After listening to Shi Dayong's words, Lu Yiming sighed softly.

Li Yao has always been a rather taciturn person, and Lu Yiming doesn't know much about him. This soldier's "clairvoyance" ability played a great role in the last battle.

He couldn't help asking, "Li Yao, is he so upright?" Is he really willing to sacrifice himself? ”

"Well, yes, he's a very strange person. Perhaps, in this truly special era, he can be regarded as a moral model in our entire refuge, a true heroic model! ”

"I met him in college. We both enlisted in college...... It's been so many years in a blink of an eye. ”

Shi Dayong took out a bottle of xylitol chewing gum and gave it to Lu Yiming, this thing can be regarded as a high-end luxury in today's world.

Lu Yiming stuffed the gum into his mouth, chewed it a few times, and blew out another bubble, making a soft "pop" sound, and his face was confused.

Recalling the past, Shi Dayong was quite embarrassed: "Li Yao, this person, he didn't have any friends in college, and he was ridiculed by his classmates for several years, because he actually cried because of the national flag raising for the first time after entering the school!" Haha, isn't that weird? It's hard to describe his expression at that time, as if he had fought a difficult war and finally won the victory, shedding bitter and excited tears......"

At that time, some people noticed his abnormal expression, and pointed at him, and a few girls also smiled and said, is this guy a little bit of a problem with his head, what is there to be excited about raising the flag and singing the national anthem? Do you really think you're fighting a war against Japan......"

"In the college career since then, everyone talks about this matter with a mocking tone, extremely ridiculous, saying that since the founding of the People's Republic of China, I have never seen such a person, it is simply a dirt bun, little pink, *** and other hats, which are tailor-made for him."

Lu Yiming frowned, thoughtful in his heart.

This kind of person...... It's really rare.

Shi Dayong continued: "Li Yao is indeed different from others, he is reaching a point of exaggeration, the second young man in the comics. Once I chose a bursary place, a girl with a good appearance got a bursary place, everyone knows that this girl's family is not poor, but there is no objection, anyway, I can't get it, it doesn't matter who takes it...... There are always these people in the university, right, the university is already a small society. ”

"It seems like that......"

"And then...... Li Yao stood up and said loudly to the counselor, I don't think it's fair. Her family lives in the city, and the clothes she wears cost more than 1,000 yuan a set, and she still has a gold necklace around her neck, which shows that she is not poor, and the bursary should be given to the poor, not to the original rich. He thinks it's a bursary, not a scholarship! ”

"The scene was suddenly very embarrassing, even the counselor had never met such a strange person, and he felt inexplicable."

"The girl was red-faced, couldn't raise her head in anger, and was still crying on the table after the meeting."

"It's really not very common." Lu Yiming said with a smile, "There are more than 100,000 people in the shelter, and there may not be a few. Being a colleague with them is actually quite tiring. If you don't do it well, you will be scolded, and he will not show you mercy. ”

"yes, you're right. Being a colleague with them is really tiring, and there are advantages and disadvantages...... But since then, Li Yao's popularity has become even worse, he has no friends, and others think he is a fool. Luckily, he and I were in the same dormitory, and we were able to talk to each other. ”

Shi Dayong said this and waved his hand: "Next, after two years of study, everyone joined the army together, but he didn't mix well in the army, his bones were too hard." Over the past few years, I, who have a more sleek personality, have become his leader. ”

He sighed: "...... There is no such thing as absolute justice in the world, it is the same everywhere. In some places, the water is muddy, and in others, it is clearer, but it is impossible to be completely free of impurities. ”

"But why is he being laughed at, you think? If you raise the national flag and play the national anthem, you will be ridiculed if you are moved? Why is this happening? ”

"When did his character become a laughing stock? Later, I learned that Li Yao's father was an anti-narcotics policeman, who died when he was just born, and the only memories of his father that he had left were in the photo, and he was raised by his mother alone. I could suddenly understand the tears he was shedding as he gazed at the flag. It's very difficult to be able to fight until now......"

Lu Yiming thought thoughtfully, in an era that should be inclusive, why is the slightly more selfless collectivist spirit being ridiculed?

Everyone became refined, but they felt that delicacy was natural, and began to instinctively reject the spirit of selflessness.

It's a complicated question.

Shi Dayong sighed: "It's mainly because of the culture and the times, the peace has been too long, and the culture of our entire society has undergone fundamental changes. We believe that it is enough to take care of yourself...... In fact, any progress has to be sacrificed. Behind the light, there is always darkness. ”

"We no longer worship heroes, and when we meet someone better, our first reaction is not to identify and learn, but to be jealous, and start to try to slander him, maybe this is the normal state of the world......"

"But now, times have changed, our society is in a moment of crisis, we need to reinvent the hero culture, and if we want to live here, we need too many heroes who can stand up...... Yes, we have to re-erect the set of glory and sacrifice, which sounds stupid, but we have to. ”

"Alas, you better think about it, this matter will not be forced. If you don't participate, we'll do it our own way......"

After Shi Dayong said this, he left in a hurry.

Only Lu Yiming was left, thinking alone......

He...... Still a little hesitant.

Suddenly, someone patted him on the shoulder, and when he looked up, he saw Zhong Peng who came in a hurry, he also had a black face, as if he had something on his mind.

"Shi Dayong has asked you to do ideological work?" Lu Yiming asked.

"Ah, yes." Zhong Peng scratched his head.

"Hi, Lu Yiming."

"Hi, Lily."

On the contrary, Jin Lili, who followed at the end, had no worries, since her head fell off, her vitality was greatly injured, and her physical movement ability has not fully recovered. So some of the more difficult tasks, it is not her turn to play, and there is no psychological burden.

Her main job now is to be responsible for various affairs in the community, and then donate a little blood to the institute, study hard, and slowly change careers to research.

Jin Lili smiled and said, "Sad-faced duo, don't you eat together?" ”

Lu Yiming shook his head: "It seems that I don't have much appetite." ”

"No matter what happens, the meal still has to be eaten, how about I treat it!"

"You're in for a treat...... Nature is going to go. ”

The group walked into the restaurant, the two men kept sighing, Lu Yiming ordered a bowl of white rice, and he didn't bother to drink it after a few bites.

Zhong Peng simply ate only one bun, then took out his mobile phone and started playing the Gal game, with a "hey, hey, hey" smirk coming out of his mouth.

In his opinion, it is still more attractive to the two-dimensional world, only in the two-dimensional world Li, carefree, without so many worries.

The two of them made Jin Lili a little annoyed, "What are you doing? Collective Demonic Barrier? ”

"It's a bit stupid!" Lu Yiming scolded thoughtlessly, and he didn't know who he was scolding.

"What? What do you say! ”

"The second expedition is about to begin!"

"Isn't that something that has to be done, what's stupid." Jin Lili felt a little amused when she saw his expression.

"Hmm......" Lu Yiming was a little speechless.

I always feel that this kind of behavior is a bit like a deserter, and it is very humiliating.

He is not a heartless dead house like Zhong Peng, in front of Jin Lili, he still needs a little face.

On the contrary, Zhong Peng said the general process while playing with his mobile phone: "Hey, this mission is very difficult, and it can even be said that it is not an exaggeration to die nine times!" Choosing to protect yourself and not participating in the mission is actually nothing, right? ”

"But now they have pulled a team of their own, and some ordinary soldiers have also mobilized, all of whom have written suicide notes and are ready to sacrifice. In this way, we are a little bit dissatisfied...... But I don't want to be a revolutionary martyr and bury it in a grave for others to worship. If it's really heroic, who wants to. ”

"Oh, that's easy!" As an outsider, Jin Lili quickly understood what the two of them were struggling with, and said with a smile: "Your choice is understandable, because you have a high status now." ”

"The soldiers under his hands, there is not much way to retreat, the superior orders, you have to do it, if you become a deserter, then there is no way to get mixed up in this society. In addition, this matter is indeed for the benefit of the entire refuge, and they are on the moral high ground, and they have no reason to resist...... But now you are the superiors, there are enough ways out, and no one can force you to take risks. ”

"Don't you laugh here, it's you, it's not the same?" Zhong Peng said very unhappily: "It's like you're so righteous, if it were you, you would hesitate, right?" You don't know how strong that monster really is! ”

He exaggeratedly said: "It's huge, it's so agile, and it has a special psychic ability to control your heartbeat, understand! It's not easy for a few of us to kill one...... Mr albert...... He also died heroically, and in just a second, he was eaten. That continent, similar monsters, not hundreds of millions, but millions! ”

"You have to know the danger."

Jin Lili nodded, with a serious face: "Yes, you're right!" If it were my turn to play, I would have hesitated. ”

"Our generation, after all, has not experienced a truly brutal war, and the spirit of hardship and hard work is actually inferior to that of our ancestors. Collective dedication...... It is also far less than generations, and most of us will give priority to personal interests. ”

"If someone really has a collective spirit, they will be seen as stupid."

"If you really don't want to, it's fine, everyone can understand it......"