However, Xiaolu suddenly looked at Gongsun Duxue with a serious face, "What do you think love is, do you know what happiness is for people like you?" Perhaps, in your eyes, it is already unhappy if you don't have new clothes to wear and no good-looking house, but in my eyes, even a sip of soup is a happy thing. ”

When Xiaolu said this sentence again, her face was helpless, she had experienced so many things, and she was already afraid of others looking at her.

Even, sometimes when others look at her, she always feels that others are laughing at her.

However, Gongsun Duxue listened to the words of Xiaolu, and looked helpless, I don't know when I was able to look warm in the eyes of others.

Thinking back to the time when she used to be, she was simply a person who could not speak for a day, Gongsun Duxue turned her head to look at Prince Ling Xi, and she could see the worries in Prince Ling Xi's eyes.

Suddenly, she understood that she hadn't changed a little bit from beginning to end, but that the people around her had changed.

Originally, her friends never had any thoughts other than talking about her, and she didn't even have any friends.

However, now there is already a Prince Ling Xi by Gongsun Duxue's side, no matter what happens, Prince Ling Xi will always stand by Gongsun Duxue's side, protect her, and tolerate her.

It is precisely because of this that Gongsun Duxue has become what she is now, and she said softly, "Xiaolu, have you seen Huan'er and Wang An?" Are the two of them special like you and Wang Cheng at the beginning, it's just that you didn't seize such an opportunity, otherwise, you would have become a very happy person. ”

After Gongsun Duxue finished speaking, she looked at Xiaolu with a serious face, and Xiaolu smiled softly, "Miss, I'm not reconciled, why are you all people, why are you always the masters, but we have to be subordinates for a lifetime, my heart is unwilling, and I don't want to continue like this." ”

At this moment, Xiaolu's heart seemed to be desperate, and she didn't know when she started, she had already forgotten her purest self.

Now she's just a demon who keeps wanting to have more, and she'll never know what satisfaction is.

"Xiaolu, when you let go of everything, your heart will have something to rely on, look at Huan'er, she was not the same as you, but why does she feel so happy and sweet now."

When Gongsun Duxue said this, she looked directly in the direction of Huan'er, and now Huan'er was snuggling up with Wang An, and the two of them seemed to be talking about something particularly happy.

And this scene really pierced into Xiaolu's heart, she didn't know why everyone could get their own happiness, and she was like a beggar, begging for this humble love, but in the end there was no response, she didn't know what she did wrong.

"Miss, you don't understand my feelings at all, you like Prince Ling Xi, you are the concubine in the general's mansion, so you can naturally be with him, and I am just a maid, what kind of ability do I have to compete with you, but you still can't change the fact that I like Lord Ling Xi."

Xiaolu was still debating this matter, she just didn't want her love to be so cheap, she didn't want to be looked down on by anyone, and she didn't want to feel that she was so cheap in front of Gongsun Duxue and Ling Xi.

But even so, Ling Xi never had the slightest emotion for Xiaolu, and the reason why he chose to take her as a concubine was only because of Wang Cheng's loyalty.

Now it seems that all this of Xiaolu has indeed been humbled to the dust, she has no emotion of her own, and even when she sees other people's eyes, she can only silently endure everything like this.

Prince Ling Xi also took the opportunity to walk to Gongsun Duxue's side, held her hand tightly, and said softly, "Xiaolu, in fact, what you liked at first was not me, I know you just want this feeling of being pampered." However, you must know that in the world of love, no one can always be spoiled by you, and it will only be worth it if you become strong and loved by everyone. ”

Although Prince Ling Xi said everything so bitterly, today's Xiaolu has long been unable to hear such words, she has gone crazy, and she has become a devil in Lord Ling Xi's love world.

What she wants is not only love, but even glory and wealth, inexhaustible glory and wealth, she wants to be superior, and even wants to sit in the world, this is the most real purpose of Xiaolu.

It's just that everything like this seems so ridiculous in the eyes of others, but in Xiaolu's eyes, she has always regarded this as her lifelong ideal and hard work.

"Lord Wang, can't you see my love for you and your love for you all along? In the past, every time the young lady was in danger, you would always rush out to rescue us at the first time, isn't it also because you are interested in me? ”

When Prince Ling Xi heard Xiaolu say this, he was simply surprised, the reason why he walked to Gongsun Duxue for the first time every time.

That's all because of what kind of relationship between his worry about Gongsun Duxue and Xiaolu, it seems that some of his actions sometimes really cause unnecessary trouble and misunderstanding for Xiaolu.

He could only whisper again, "Xiaolu, it really makes you think too much, if there is something wrong with you before, then I must apologize to you, in fact, from the beginning, before I met you at that time, I already knew your young lady, I understand her chivalrous courage, and I can also understand her suffering, I have long been in love with her at first sight, and when I see other people, they all seem so insignificant." ”

Although Lord Ling Xi's words seemed to be apologizing to Xiaolu, it was actually a sharp knife piercing Xiaolu's heart, denying all his love for Xiaolu.

Xiaolu also completely collapsed in such an instant, the love she had always thought was destroyed like this, she thought that Prince Ling Xi also liked herself, otherwise, he would not have walked to her side as soon as she was in danger.

But now it seems that it is so ridiculous, Xiaolu actually began to laugh wildly, she didn't know what she wanted, and she didn't know what her ideal was.

But now it seems that no matter what kind of ideals you have, no matter what kind of things you have to go through, you seem so humble and powerless, but you are looked down upon.

Gongsun Duxue looked at Xiaolu's expression and said softly, "You and me, master and servant, for the sake of our affection, now, I can let you go back, but in the future, you must promise me that no matter what happens, you will live well." ”

When Xiaolu heard Gongsun Duxue say this sentence again, she only felt bursts of ridicule, this is not a way to survive for herself at all, this is completely forcing herself to a dead end.

"Miss, do you think you are great? Do you think all people deserve to be compared to you? You are wrong, although you are a concubine in the general's mansion, but you have never felt the slightest favor that belongs to you, what? Have you forgotten how your mother died? Since you can't remember that painful memory, then I'll tell you that it's Aunt Lin...... Aunt Lin personally strangled your mother. ”

When Xiaolu said this, Gongsun Duxue was simply surprised, she had already thought of this matter, but Aunt Lin had been trapped in the prison by her and did not bring it up for trial.

Now, when she heard Xiaolu say this, she was simply surprised, she didn't want to believe Xiaolu, how could she remember such a thing.

However, Gongsun Duxue thought about it, Xiaoluzi grew up by her side since she was a child, and Xiaolu is a person with such a careful mind.

If you want to know something, it is reasonable, Gongsun Duxue turned around and left directly, she went to the prison, however, Prince Ling Xi has been following Gongsun Duxue's side, and he keeps walking behind her.

"Listen to me, it's not necessarily true that Xiaolu is saying such things now, and besides, didn't Aunt Lin also say it, she has nothing to do with this matter at all."

Although, how much Prince Ling Xi dissuaded Gongsun Duxue, Gongsun Duxue had already determined that every word Xiaolu said was so true.

In the prison.

Gongsun Duxue saw that Lin Xiaoniang was still lying there, with a cloak and hair, as if she was no longer the pampered and high-minded Lin Xiaoniang.

Gongsun Duxue didn't say a word, he stepped forward directly, took off his hairpin from his head and put it on Lin Xiaoniang's neck, and said softly, "Do you know, where are you now, now, it is no longer in the mausoleum city, nor in the general's mansion, no one can protect you, and now, the only one who can save your life is yourself." ”

Listening to Gongsun Duxue say this, Lin Xiaoniang had already lost any idea of survival, and she now looked like life was worse than death, "What, are you going to kill me?" Then I beg you, kill me quickly. ”