market, one 11 and one 12 years old, who looked quite smart, clean, and free of infectious diseases. It can simply be used as a child daughter-in-law, even if one dies accidentally, there is another.

It would be great if both of them didn't die, and maybe one could be sold in a few years. Virgins can be sold for a better price.

Of course, if you can afford it, you can not sell it...... When the time comes, it can only depend on fate. Huang Fusheng still likes these two female dolls, and sometimes treats them as daughters.

Huang Fusheng is not a good person, in this apocalyptic environment, being brave and ruthless is like commonplace. But now that he is getting older, he is almost 50 years old, his physical fitness is gradually declining, and he is slowly becoming kinder, and he even fantasizes about living a kind of old age like in the past era, with a full house of children and grandchildren, and a few grandchildren......

However, this fantasy is actually unrealistic, and even the richest leaders in the bazaar have few who can die well.

"Daddy, there's still nothing to gain. It's a waste of time here. The gray-faced little boy whispered, his face without any expression, which made Huang Fusheng very satisfied.

Apathy, indifference is the most important thing. ”

Most of the grievances are perceived by human beings with some special negative emotions, as long as the emotional control is in place enough, cold as a robot, and there are no emotional fluctuations, then the probability of being attacked will be greatly reduced.

Huang Fusheng raised a hand, put it on his forehead, looked at the sun in the sky again, and hesitated in his heart, "Only those who control their emotions well can enter more dangerous places to explore." You're having enough emotional control right now, so we can try it out in the city today, where there must be more resources......"

"Let's go, today is a rare sun day, don't worry about some grudge attacks......"

"We can't afford to miss this opportunity."

On such a sunny day, he usually goes to the danger zone by himself and does not take these children with him.

However, 10 years old is not too young, and he has learned a lot of basic things, if he doesn't teach more now, sooner or later he will die in the wilderness. Relying on one's parents is impossible to protect you for a lifetime.

In this era, you can't afford to raise a loser.

"Really?" The little boy's eyes lit up, which was a rare emotion in this time.

"Of course it's true, you're 10 years old, it's time to learn to be independent and try to expose yourself to risk."

This is the first time that the little boy has entered the danger zone of the city.

Yes, in cities that were once heavily populated, the number and intensity of grievances were far greater than those in the suburbs. All kinds of unresolved types of grievances are comparable to the real god of killing, once encountered, the only ending is death.

But the city has all kinds of abundant materials.

"Great!"

Therefore, for a 10-year-old child, no matter how good the psychological quality is, there will still be some mood swings.

As for the two girls around her, their expressions were all dumbfounded, and their emotional restraint was also extremely in place, and their expressions were like those of trisomy 21.

This general indifference seems to have become the instinct of the survivors of this world, and only the eyes that keep wandering are showing their curiosity and apprehension about the big city.

The area where Roshan is located...... It stinks.

It is said that in the city, there are some perfumes that are able to hide this smell......

Perfume is a luxury.

There are also various machines in the city...... And a car that can be driven?

"Dad, I have a problem, we have to control our emotions to reduce the chance of being found out by resentment. But if you want to use mental energy, you have to amplify your emotions, and then won't it attract a lot of resentment? The little boy had a straight face, and asked a question in his heart, showing a maturity that did not match his age.

Mental energy, that is, a superpower of this world.

As the name suggests, the energy of the mind.

The energy of the mind, in this world, can be converted into substantial power.

Huang Fusheng smiled: "Heart energy? Don't expect much from it. Even if you control some special mental abilities, you can't fight resentment, at most you can only escape for your life. The power we have in control is weak compared to resentment. ”

"Even if there are some gifted people, the strength of mental energy is only one-tenth of that of resentment...... Even a twentieth is already pretty good! ”

He asked reluctantly, "It's only a tenth, why is this happening?" ”

"Because...... The strength of your mental energy comes from your heart. Resentment is the crystallization of human emotions, and it is the emotional condensation of tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of people. Therefore, their spiritual strength is far higher than that of human beings. It's good if you can use one-tenth of its power, maybe only one percent......"

"Daddy, what can your heart be?" A girl looked at him, and the two girls called him Daddy in the same way.

"Me...... I only have a little bit of emotional perception, I can sense emotional fluctuations from you, and of course I can also detect the existence of resentment based on this. ”

"Don't underestimate this, it seems that the ability to fight is not very useful. Because it is completely impossible to fight a grudge, but it is the ability to detect the direction that has allowed me to live for so long. Huang Fusheng smiled.

The two female dolls, too, pricked up their ears and listened.

The reason why girls of this age were bought from slave traders was because they were sensible enough to know that life was not easy, but they did not have enough scheming to cause any trouble. As long as they are a little better and raised for a year or two, they can be treated as child daughters-in-law.

It's not a big problem for a son to ask for two wives, there is a lot of power in numbers.

"Can't you really beat it?" The little boy asked reluctantly.

"Yes, I can't beat it, I can only dodge it...... If it had been 20 years ago, there would have been enough troops, enough population, and maybe the strength to fight, but now, I had to find a way to escape. Don't think about being a hero. ”

"When Daddy makes enough money, I'll buy you a potion, just choose a special ability to save your life, don't think about fighting head-on."

Huang Fusheng sighed: "The big man who fought head-on...... They're all dead. ”

Seeing that his son was still a little unconvinced, Huang Fusheng's heart moved slightly, 20 years ago, he was able to mobilize a large number of troops to confront the huge "grievances" of high-rise buildings, and he was one of those troops......

What a tragic story that is......