Chapter 21
If the parents have done something detrimental to the child, the victim should not hold a grudge.
If that person dares to harbor resentment in his heart, it is a great unfilial piety.
But he didn't agree with it after dying once, and in the final analysis, it was difficult to settle.
Why can't you even be upset in your heart?
Is this treating him as a person?
It's still a senseless existence!
It's very unpleasant.
Why did they abandon him.
Is it reasonable to be a parent who is not responsible at all?
I didn't discuss it with him when I left, and I didn't say a word.
ran away silently, so that he was almost burned to death in the fire.
He woke up when the fire reached the vicinity, supporting the sick body and screaming.
With the last of his strength, he ran to find them, only to find that it was an empty room.
He fainted in despair and was almost burned alive.
Fortunately, a rain came and extinguished the fire in the town.
He had a chance to survive.
Stay in the town without giving up.
I hope that the ruthless father and mother will come back to pick him up.
But it turned out to be just his fantasy.
He didn't wait for his father and mother who came and went.
The whole town was abandoned, and he alone was like being abandoned by the whole world.
Later, I couldn't even find anything to eat, so I had to leave the town and look for something else to eat.
As a result, he met the Jin people, and he met the barbarians without dying, and after being caught, he died after suffering some humiliation.
This memory made him unable to become a family that loved each other again with his former father and mother. He really couldn't do it.
Every time I think of them, I wonder if they will abandon him again. After being abandoned once, I couldn't trust them anymore in my heart.
Even if he felt that even if he found them, he might be abandoned again, which might make him completely resist them from the heart.
The heart was broken, covered with scars, and the question hurt at the touch of it, and there was no place for them anymore.
Since they all want to love their cousins, let them become a family that loves each other.
He said slowly, "Before I died, I swore not to be their son. ”
It turned out to be an oath! Ling Xiao knew that the ancients attached great importance to oaths.
Looking at the dimmed eyes of the original owner, Ling Xiao sighed.
She understands the original owner's mood very well, and she understands it very well.
The original owner and they have a large diaphragm.
There's no going back to the way things were.
Although he didn't say much.
But the whole body language carries a kind of resistance.
He didn't want to go back to them, it was a way to protect himself.
"But Ru'an, this means that the way you want to go, there is no family help."
Ling Xiao looked at the original owner seriously, afraid that he would regret it in the future, because the class gap was relatively large.
Fortunately, in the troubled times, what identity is not too important in Ling Xiao's opinion, and he is still thinking about how to survive.
Even so, she still had to remind the original owner that what he had given up was an identity that many people had dreamed of, and she didn't want him to regret it in the future.
"If you give up your paternal and maternal connections, your identity cannot be proven, and you are not even a Hanshi."
The original owner listened to Ling Xiao's words, looked at Ling Xiao with big eyes, still stubborn, and pursed his mouth.
Yikes! Ling Xiao sighed silently, this kid didn't want to see it, it was really embarrassing!
If he was willing to go south to find his parents, it would save Ling Xiao's strength.
"I swore that I would never go back, no matter how much I suffered."
The speaker raised his head with a haughty expression.
Ling Xiao smiled slightly after looking at it.
The kid held on.
Forget it, just take a look!
She had no intention of dissuading the original owner's thoughts.
Although he made a decision that may be regretted in the future.
But she didn't say these frustrating words in the end, and the original owner's psychology was still very fragile.
What happened to the original owner is really miserable, and if you must persuade the original owner to forgive them, maybe your heart will be twisted and blackened.
Forget it, since they gave up on him early, they will take another path, and after hundreds of years, the family will eventually decline, and he just needs to live well.
"A person's good family background is very important, I hope you don't regret it, you must know that in this world, there is no regret medicine for sale."
After listening to Ling Xiao's words, the original owner pouted, did he regret it? He had the idea of crying.
He looked at Ling Xiao and still held back his tears, he had already cried twice.
So he can't cry, he has to live with a smile.
He could feel Ling Xiao's kindness.
"I understand."
Yes, I really understand.
He paused as he spoke.
"But I still stand by what I just said."
With firmness on his little face, he would rather endure hardship than go back.
What to do when you go back? Go and see their family of three loving each other?
Maybe if he doesn't go back, they'll still think about him, and if he does, they'll just feel at ease.
has a son and a nephew, no matter how you look at it, they are harmonious and beautiful, but he is unwilling, and would rather they correspond.
Ling Xiao looked at him for a while and nodded, "Okay, I just hope you can remember what you said yourself." ”
"There is a sentence I want to tell you, the path you choose, then no matter how hard and tired you are, you have to finish it on your knees, you have to think clearly."
Of course, there are words later, but Ling Xiao didn't say it, that is, the prince will have a kind of Xiangning? At the beginning, Xiao He was not a descendant of a big man, but because of Xiao He. came out of a big family - Lanling Xiao family.
Even Xiao He's descendants have several emperors and prime ministers, and if it is really a cow, Ling Xiao will not care if the original owner does not return to the family.
But in line with the principle of being responsible for the original owner, she told the matter several times, trying to make him understand that he would regret it when he grew up.
Many people just like to regret, and after suffering hardship, they think that it would be good if they didn't do it at the beginning, but unfortunately there is no regret medicine.
If there really is a so-called regret medicine, I am afraid that it is the best-selling drug in the world, and it will even be priceless.
The thought that the original owner would sigh in her ear all day in the future gave her a headache.
In this case, she will definitely beat people up and make him nag.
The original owner thought for a while before saying, "I know." ”
Ling Xiao smiled slightly and looked at the scroll in his hand.
"Ru'an, since that road is impossible."
"Well, we're going to have to take another path now."
"If you can help others, you can help them, this is a connection." Ling Xiao said slowly.
The original owner hummed softly after hearing this, and there was no interface, because he didn't quite understand Ling Xiao's plan yet.
I saw Ling Xiao pick up the things he had used just now, and check the scroll again.
The original owner looked at the so-called scroll curiously, and the handwriting was different.
"The two of us don't have the same words." He said.
"Yes, you can write it yourself in the future."
"Me?" The original owner shook his hand again and again.
Ling Xiao said to him, "Ru'an, you have to remember what I said below. ”
The original owner was suddenly suppressed, and he pursed his lips and looked at Ling Xiao with a somewhat frightened expression.
"Since you are going to take a more difficult path, you must have the ability, from now on, you must be ready to turn what I have done into your own ability, such as archery, such as making special medicines."
"You have to remember everything that has happened all the time, and learn a lot of capital that can make you live on your own, you have to work hard to learn well, and I believe you will be able to learn well."
The original owner is a little enlightened, and he feels that the intensity of his study is greater than before, can he do it? He asked himself.
"You will definitely be able to do it, Xiao Langjun, if you don't succeed, you will become benevolent!"
Hearing this, the original owner felt very difficult.
But Ling Xiao thinks it is necessary.
Ling Xiao intends to teach many things to the original owner.
in order to increase his ability to survive in troubled times.
Ling Xiao still planned what he wanted to teach the original owner, and he also made a special plan.
The original owner was stunned when he first saw the beginning, how could he not have thought of learning so many things?
He used to mainly study, the so-called six arts of gentlemen, he hasn't had much contact with more, how do you feel that this fairy sister has given him more homework?
He found that he still had to practice his skills, and in troubled times, he advocated force, and it was very important to use force if he wanted to survive.
He still understands this very well, and plans to work hard to learn well in his heart.
Only by learning this ability well can he live a nourishing life.
The original owner secretly made up his mind in his heart to practice hard.
Ling Xiao then made a plan.
The big cat stays aside.
Some were lazily half-lying.
Its ears stand up, and it sometimes turns a few times.
In this way, other sounds can be heard early, even if you can't hear them, you can feel them.
Ling Xiao is writing her own plan, and she hopes to help the original owner live a good life in the future.
Fortunately, she has experience in camping, so the chance of living in the wild is relatively large, and there are a lot of things.
Of course, there is a big problem, how to solve the problem of household registration? You can't really become a homeless person.
Fortunately, she got something, and she couldn't make up her mind for a while.
What should I do to be more satisfying?
Fraud has not been done.
"Forget it, let's talk about this slowly."
"Anyway, there's a lot of stuff in the dead man's pile, maybe you can use it."
Thinking of this, Ling Xiao began to prepare for rest, and she found that it was getting dark.
Find a more suitable place to prepare for rest, she brought a lot of insect repellent medicine, if it saves a lot of effort.
Since the original owner woke up, his mood swings were relatively strong, so he was tired and fell asleep quickly. After Ling Xiao packed everything, he was also ready to rest.
And the place where I chose to rest was in the tree, there were big cats, there were no wild beasts, but it was also safe.
After a few days, the original owner finally began to adapt to this free-range lifestyle.
Ling Xiao should find a suitable place to live as soon as possible during this time.
Because the weather is getting colder day by day.
You can't sleep in the open in winter.
After it was relatively stable, the original owner began to learn.
The original owner was very willing to learn from Ling Xiao and practice his body.
Fortunately, he is a boy, and he still prefers to dance with knives and sticks.
In this process, his temperament returned to normal, and he gradually became cheerful, no longer crying.
Ling Xiao, who had always been paying attention to the original owner, breathed a sigh of relief at the moment, and the child finally recovered.
Judging from the recovery of the original owner, it is quite good, nightmares are rarely done, and it seems that the nerves are relatively thick.
Some people are naturally extremely sensitive, and the same thing, in the case of a guy with a big nerve, that is, depressed, but if it is encountered by someone with an extremely emotional temperament, I am afraid that I will not be able to step forward, and I will be depressed.