Tang Shijin didn't need to look back, he knew that it was Xiao Tanhua.

She said: "Ten years later, Shen Wei may also want to ask Shen Wei today, whether it is worth it." ”

She glanced at him: "In fact, no matter what you choose, the future is uncertain, but people can't kill themselves on the spot!" One of the big things about life is that it is unknown. ”

Shen Yiyi was silent.

No one knew that on the night of her birthday, there was not only one waiting for her.

He pretended to be drunk and stayed at Sanssouci Villa, waiting all night at the gate of her carp garden, but she never returned.

Shen Yiyi couldn't help it, and said softly: "I just feel sorry for you, you have lost your wealth and fortune, you have great understanding, you have worked hard and done your best, but you have made wedding clothes for others." ”

Tang Shijin was stunned: "Huh? ”

Shen Yiyi looked at her deeply.

Tang Shijin frowned and said, "What do you mean by this?" ”

Before he finished speaking, he heard the sound of horses' hooves, and someone said: "Jin'er! ”

Before Tang Shijin looked back, he felt that his clothes were tight, and he had been pulled to the horse by Yan Baiwei, Tang Shijin looked up at him: "Are you back?" ”

Yan Baiwei said: "What did you tell him? ”

When he asked, Tang Shijin frowned: "I think he has something to say." ”

Yan Baiwei reached out and touched her face: "What did he say?" ”

Tang Shijin said: "He said that I, 'I have lost my wealth and fortune, I have excellent understanding, I have worked hard and done my best, but I have made wedding clothes for others'." ”

Yan Baiwei frowned, and the hand that touched her face was also a meal.

Tang Shijin's eyes slowly fell on his hand, and slowly turned back to his face: "Do you want to tell me something?" ”

Yan Baiwei hesitated for a moment, avoiding her gaze.

Tang Shijin didn't say anything more, just waited quietly.

Then the two went home, and went directly back to Tang Jinjin Courtyard, Tang Shijin said: "Say it." ”

Yan Baiwei spun around and then in a circle.

He said: "Jin'er, I still have urgent things to go out, I just really miss you, so I will come back and see you...... I will definitely be able to come back in three or five days this time, and I'll tell you when I come back, okay? ”

Tang Shijin said coldly: "Say it now." ”

Yan Baiwei coaxed her in a low voice: "Jin'er, you ......"

Tang Shijin slapped the table: "What nonsense!" Lao Tzu asked you to say it now! ”

"Okay, good," Yan Baiwei was helpless, "I said, Jin'er, don't lose your temper, you listen to me......"

He paused for a moment and raised his eyes to look at her: "The current leader of the hermit sect is Zhuang Yu's uncle, and we said that he was moved out of the mountain, but on the condition that I marry Zhuang Zhilan." ”

Tang Shijin looked at him coldly.

Yan Baiwei said softly: "Jin'er, I don't have the slightest affection for Zhuang Zhilan, I haven't even looked at her with my eyes, but the Zhuang family is from the former Han Dynasty, one of the top ten Confucian families, with a thousand-year-old history and a clear name, don't be angry, you listen to me...... If I were a reckless hunter now, I would never care about anything else for the rest of my life, but if we go in that direction now, then, in this process, it is impossible not to involve all kinds of forces, and marriage is the most customary and the most solid way for the family. ”

She stared at him without blinking.

His voice was gentle: "Jin'er, you and I are friends in trouble, how I treat you in my heart, you should understand that no matter what happens, the most important thing in my heart is you...... But this way is inevitable, you know? Moreover, we can also think a little further, if one day, I can achieve great things...... Your life experience will be attacked by everyone, and the person who stands in that position can only be a noble daughter of a family recognized by the ministers, and is not affected by my will, can you understand this? ”

"There are some things that we don't think about, but we have to do that...... I don't want to, but I have to, Jin'er, I know you don't like it, but you should understand that I'm really embarrassed in this matter, Jin'er, you'll help me, won't you? So don't be angry, okay? ”

He looked up at her again.

Tang Shijin did not have the slightest expression on his face.

He reached out and gently held her face: "Jin'er, Jin'er, don't be like this...... You say a word, you say a word, okay? I'm most afraid that you will be angry, and I'm afraid that you will be uncomfortable, so I thought about it for a long time, but Zhuang Yu is right, you are a temper that can't swallow your anger, and I can't bear to be wronged, so I need to have such a noble girl from a family in front of me, do these things that are ushered in, and take care of the back house, isn't it better than your hard work......"

Tang Shijin looked at him quietly.

His voice faded away, and even the face in front of her, the face she liked couldn't see, became more and more unclear.

On the contrary, it was a voice that sounded unusually clearly in my mind: "If you really ask me if you marry a wife, you should choose a woman with a clean family, who must be elegant and dignified, knowledgeable and courteous, and her appearance is secondary." ”

"Look at the family background, because of the family style, since childhood subtle things, will penetrate into the bones, everywhere, and reading is for reason, no matter how rich you are in the world, you can't deny that reading is the right way, you can not read, but to raise future generations, but you can't do without poetry and books......"

"I need such a noble lady to take care of the back house for me......"

"Your life experience will be attacked by everyone, and the one who stands in that position can only be a noble daughter of the family recognized by the ministers......"

The two voices gradually overlapped: "Aren't you just a little gangster picking up garbage to eat?" ”

"This is not the place for you to come......"

"No matter how expensive you wear, you can't cover the sour smell of poverty on your body!"

"You don't really think you can fight with others, do you? What is the family background? What are your origins? ”

She understood.

She understood.

He not only plans to marry Zhuang Zhilan, but also plans to marry a few more.

Because marriage "is the most customary and the strongest way of the family." ”

In fact, he has never changed.

He is such an aboriginal who follows the rules and has a straight male cancer mind.

No wonder when Shen Yiyi said, "I wish to win the hearts of one person, and the white head will not be separated", he only said lightly that he will not live up to you, because from the beginning, he did not plan to have a couple for a lifetime.

Actually, she knew.

She knew there would be such a day.

I just didn't expect this day to come so quickly.

She even ridiculously thought that Zhuang Zhilan was not afraid, and ridiculously did not have the slightest vigilance when he and Zhuang Yu left.

She felt as if she had been divided into two halves, half of herself, curled up in pain, embarrassed, crying and sobbing. Cramp.

But the other half of himself straightened his chest, calmly, and asked him word by word: "Have you thought about it?" ”

He said softly: "Jin'er, you have to understand ......"

"I'll just ask if you've thought about it, don't talk nonsense about what you ask!"

He looked at her.

She knew he was looking at her, and she even knew his expression.

But it's not what she sees, it's what she doesn't know in her head, she feels.

Then he replied softly, "I think about it." Jin'er, don't be angry, okay? ”

Tang Shijin was silent for a few seconds.

She finally couldn't help it, tore away her pride fiercely, and asked one more question: "Yan Baiwei, have you really thought about it?" Have you really decided? You've known each other for three years, you should know who I am, and you're sure you're going to do it? ”