Since the last time she met Zhao Bin, she has seen him almost every day in the next few days, but every time she meets, she finds that the joy of meeting her first love again is fading a little. She felt that her current situation was like the process of slowly calming down after walking across a single-plank bridge, and every time she saw each other, the feeling of her heartbeat racing decreased by a point, and after five or six times, she found that she didn't even have that feeling of a fawn running around when she remembered that first love. But Zhao Bin seems to be the complete opposite, happier than he meets every time, so every time he meets, his radiant expression makes her feel more guilty, and she blames herself more than once in her heart for why she treats her first love like this, how can she be so unaffectionate, how can she like another person without authorization when her first love still likes herself?

As for Ouyang Lu, not only did she dare not face him now, but she also didn't dare to think of him, because every time she recalled his miserable and disappointed expression at that time, she felt distressed. In fact, now she knows that she is more afraid in her heart, afraid that he will no longer like her or even take care of herself again.

What should I do, my heart hurts so much! However, it's not anyone's fault, it's all my fault, whoever made me like two people at the same time, this is God's punishment, maybe I'll be so distressed to death or not...

She was crazy and cranky, and finally blamed herself for all the faults. In the next few days, she couldn't eat or sleep well, and it didn't take long for her to catch a cold, and she still didn't get better after three days of hanging water. Because of avoiding Ouyang Lu and the dormitory, she and Yin Hongmei have basically not seen each other much since the beginning of the school year.

"Gu Xinyuan, someone is looking for it!"

Gu Xinyuan, who was lying on the table, raised his head blankly, looked at the female classmate who was talking to him, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Who?" ”

The female classmate shook her head and said, "A girl with long hair, I don't know either, it's at the entrance of the building, don't you know it yourself?" ”

Gu Xinyuan thanked the female classmate, came to the entrance of the building suspiciously, and found that the person who came turned out to be Yin Hongmei, and couldn't help but feel aggrieved, her eyes were red and rushed up to hug her, and without waiting for the other party to speak, she whimpered and cried.

"What's wrong?" Yin Hongmei's heart tightened, her eyes also turned red, she gently patted her friend's back, and asked softly, "Did something happen?" If there's anything you're not happy about, you can tell me. ”

"Woo woo woo ......" Gu Xinyuan felt more and more aggrieved because of Yin Hongmei's thoughtful words, she hugged the other party's arm tightly and cried loudly.

"Oh, what's going on? What's wrong with this? Gu Xinyuan's sad cry made Yin Hongmei's scalp tingle from crying, and her already burdened heart was even more suspended, and she asked anxiously: "Don't cry first, tell me what's going on, I'm dying." ”

Gu Xinyuan sobbed and straightened up, looking at the anxious look on Yin Hongmei's face, he didn't know where to start for a while, so he had to say, "It's nothing, it's just a cold..."

"Hey!" Yin Hongmei took Gu Xinyuan's hand, sighed helplessly, and said, "You won't cry like this because of a cold." However, if you don't want to say it, I will never force you, and I will say it when you want to-"

"Actually," Gu Xinyuan interrupted Yin Hongmei's words, bit her lower lip and paused, "It's not because of a cold. Is it because of other things, can you listen to me? ”

Yin Hongmei smiled and said, "Let's go back to the dormitory!" No one else went back to our dorm today, and I took the key! ”

The two of them came to dormitory No. 214 on the second floor, Yin Hongmei opened the door, let Gu Xinyuan sit on the side of her bed, and started the conversation. After Gu Xinyuan carefully explained what had happened these days and what she was thinking in her heart, she asked without confidence: "Do you think I'm dirty?" I don't even know what to do right now. ”

"I didn't expect these things to happen after that day, I didn't even know." Yin Hongmei sighed, rubbed her forehead in disappointment, and said apologetically: "I thought that you just knew Ouyang Lu's intentions, and I was afraid that you would be too shy to face it for a while, so I didn't go to you." Sorry, I should have come to you sooner. ”

Gu Xinyuan shook his head and said, "It's not your fault, it's my own problem." ”

Yin Hongmei pondered for a while and asked, "Then you said that you met your first love again, is it true?" But, but didn't you say last time that you didn't remember what your first love looked like? "When I was in the first semester of high school, because I was curious, I asked about Gu Xinyuan's first love alone, and after learning that the so-called first love of the other party was someone who didn't know what he looked like, he was relieved - after all, a person who doesn't know his appearance can appear again, not to say, even if he does, he may not be able to recognize it. However, I didn't calculate that this "first love" really came out now, and it was someone Gu Xinyuan knew, which was really troublesome!

Gu Xinyuan pursed his mouth and said pitifully: "It's just that it's troublesome when you see it!" What's even more troublesome is that I'm now feeling like I'm excited about both of them! ”

"But how can you be sure that he is your first love?" Yin Hongmei looked at Gu Xinyuan with questioning eyes, smiled lightly, and said in a mocking tone: "It's not that I said you, how can you, a person whose face is so blind that he can't even recognize his old classmates, recognize a first love who doesn't even know his appearance?" I think it's incredible! I said, are you mistaken? ”

"Impossible!" Gu Xinyuan said with great certainty, staring at Yin Hongmei's eyes seriously, folding his hands and counting: "He is still wearing the same down jacket as he was at that time, wearing the same hat, and wearing the same scarf!" ”

"This, you're really, haha, what kind of evidence is this? No kidding, okay? Yin Hongmei waved her hand speechlessly, and said with some amusement: "His family is very poor, or he hasn't grown tall?" How can you say that it's been almost three years, and you're still wearing the same clothes, you can't say it, right? ”

"I didn't say it was exactly the same! That's it, almost! Looking at Yin Hongmei's increasingly suspicious eyes, Gu Xinyuan swore and said, "He is really my first love!" Because the look in his eyes was exactly the same as when we first met in the snow, there was no difference at all! It's true. ”

"This, I'm afraid-" Yin Hongmei wanted to say something more, but looking at the sure look in her friend's eyes, she could only reluctantly accept: "That, that's okay." Even if he's your first love. As soon as the words changed, she said seriously: "Didn't you say that every time you see that Zhao Bin once, your heartbeat will be a little less?" Does that mean that you don't like him now, but you just take the joy of reuniting your old classmates as heartbeat? ”

"No! Every time I think of that encounter in the snow, I am moved, and this kind of heartbeat is definitely not fake. Gu Xinyuan recalled the scene at that time, his face was red again, and he said with a serious expression: "And Zhao Bin is really studying hard for me, I can't just send people away with a fluttering 'I don't like it', right?" What if I really say I don't like him anymore and he's a bastard again? It can't be like this, absolutely not! Remembering that her grandparents told her to be kind to others on weekdays, she couldn't refuse Zhao Bin ruthlessly.

"Then you let Ouyang Lu challenge your senior, and let Ouyang Lu tell him, 'If you don't defeat me, you are not allowed to like Gu Xinyuan', in this way, doesn't your senior have a goal?"

"This is indeed a good way, but-" Gu Xinyuan said dejectedly: "Ouyang Lu seems to have given up on me now, maybe he has begun to hate me, it may not be ......"

Yin Hongmei glanced at Gu Xinyuan with a wicked smile and said, "Haha, this is the main reason why you are sad, right?" ”

Gu Xinyuan lowered his head suddenly, did not speak, but his face turned red all of a sudden.

"It's fine. Xinyuan, don't worry about this! Yin Hongmei said with a smile, "That guy Ouyang Lu has deeper feelings for you than you think, so he will definitely not be angry with you." ”

"Really?" The corners of Gu Xinyuan's mouth showed a smile that was difficult to hide, she pursed her lips shyly, thought about it for a while, and said nervously: "However, I still don't know how to face him!" What should I say first thing when I meet him? Also, what kind of expression should I put on? Besides, what if he doesn't accept it if he knows that I like two people at the same time? ”。

"Hey! I don't know! I think you'd better take one step at a time! Hey, you said that you're a girl who thinks about spring, if you don't think about it, you think about it, you think about it, you think about it, you're really speechless! ”

"Don't laugh at me!" Gu Xinyuan looked down at the electronic watch on his wrist, and stood up with a bang: "It's so late!" Let's go back quickly! ”

Yin Hongmei pulled Gu Xinyuan's arm, glanced at the electronic watch symbolically, and said, "It's really a little late, let's go quickly!" ”

The two of them trotted all the way to the position between the two teaching buildings, only to relax their hearts, take a big breath of fresh air for a while, and after saying goodbye to each other, they walked to their respective teaching buildings left and right.

"Heart!" After taking two steps, Yin Hongmei suddenly turned around and called Gu Xinyuan, and when the other party turned his face to look at herself, she said softly: "Or, let's eat together in the future, right?" ”

Gu Xinyuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded vigorously, and said with a smile: "Hmm! Good! ”

A simple and sincere sentence made the girl who was lost in her emotions no longer so lonely and afraid, after a long time, she recalled the whole high school era again, recalling the tense study atmosphere that was permeated at that moment, and always remembered the simple words of this best friend who pulled her up from the pain and entanglement, this simple words not only made everything that happened to her easier, but also made the corners of her mouth bloom with a happy smile, and made the memories full of pressure, A little more warmth.