Chapter 35 The Wrong Train

After Zhang Shuqiu finished sending the email, he found that Ning Ye was leaning on the sofa, his posture was idle, but his sitting posture was still very good-looking, he looked at a thread-bound book in his hand, and looked very seriously.

"After watching it for so long, is it good-looking? Why don't I give you a few more poses for you to appreciate, which one is better? Ning Ye's smiling voice made Zhang Shuqiu come back to his senses.

Zhang Shuqiu was amused for a while, thinking that he was really reading the book seriously, but he didn't know that he was pretending. Zhang Shuqiu teased: "Master Ning can show his bookish spirit when he holds a book, and my family's books are all stained with nobility when you touch them." ”

Ning Ye couldn't hear that this was sarcastic about him, so he casually said two sentences about the content of the book, and looked at Zhang Shuqiu with a smile and said: "This son is obviously reading carefully, how do you know that Tian Xiang's red sleeves have to mess with my mind, hey, then don't read it, accompany my red sleeves to ......"

Zhang Shuqiu was amused by Ning Ye's ancient sayings sandwiched with vernacular: "Why did you fall in love with this?" ”

"Let me guess, this must be your grandmother's manuscript, right?" Ning Ye raised the thread-bound booklet in his hand and said.

"It must be Li Yun again, why didn't I find out that he was a big mouth before?" Zhang Shuqiu pouted.

"He just said casually, saying that you were brought up by your grandmother, and that your grandmother was erudite and talented, which is very rare." Ning Ye said with a smile.

"That's right, forget it, don't worry about him. I make coffee, do you drink it? I didn't drink my coffee in the morning. Zhang Shuqiu asked.

"Do you still have a job?"

"No, I just didn't sleep well at night, and I was a little sleepy."

"Then don't drink it, let's go out for a walk, it's raining lightly outside, it should be quite comfortable to walk around."

Zhang Shuqiu looked at the time and said, "It's all here, it's about to have lunch." ”

"What's the matter, anyway, it's just the two of us, let's eat out casually, let you take a nap in the afternoon, I'll go grocery shopping and make dinner for you, okay?"

"You can also cook? It's not going to cook instant noodles for me. ”

"Don't believe me so much? In the evening, I will show you how I cook. ”

"In that case, I'll wait and see. You're not cold, if you want to go out, your clothes are too thin. ”

"I want to add clothes, but I don't want to be separated from you. Why don't I accompany you to add clothes first, and then you accompany me to add clothes? ”

Zhang Shuqiu was amused by Ning Ye's same logic as a child, and nodded: "Since Ning is so well arranged, let's go." ”

When Qu Yingying returned home, her parents were busy in the kitchen, and Xiaobao was playing checkers with Cheng Ke.

Xiaobao saw her mother enter the door and change her shoes, so she jumped over and took Qu Yingying's hand and said, "Mom, mom, look, Uncle Cheng taught me to play checkers today." The day before yesterday was Go, yesterday it was military chess, and Uncle Cheng Ke also said that he would teach me to play chess tomorrow......"

Cheng Ke stood behind the sofa, looking at Qu Yingying's cramped smile, she nodded to Cheng Ke, squatted down and said to Xiaobao: "Then what chess does we Xiaobao like to play the most?" ”

"I like to play flying chess the most, these chess are so difficult, but flying chess is not fun for two people, Mom, you can also come with us, let's play flying chess, okay?" Xiao Bao's eyes flashed with pure longing.

Qu Yingying's eyes were sour for a while, Xiaobao was originally taking more leave than going to school, staying at home every day, how much he wanted someone to play with him, what he needed most was of course a father with a generous personality, but she couldn't even give him this most basic need.

Cheng Ke saw that Qu Yingying's face was a little stiff, and hurriedly said: "Xiaobao come here, accompany my uncle to finish this game of chess, my mother has just arrived home, I always have to wash my hands before I can play with Xiaobao." ”

Xiaobao readily agreed: "Okay, then mom will wash your hands first, and after Xiaobao accompanies his uncle to play this game of checkers, mom will come to play flying chess with us." ”

Qu Yingying hurriedly nodded and agreed, hurriedly entered the room, hid in the bathroom, forced herself, and suppressed her tears.

Li Ping saw her daughter enter the room, she also dodged and followed in, closed the door, stood outside the bathroom, heard the silence inside, and knew that her daughter was uncomfortable again, she sighed, knocked on the door and said, "Yingying, come out and say something to your mother." ”

Qu Yingying looked in the mirror, turned on the faucet again, and the slightly cool water washed on her hands, and finally forced the flood of emotions back, before she wiped her hands and walked out.

Li Ping looked at Qu Yingying carefully, and said with a smile: "Your complexion is much better, you are quite happy on the mountain, right?" ”

"Well, there are a lot of people in Xiaoqiu's family here." Qu Yingying nodded.

"Isn't it inconvenient for you to be there?"

"No, they are all young people, Xiaoqiu's brother returned to China and brought two friends over, Xiaoqiu and two junior high school classmates came to find them, everyone is very happy together."

"Junior high school classmates? Didn't you say that Xiaoqiu junior high school was not allowed to mention it? ”

"Mom, maybe it's a good thing this time. Okay, don't ask so much, what do you want to tell me, mysterious. ”

"I mean Cheng Ke, I look at this kid than before, it's a earth-shaking change, you don't know, how careful he is to Xiaobao, your father and I both think, Xiaobao If there is such a father, the two of us are really holding our heads and laughing, even if we die, we can close our eyes......"

"Mom, what are you talking about, the key problem is that he is not Xiaobao's father." Qu Yingying cut off her mother's words.

"I think he means 10,000 willingly, you just need to nod, even if you try it first, this thing is ......" Li Ping looked at her daughter's face, and the more she spoke, the quieter her voice became.

"Mom, do you think this is a child's house? Besides, don't you have any information in your heart? What do people have to do with us? What do I have to deserve him? ”

"You kid, mom just talk about ......"

Outside, Xiaobao began to knock on the door and shouted: "Mom, why are you not okay, we have all laid out the flying chess, you come and ......"

"Okay, mom is here." Qu Yingying raised her voice in response.

"You go out well, don't give people a ......," Li Ping muttered quietly after her daughter.

Xiaobao was satisfied with playing flying chess, and asked while playing, "Mom, did Dabao Xiaobao go to Aunt Xiaoqiu's house this time?" ”

"No, they're going to wait for Xiaobao to go together. Your Aunt Xiaoqiu has installed the swing you want, but it's beautiful, next time you go, Xiaobao can swing on the swing. ”

"Really, great, Mom, what kind of swing did Aunt Xiaoqiu put for me? Is it big or not? Can I sit with Dabao and Xiaobao? ”

"It's a brown swing, big enough to sit the three of you."

"Mom, why didn't you show me the video? Did you take a picture of me? ”

"When mom wants to video you talk to you, you say you're going to play chess, right? Otherwise, wait for your mother to make an appointment with Aunt Xiaoqiu, and let Aunt Xiaoqiu video with you, okay? ”

"Okay, oh, Mom, you're shaking another six, you don't want to call my plane back......"

After eating, Cheng Ke told Xiaobao a story and coaxed him to take a nap. The two old men also took a nap, the living room was quiet, and when Cheng Ke came out of Xiaobao's room, Qu Yingying was sitting on the sofa waiting for him.

Cheng Ke cleared his throat and said, "Otherwise, let's go sit outside, I have something to say to you." ”

Of course, Qu Yingying knew that it was not a way to hide like this, so she had to nod and follow Cheng Ke out of the door.

When Qu Yingying came back from the capital, she took a fancy to this community, the community environment is very good, the air is good, across the road is the lake, there are beautiful green belts and walking trails by the lake, which is very suitable for living.

The two of them slowly walked out of the community and walked along the promenade. At this time, there are almost no people on the trail, the sky after the rain is as blue as being washed by water, the breeze blows across the lake, and the heart is much wider when you look at the past.

Qu Yingying said softly: "Thank you, Cheng Ke, but, we can't do it anymore, you go back." ”

"How could we not be? I know that I was sorry for you in the past, but I really never forgot you, so you forgive me this time, okay? ”

"You know it's in the past, why are you mentioning it now?"

"I want to mention, it took me so many years to muster up the courage to come back to you, and if I don't make it clear to you, I won't leave." Cheng Ke suddenly walked in front of Qu Yingying and stopped her.

Qu Yingying stopped and looked up, Cheng Ke's eyes were full of determination and remorse, and she smiled and said, "Okay, then you can say it, I'll listen." ”

"That day, I was dizzy, and that's what I thought about later, I should call the urge of puberty, which is simply the effect of hormones. I was very flustered, really, I knew very well that I liked you, loved you, even when I was with her, that, I didn't even turn on the lights, I was still thinking about you. ”

On the first night of summer in the south, the heat has not yet dissipated, and the sweltering heat indoors is a little breathless. Cheng Ke took Han Lu to his home to use the bathroom, and his parents were on the rooftop to cool off, and there was no one at home.

Han Lu's eyes were as bright as stars in the light, she was a little nervous and shy, but she confessed to Cheng Ke in general. The well-developed girl, her body exuded a fragrant fragrance after bathing, she took the initiative to kiss Cheng Ke, and the two young people felt a strange stimulation in the strong youthful atmosphere, and instinct had overcome reason.

They completed the possession and dedication of youth in a panic, and the tremors in the dark night made them suddenly think of real problems after they were satisfied, especially Cheng Ke, whether he was bumped into by his parents or known by Qu Yingying, he was so scared that they took off the last clothes in the darkness of his room, but they didn't have the courage to turn on the light and get dressed properly.

So, those two T-shirts with subtle differences, in front of Qu Yingying, cruelly exposed the message of their betrayal.

The speculation that has been haunting Qu Yingying's heart for many years has finally been confirmed. Although she had already decided it, when she heard the truth from the mouth of the person concerned, she still remembered Yu Chuan's words: A man is a lower body animal.

Qu Yingying sneered slightly, her face flushed pale.

Cheng Ke saw the expression on Qu Yingying's face change and change, but he still insisted on the next thing: "The next morning, I saw you staring at the clothes I was wearing with her, and my face turned pale, my heart was just that kind of wild beating, like I had a heart attack, you know?" I wanted to go to you many times, confess my mistakes to you, and want you to forgive me, but every time I walked downstairs to your house, I remembered the look in your eyes that day, and I flinched again.

Later, when I heard my mom say that your grades have improved by leaps and bounds, I wondered, did I delay you before, if it wasn't for me, you should have been able to get into a better university, and I backed down again.

Later, when you went to the capital for the university entrance examination, I knew that I had no hope anymore, so I simply went to the plateau to teach. At that time, Han Lu came to me to the place where I was teaching, and she taught there with me for half a year. Then I heard that you were married.

You got married so suddenly, I don't hide it from you, I've been inquiring about you, they said, you didn't even talk to a boyfriend during college, how could you suddenly get married? I thought about it over and over again, I wonder if you heard that Han Lu was teaching with me, so you got married in a hurry.

But at that time, you were already married, and I regretted it to death, and I hated myself to the point of madness. Actually, Han Lu and I really didn't have anything to do at that time, but I told her to leave, but she refused to go, and then I simply changed places to teach.

Then I heard that you had given birth, and I was completely dead and never asked for your news again.

Life on the plateau was very simple, and the children needed a teacher like me very much, so I made up my mind to stay there for the rest of my life.

But a while ago, my mother suddenly called me and said that you are divorced. I really can't describe to you how I felt at the time, but no matter what, I feel like I'm alive again. This time, I said to myself, if I don't dare to stand in front of you, I really don't deserve to be a man. ”

After Cheng Ke said this, he suddenly felt a sense of relief. It turned out that those heavy years that were pressed on the bottom of my heart just wanted to tell the person in front of me. Although she is no longer as shy as she used to be, she has a shy response, a bright smile, a soft voice, and a cool voice, but she can make his little hands burn like a fire and let him hold them in the palm of his hand.

Those once hazy and real beauty, across the green years, after a long time, will still shine in the memory, overlapping on the woman in front of whom has become mature, rational and resilient, shining brightly.

But the bitterness of life has taught Qu Yingying that reason and calmness can face problems. When the doubts of the past were spread out in front of her like that, she was not relieved.

Qu Yingying was silent for a long time under Cheng Ke's scorching gaze before saying: "You and I, now that we are cars on two tracks, we have missed the place where we meet, and it is impossible to turn back......"