The dilapidated mud house, the evening sunset is about to fall, the room is dimly lit, and an old woman lies alone on the fire.

Gao Xiufen has more breath and less intake, but her brain is exceptionally clear.

She remembers the first time she had a quarrel with her family in the year of the college entrance examination because her parents sold her college place.

She remembered that after the quarrel, she married him under the pursuit of Yu Haihai, a young man from the countryside.

She remembered that a year after her parents moved into the city with her younger brother, Yu Dahai also returned to the city with her, in order to make the Yu family, who disliked her as a rural person, accept her, from her in-laws to the divorced sister-in-law and brother-in-law, she humbly served the family comfortably, and still did not exchange it for the love of the family.

She remembered that she broke into Yu Dahai's cheating first love, she made trouble like a shrew for three days and three nights, Yu Dahai not only did not regret it at all, but blatantly got together with her first love.

She remembered that when she was thirty years old, Yu Dahai resigned from the factory and went to the sea to do business, and finally she was not afraid of divorce, and she was like a shrew and affected his reputation, so she divorced her.

She remembered that she had returned to her hometown alone, and had lived in this mud house for ten years, and was pointed at by the villagers.

Now she is only forty years old, how can she be as old as an old man in her fifties and sixties?

She knew she was going to die.

It is said that people are about to die, and their words are also good.

"If there is an afterlife, I.... I must be a good wife and daughter-in-law...."

- Unless there is smoke on their ancestors, they will do it again, and she will have revenge and return all the grievances of this life.

It's a pity that he didn't come up in one breath, and the next words didn't come out, so Gao Xiufen just closed her eyes.

*****

The rumbling sound of 'clang-clang' sounded, and Gao Xiufen opened her eyes violently.

There were people around, and she was sitting on the ground.

The words on his side also came to his ears at the same time.

The woman didn't hide it, "It's not the New Year, why are there so many people going to Beicheng." ”

"When is there a time when the train is not crowded? Bear with me, it'll be early tomorrow morning. The man had a good temper and persuaded gently.

The woman muttered in a low voice, "The aisles are full of people, and the rural people are not dirty, and besides, how can they go to the toilet when they sit like this?" It's really a hindrance. ”

The man was afraid that this would cause dissatisfaction among the people, so he whispered and persuaded the woman, and the woman finally quieted down.

Gao Xiufen remembered this scene, in her previous life, she received a letter from Yu Dahai saying that she would not go back to the countryside, so she packed up her belongings and took the train to the city to find him.

She clearly remembered that she was dead, why did she take the train into the city again?

Could it be that everything that happened before was a dream?

She recalled her wish before she died, gritted her teeth, and felt that she was starting her life all over again.

Do it all over again?

She gritted her teeth, Yu Dahai thought that she couldn't go back to the city, and she was the only educated and high school student in the village, so she chased and beat her, but when she returned to the city, the Qinggao in her bones was immediately revealed, looking down on her as a rural person, but she didn't say anything, and accused her every day of not knowing progress and not learning, she was trained like a grandson.

As for the Yu family, they accepted her as a new family member in front of outsiders one by one, turned around with the same disgust, looked at her unpleasantly everywhere, found fault with her everywhere, and even encouraged Yu Haihai to divorce.

Yu Dahai's hypocritical man also knew that she was spicy, disgusted on her face, and didn't dare to mention divorce, after all, he had just returned to the city, and he was valued in the factory and became a workshop director, for fear that his reputation would not be good, so he endured it.

At that time, in order to be able to match Yu Dahai, Gao Xiufen served the Yu family during the day, and could only find time to study at night, and even be admitted to university, when she said to Yu Dahai that she wanted to go to college, Yu Dahai not only did not scold her for wasting money, but also supported her very much.

At that time, she was very happy, until she wanted to surprise Yu Dahai and went home during a holiday, and broke Yu Dahai and her neighbor Zhao Hongmei together, only to find out that the two turned out to be their first love, and Yu Dahai asked her to go to college, just to have a private meeting with Zhao Hongmei.

Yu Dahai saw that it was broken, and filed for divorce on the spot, she refused to leave for three days, Yu Dahai softened and was afraid of ruining her reputation, although she was not divorced, she was even more separated from her, and in the days that followed, husband and wife were like strangers.

Yu Dahai became more and more constrained in the factory, he chose to go to the sea, and earned the first one million two years later, and then the business became bigger and bigger, and it was difficult for her to see each other, until once she went to the company to block people for two months, only to bump into Yu Dahai and Zhao Hongmei came back from a business trip.

At this moment, she realized that the two had not been separated, she was like a shrew, Yu Dahai was not worried, and directly asked people to kick her out of the company, and asked the lawyer to send the divorce agreement the next day.

Yu Dahai was not too ruthless, and gave her 100,000 yuan of pension money, and the lawyer even proposed that if she refused to sign all the time, there would be no 100,000 yuan.

Gao Xiufen became a loser, returned to her hometown with the money, and was instructed every day, surviving until she died.

said that she was so aggrieved that she was not aggrieved, after all, she had stirred up Yu Dahai and Zhao Hongmei to sneak around for ten years, and she was really angry in her heart.

But when I think about it, I just feel like it's almost something.

Reborn, this marriage has to be divorced, and you can no longer waste your life on a scumbag like in your previous life, how to leave, how to get out of the anger you received in your previous life, this has to be studied carefully.

It was very noisy in the car, Gao Xiufen's eyes fell on the package in front of him, which was Yu Dahai's book, and in the year of marriage, Yu Dahai would read it only when he was free, so this time he entered the city, and Gao Xiufen also brought it in.

She opened the package casually, took out the book inside, and had more memories of a lifetime, Gao Xiufen sneered at the corner of her mouth, and directly found the letter in the book.

What love to read, but there is a breakup letter written by Zhao Hongmei to him in the book, and if you can't ask for it, it will naturally become the best.

Recalling Zhao Hongmei's in her previous life, she was the most untouchable Bai Yueguang in Yu Dahai's heart, the best daughter-in-law in Yu's family, and she was obviously a bad woman who seduced other people's husbands, but she had a good reputation.

Gao Xiufen sneered, she wanted this good reputation in this life.

The train arrived at four o'clock in the morning, and on a April day, it was still very cold in Beicheng, Gao Xiufen tightened the padded jacket on her body, carried a package one by one, and followed the crowd out of Beicheng Station.

Yu's family lives in Beicheng, and the gear factory where Yu Dahai works is in Nancheng, Gao Xiufen directly paid five cents and took a rickshaw to go to the gear factory in Nancheng.

In the north in April, the morning was very cold, and the wind blew on his face like a knife, Gao Xiufen got off the tricycle and sat down at the breakfast shop next to the gear factory.

The open-air breakfast shop is close to the pot of fried fritters, and the cold body is slowly warmed up.

She ordered a bowl of tofu brain and two fritters, and ate them slowly, waiting for someone, staring at the direction of the factory gate.

In the cold wind, the hot tofu brain warmed the whole body, Zhou Xiufen wore a black and red checkered cardigan, a pair of big cotton shoes had worn out on the toes, and the people who sat and ate in this breakfast shop were all workers from the gear factory, wearing mostly overalls, only she was an alternative, which naturally attracted a lot of attention.

At first glance, it is from the countryside.

The partial food is still very arrogant, that is, the men sitting here for breakfast are all a bowl of tofu brain and a fritter, they work 38 yuan a month, they can support a family of six, and eating breakfast outside is also a luxury, so eat more and a half-full.

Gao Xiufen knew that others were looking at her, she had seen too many disdainful glances in her previous life, and from the identity of a rural person, she was a dwarf in the city.

When I came back from rebirth, I saw that Gao Xiufen no longer had the same childish spirit as in her previous life, and she didn't dare to look up anywhere, and she was looked at by others generously.

After settling the bill, Gao Xiufen saw a familiar figure riding a bicycle from a distance, and she got up and walked to the door with two large packages.

Yu Dahai hummed a little song, and when he saw that he arrived at the gate of the factory, he pressed the brake to slow down, and only when he got close did he jump off the bicycle and push forward, and there were people he knew around him who said hello from time to time.

"The sea."

Hearing someone shouting at him, as soon as he looked up, he was stunned on the spot.

Gao Xiufen wanted this effect, she strode over a few times, threw the package in both hands to the ground, and hugged Yu Haihai's waist.

"The sea, I've finally waited for you, the first time I came to the city, I couldn't find anywhere, I'm really afraid of losing myself."

It was the time to go to work, and everyone passing by looked over, Yu Dahai stiffly pushed a few times and didn't push the person in front of him away, so he could only speak stiffly, "Xiufen, in the public, you don't have a good impact like this, let go quickly." ”

Gao Xiufen obediently let go, and stared at Yu Dahai with a pair of shining eyes, "Dahai, I listen to you." ”

Yu Dahai was slightly stunned, and he didn't react for a while.

According to what he knew about his wife, when he said this, his wife would definitely lose her temper with him, ask him if he disliked him, and where would she look at him with such adoration.

After thinking about it again, he now went back to the city, and he was no longer in the countryside, and his wife naturally didn't dare to have a temper with him anymore.

After a turn of thought, Yu Dahai was in a much better mood, but he immediately frowned again, "Xiufen, why are you here?" Didn't I say in my letter that you should stay in your hometown first? I'll let you come over when I'm settled. ”

Gao Xiufen reminded very virtuously, "The sea, so many people are watching, let's go and talk elsewhere." ”

Yu Dahai thought about it, so he put Gao Xiufen's two packages on the back of the bicycle with a little disgust, and the two went away.

In her previous life, Gao Xiufen was stabbed behind her back by the villagers, afraid that Yu Dahai, who would return to the city, would not want her, so she also entered the city at this time, but she found Yu's house directly according to the address of the letter, and as soon as she arrived at Yu's house, she was disgusted with her face, Yu's house was originally three rooms, with a brother-in-law and a family of four, plus a sister-in-law and mother and daughter who returned to her mother-in-law, counting the old couple of the Yu family and Yu Dahai and his wife, ten people were crowded in one house, and chickens and dogs jumped every day.

Yu Dahai couldn't stand this, just in time for the factory to divide the house, and immediately applied for housing, although the couple moved out, but unfortunately Gao Xiufen did not have a job, and in order to make her mother-in-law's family accept her, she ran back every day to serve the family.

As soon as she got off the train in this life, Gao Xiufen went directly to the gear factory, and she was hopeless in her brain, so she would go to Yu's house again.

Leaving the gate of the factory, the two stopped under the tree on the side of the road, Gao Xiufen said with a knowledgeable look, "The sea, I heard that as long as the workers have a home, they can apply for a house with the factory, originally I thought that I would wait for you to settle down here and then come over, but after thinking about it, if the factory sees you alone, I am afraid that you will not be able to apply for a house, so I didn't inform you, so I came over directly, you won't blame me, right?" ”

It's good to have your own house in the city.

Yu Dahai, who was originally a little unhappy in his heart, heard this, and the anger in his heart disappeared, but his tone was still not good, "Then you should also send a telegram in advance." ”

Gao Xiufen took his arm affectionately, endured the nausea in her heart, and said sweetly, "People want to surprise you." ”

In her previous life, wasn't Zhao Hongmei so coquettish and gentle? Pretend to be a white lotus, and she will too.

Yu Dahai is a little unaccustomed to his wife suddenly being so gentle, the two have been married for a year, but they have not been in the same room, he and his wife were only seventeen years old when they got married, and they can only get married at the age of eighteen according to the regulations, so after a simple banquet, the two live together in name only.

Yu Dahai once thought about doing things in advance, but his wife was an old-fashioned person and resolutely disagreed, so it has been delayed until now.

Now that he has returned to the city, Yu Dahai and his family also said that they were married, but when the family heard that it was rural, they disagreed, and directly persuaded him to mention divorce anyway, and he didn't get a certificate anyway, Yu Dahai was afraid that Gao Xiufen would make trouble, after all, if he held a banquet in the countryside, he would be married, so he thought about getting divorced step by step, and he would find people back in the city.

Now that people are coming, it is impossible to speak, so they can only delay it first.

Yu Dahai still had to go to work, so he asked Gao Xiufen to go home and wait for him, Gao Xiufen glanced at him, "Dahai, have you forgotten what I just told you?" ”

Yu Dahai was stunned for a moment, "You mean applying for public housing?" ”

Gao Xiufen has memories of her previous life, so she naturally knows that this thing can be done, and as long as it is done, she will have a little more good feeling here in the sea, first live in the sea, get a good reputation and a good wife for herself, Zhao Hongmei will be a person again, she will do everything she will do, see how she turns over.

It doesn't mean that the sea asks again, Gao Xiufen said his thoughts, "How many people who return to the city now leave their rural daughters-in-law and children after they come back, you are not that kind of person, it is precisely this way that you have to show it in front of others, and the leaders in the factory will look down on you when they see it, and I have no job and no place to live, if you leaders see that if you have public housing, can you give us one?" ”

Yu Dahai is not so easy to deceive, this idea is good, but it also lets everyone know that he has a rural daughter-in-law, and it will be even more difficult to divorce at that time.

But compared to divorce, a public house is more cost-effective.

After weighing it in his heart, Yu Dahai said with a smile, "Xiufen, you are still thoughtful, you are here today, I just happened to show you the factory where I worked, you have little knowledge in the countryside, and you will have to see more and learn more after you go to the city, so that you can make progress." ”

"The sea, I listen to you, I have to study hard, and I can't hold you back." Gao Xiufen smiled sweetly and stood beside him, "Then let's go now, don't delay making you late for work." ”

I don't rely on it, of course I have to rely on this scumbag to gain a firm foothold in this life, and then go to college and use this dog! The man kicked him again, and the more he thought about it, the sweeter the smile on Gao Xiufen's face became.

Seeing that his wife only had himself in her eyes and thought about herself everywhere, Yu Dahai's mood was inflated, and he completely forgot that there was still a person in the factory who couldn't meet his wife, so he took his wife into the factory.