Chapter 30: Emotions of Adults
Zhang Heng returned to the side where he lived, and Li Guangming was sitting in the lounge on the second floor, staring at the TV inattentively, not actually knowing what he was thinking. When he heard his wife's footsteps, he came back to his senses and asked, "Are you back?" ”
"Well, Xiaoqiu was called by Ning Ye to buy flower cakes, and I chatted with Zhou Ting for a few words."
"Mom, you're back?" Li Yun walked out of the bedroom and said.
"Are you really in trouble? Or is it deliberately scolding your sister? Zhang Heng glared at Li Yundao.
"Why don't you take a look at my computer, it's steaming, and the email that just sent out." Li Yun smiled bitterly.
"Forget it, I'm too lazy to bother with you. What about Banxia and Xiaoshan? ”
"Banxia was drunk like a dead dog, asleep, and Xiaoshan seemed to be playing a game."
"How?"
"And they are poor and accustomed. Mom, did you find it, among Xiaoqiu's friends, that Zhou Ting is the most powerful. ”
"How?" Zhang Heng asked with some surprise.
Li Yun told the previous story, "I just asked, she smiled so much that I couldn't speak, and I could only give her a thumbs up." Mom, did you ask for anything? ”
"You have to ask this, and I won't tell you if you want me." As he spoke, he talked about what he had talked to Zhou Ting about before.
Li Guangming said thoughtfully: "This girl's vision, knowledge, and heart are not bad, I think she is quite right, and this matter is not in a hurry, just like that, let's wait and see what happens." I looked at Ning Ye and Xiaoqiu's eyes today, it seemed that he really cared, they are all people of this age, get married early, and the children will be able to go to middle school, so let's not get involved too much. ”
"I'm not afraid of Xiaoqiu, don't you remember what Xiaoqiu looked like at that time?" Zhang Heng sighed and said.
"At that time, Xiaoqiu was still young, and now, she is not the same person she used to be. You are too, you don't have to worry about whether your child is in love or not, at this age, you won't be so fragile, don't worry! Li Guangming comforted.
"Hey, I can't manage it if I want to, I went to sleep, and I didn't sleep at noon. Li Yun, you wait for your sister. Zhang Heng instructed.
"Mom, why didn't you tell me to wait for her when she was flying all over the world? How old are you, you are so wide-minded. Li Yun muttered.
"I don't care if she's not in front of me, she's a girl, it's different from you......"
As soon as Li Yun saw that Zhang Heng began to nag, he immediately surrendered: "Okay, okay, I'll wait at the gate, okay." ”
Long Shanshan took a bath, dried her hair, and saw that Zhou Ting was still there patting her face, and said in disgust: "The time you spend on your face every day is probably half of your life, a waste of life." ”
"Ha, you didn't waste your time on your face, you just wasted it all on the bed, you look at you, no matter how fat you go, you don't have an eye, people have to have requirements for themselves." Zhou Ting said even more disgusted.
"Could it be that your requirements for yourself over the years are all in your heart?" Long Shanshan yawned.
"That's not a little bit of heart, like we do business, isn't it just that we are sold and help people count the money?" Zhou Ting replied casually.
"I mean, what you said to Xiaoqiu and their family today, I really admire them."
"What did I say?"
"yes, it seems to say something, but when I think about it, I don't say anything."
"If you think about it, you can figure it out, it doesn't look like you're stupid at home."
"But I don't understand, her brother and her aunt, it hurts her so much, why don't you say anything?"
"There are some things that the parties themselves don't want to bring up again, so why are we going to uncover that scar? And it's all in the past, and what should be past should be let pass. Could it be that we finally found Xiaoqiu again, just to reveal her old wounds? ”
Long Shanshan suddenly sat up from the quilt and said with emotion: "Eh, Tingting, I found that you are really, this reason." Xiaoqiu seems to be a little unable to get out, I didn't expect that she is still single, no matter how good a man is, it won't be. ”
"You know what. I'm going to meet someone like that, and I won't forget it until I die. ”
"You know something, they were good back then, but why don't I feel so mysterious?"
Zhou Ting smoothed out the mask on her face, and said in a low voice: "At that time, I often didn't want to go home, so I slept on the bed in Xiaoqiu's bedroom, she usually stayed at Long Hao's house at night. You also know the situation of our family, I was sensible for a long time, and once I told her that if she got pregnant like this, it would not be good. She told me that Long Hao had done everything with her, but he didn't really want her. ”
The more Long Shanshan listened, her eyes widened: "Impossible, if there is nothing at all, how can you not forget it like this?" ”
"That's why I say you're a fool, and that's where it comes in. But I didn't understand at the time, so I asked her, and she said that he said at first that she was too young, which was not good, and then he couldn't hide, so he said that he was reluctant. Xiaoqiu said that she actually knew in her heart that he had always told her to study hard, not because he was abandoned, she was afraid that she would go to college in the future, and he would separate from her...... Zhou Ting recalled.
Long Shanshan was silent for a long time after listening to this, and said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "You can't taste this matter, if you think about it like this, it's true, I can't help but have a sour nose." Long Hao's house lives in front of my house, I know him when I am a child, people like him, Xiaoqiu and him before, he is the same as that, and the one who follows him every other time is not the same, I can't recognize it. Since he had Xiaoqiu, my God, he looked at Xiaoqiu's eyes, and sighed......"
"There are still some things, very complicated, you can't figure it out after telling you, anyway, hey, people have been gone for so many years, don't mention it......" Zhou Ting sighed.
Long Shanshan's attention was elsewhere: "Hey, you say, if he is still alive and Xiaoqiu really goes to college, will they be separated?" ”
"Aren't you talking nonsense? Hey, but although you are talking nonsense, I also thought about this question, I didn't have an answer at the time, but now I can tell you with certainty that they will definitely be together. You see that Xiaoqiu is silent, but she is actually very powerful. The key is that Long Hao's mind is all on her. Zhou Ting affirmed.
The two didn't speak for a long time, and Zhou Ting suddenly jumped up: "You dead woman, I forgot to remove the mask, you go to sleep first, I'll wash my face." ”
Yu Chuan saw that Zhang Shuqiu had not come back, so he sent a message in the group, Zhang Shuqiu sat on the side of the road in that large field, and replied to the message that they should sleep first.
Zhang Shuqiu looked at the sky in the distance, although the stars were bright, but under the incomparably bright moonlight tonight, they were so blurry. She took a deep breath, and she remembered that the first time that person kissed her, it was also on such a moonlit night.
There was a tall acacia tree outside the window of his house, and the acacia flowers were in full bloom at that time, swaying in the wind outside the window like small pink fans.
The lamp was dim, she was sitting at the desk in the window doing her homework, he was sitting on the bed in the back looking at her, she looked up by chance, and saw him looking at her in the glass, smiling very brightly. She turned around and asked, "Why are you sitting there by yourself and laughing like a fool?" ”
"I can't help but laugh when I see you doing your homework seriously."
Zhang Shuqiu threw the pen in his hand to him, and said with a smile: "You are still laughing, I am so ridiculous when I write an assignment?" Didn't you tell me to study seriously? ”
He took the pen, sat up from the bed, sent it to her hand, and suddenly looked at her fixedly: "Xiaoqiu, what to do, I want to kiss you." ”
Zhang Shuqiu took the pen, but he made a lot of effort, jumped off the bed, leaned over and kissed her, gently, shallowly, slowly, he picked her up from the chair with one hand, and pulled the curtain with the other, blocking the flickering acacia flowers outside that were blown by the wind.
He gently lowered her to the table and sat down, then put her on the floor and leaned against the closet beside her, but he was never willing to leave her.
The kiss went from shallow to intense, to a light peck, and that's how he made her breathless, and her face turned crimson. I don't know how long it took for him to let go of her, when she opened her eyes, her eyes were bright as if they were about to drip water, he smiled brightly, he looked at her like that, the thumb of his right hand rubbed the crimson on her face, and said softly: "My Xiaoqiu has grown up, and her eyes can speak......"
She suddenly became shy, but she covered it up: "You, why are you so skilled?" How many people have you practiced with? ”
He suddenly laughed: "It's all your fault, and I didn't show up earlier, so I didn't have the opportunity to grow together with you." ”
Zhang Shuqiu's hand on his waist suddenly squeezed the muscles on his waist through his clothes: "Are you ......still reasonable?"
He shouted presumptuously and exaggeratedly: "The princess is merciful, it is the fault of the little one, and the little one will never dare to ...... again."
She slapped one hand on his chest, he reached over it, the other hand around her neck, and lowered her head again, she raised her head to meet him......
She remembered that she could see very clearly, the boundless pampering in his eyes, and his eyes were full of her, but now, she looked along the field like white smoke, and looked into the distance in the moonlight, and it was blurred......
Ning Ye sat next to her, watching her somewhat messy hair cover her face, revealing only the bridge of her nose and two eyes, as well as the dazed distraction in her eyes.
Looking at her sitting there in a daze, Ning Ye suddenly understood why she was always willing to float outside alone all these years, because she didn't want to face those who loved and cared about her, as well as those pasts that she might not dare to think of again.
Sometimes, it hurts too much, and a temporary escape is the best choice, after all, time will hand over the most suitable answer to everything.
Ning Ye's mobile phone rang suddenly, it was Li Yun's message, Ning Ye said cautiously while replying to the message: "Xiaoqiu, let's go back, it's windy outside, everyone should be asleep at this time." ”
After a long time, Zhang Shuqiu cleared his throat and said coldly: "Just now, I'm sorry to treat you as someone else." ”
These words pierced down like a knife, and Ning Ye's heart ached, but he could only smile bitterly: "Xiaoqiu, we are not children anymore, can't we tell the difference between reality and illusion?" ”
"Just because I'm not a child anymore, I'm more sure that I have my past that I can't forget, you, don't come to me again."
Ning Ye's face was even more bitter, he stretched out his hands and pulled Zhang Shuqiu's thin shoulders towards him, and said softly and seriously and resolutely: "You have your past that you can't forget, how can you ask me to forget my past?" And your past is really gone, and my past is right in front of me. And, how can you be so sure that you're treating me like someone else? Don't be in a hurry to answer, we have time, and I'll let you see it slowly. ”
Zhang Shuqiu looked at Ning Ye's eyes, and couldn't help but want to turn his head, he took a deep breath and shook his head, as if he wanted to say goodbye to the out-of-control emotions just now. She didn't know what was wrong with her, how she could suddenly lose control, and even remember something so long ago that she seemed to have forgotten.
Ning Ye suddenly laughed, and said loudly: "The two of us, like children who skip class and fall in love, sit in the field and quarrel......
Zhang Shuqiu laughed at Ning Ye's words, and joked, "You have ever done such a thing?" ”
"I wanted to do it, but I didn't do it."
"Caught by the teacher?"
Ning Ye shook his head with a smile and said, "The biggest rebellion in my adolescence was one day when I didn't do my homework and read a martial arts novel. ”
"That's pathetic." Zhang Shuqiu said with great sympathy.
"I also think it's boring, and it's boring to follow the track every day, moving forward."
"Ha, do you know how many people can't envy it?"
"That's it, looking at other people's lives, it's all about seeing flowers in the fog, and what you can't get is the best, but in fact, everyone has their own troubles, and my troubles are that life is too lonely, and there is no one to quarrel."
"It's true, I'm alone abroad all the year round, and sometimes I can't find anyone to talk to for days, which is very uncomfortable."
"It's okay, it's a phone call, but the most uncomfortable thing is that I can't find someone to eat with. So at that time, every time your brother came to grab food with me, I ate the most deliciously. ”
"Do you also have times when you can't find anyone to eat? I thought it was only me. Zhang Shuqiu was surprised.
"Actually, didn't you notice? The two of us are still quite similar, such as being obsessed with certain things, such as being cold on the outside and hot on the inside......"
"Are you cold on the outside and hot on the inside? Why didn't I feel it? Do you know what they say about you? Not smiling, not approaching......"
"What do people want to say, do you feel that I am quite hot." Ning Ye hugged Zhang Shuqiu, who was a little shivering with cold, into his arms, and continued: "Don't move, I'll give you warmth, otherwise you should catch a cold." ”
"Won't you go back?"
"I suddenly don't want to go back, I just want to hold you like this, it's good, if only there was a bed quilt, we can sit here together and wait for the sunrise."
"You're going back to life, aren't you?"
"I want to do everything I didn't do during the rebellious period with you, why do I have to be less than others for those two years."
Zhang Shuqiu smiled and said, "I don't want to go crazy with you for two years." ”
Ning Ye hugged Zhang Shuqiu a little tighter and said, "Then what did you do during your rebellious period?" Tell me about it. ”
"That's a lot, you can't copy it now, such as running away from home, such as fighting with classmates......"
"No wonder, your broom skills were practiced at that time? You've made a name for yourself. You're really a bit embarrassed for me, I'm now full of food and my family is not hungry, and I can't find a home if I want to run away from home. Not to mention classmates, the closest one is your brother, but I and him, at most, it's okay to have a verbal fight. Ning Ye said regretfully.
Zhang Shuqiu teased: "I'm fighting with a male classmate, so you have to find a female classmate to become a ......"
Ning Ye laughed out loud......
Zhang Shuqiu shook his head and said: "It's a pity, we are already adults, we can't go back to the past, and we can't let our emotions get out of control, I'm sorry, thank you!" ”