Zhao thinks that she can't earn anything anymore, no matter what the outcome is, it's not something she can control.

But Yu'er is different, Yu'er is the only thing she cares about, she hopes that her child can grow up under the care of His Royal Highness, marry an excellent man in the future, and live a peaceful life.

She couldn't speak in front of His Royal Highness, but the princess was different, the princess was Yu'er's mother-in-law, and there were too many things she could decide.

Especially Yu'er's future marriage, the princess can decide in a word.

She didn't ask the princess to treat Yu'er well, as long as she could get by on face, but Yu'er's marriage was a big problem.

Regardless of what Zhao is thinking, Xue'er just wants to be alone for a while now.

She turned her head to Xuanyuan Che and smiled: "Your Highness is busy beforehand, I haven't bothered to sort out the dowry these days, and I have also rested in the past two days, and I want to tidy it up." I won't accompany His Highness! ”

Xuanyuan Che smiled and said, "Don't be busy, first recognize the people in the house." ”

Xue'er shook her head: "Don't worry, I know Yuyan, Qingyi and Moyi, if Your Highness is not in the house, I will look for them if there is something." I'd better tidy up my things first, or I'll be in a hurry. ”

Xuanyuan Che nodded: "Okay, when the lady is sorted out, I will ask Qingyi to hand over the housekeeping rights to you, and I will have time to let Mo Shijiu help you understand the affairs in the palace, and it will be more convenient for the housekeeper at that time!" ”

Xue'er said lightly: "I just came, and I am not familiar with some things, let Qingyi take care of it first, and talk about it later." ”

Xuanyuan Che was stunned, and didn't understand why Xue'er didn't take over the family power, but with the Zhao family and the maid present, he couldn't ask, so he had to say, "Okay, wait a minute." ”

Xuanyuan Che left with Yu'er and Zhao, and Xue'er looked at their backs and was silent.

She always had the feeling that she was an outsider, and looking at the three of them, it was like seeing a real family of three.

Qiao'er was a little anxious, she didn't understand why the princess didn't take over the family power, she held it back for a long time, she couldn't hold it back, and asked tentatively: "Princess, you are the head of the palace, and the housekeeper is inevitable, so why don't you take it?" ”

Shixiu didn't understand a few of them, but they wouldn't speak easily, so they just looked at Xue'er one by one with the same puzzlement.

Xue'er smiled and didn't answer, but said to Qiao'er: "Settle my dowry, and wait for other things!"

I want to be alone and quiet, what should you do, just like in the county lord's mansion, although I am now the princess of You, but I don't want to put on a show too much, that will make me uncomfortable. ”

Qiao'er promised, she understood that the princess didn't want to explain, so she couldn't ask again.

Xue'er said to Mo Shijiu again: "Shijiu, take me to the horse farm, I want to ride a horse!" ”

"No." Mo Shijiu didn't understand either, but she was pregnant and gave birth to a child over the years, and then accompanied the prince and them to travel, and she hadn't served the princess well for a long time, so she couldn't guess her thoughts.

But as a secret guard, she understands one thing, and that is obedience, unconditional obedience.

The horse farm in the palace is very large, and the dark clouds that Xuanyuan Che gave her at the beginning also came back with her to marry, and rode on the dark clouds again, Xue'er felt like a world away.

The last time I rode it was in Changhai County, and the next time I rode it was in the palace in Shangjing.

The dark clouds are getting more and more vigorous, and riding it gallops to make Xue'er's somewhat depressed mood slowly improve.

The wind swept across her cheeks, and it also pulled away those troubles a little bit.

She actually has some minor cleanliness habits, especially when it comes to feelings.

Wronging herself for marrying a second-hand man already made her contradictory, and this man also had a child, which made her a little hesitant.

She stiffly accepted herself, but she couldn't control her heart.

But does she have a choice? She couldn't even tell what kind of feelings she had for Xuanyuan Che now!

Is it that her heart will not love for a long time? But if she doesn't love it, then why is her heart so uncomfortable after seeing Zhao and Xuanyuan Yu?

The speed of the dark clouds is getting faster and faster, and this feeling of speeding makes Cher enjoy it very much, maybe this is also the best way to vent!

In her previous life, she didn't understand why extreme sports were so dangerous and why so many people were willing to try them.

Now she understands, because of the stimulation, because that's also a way to vent.

In two lifetimes, she has lived a fairly honest life.

She lost a lot of fun in order to survive, and now she is also an aristocrat, and she can vent her emotions in this high-end way.

Can it be in the past? She also had times when she was depressed, what did she do at that time?

If you don't work hard and don't let yourself be idle, you won't have time to be sad and sad, and you won't have time to think about those messy things.

People really can't be idle, just like she is now, to embarrass herself for an established fact, this is really not like her.

It seems that I still have to get busy and find something to do.

But Xuanyuan Mo seems to have gone to conquer Goryeo, who can help him if he wants to do business by himself?

She seems to be too dependent on the people of the Xuanyuan family, the three guards around her are given to her by Xuanyuan Che, and only Qiao'er and Shixiu are her own people.

The two younger brothers are accompanying the third uncle these days, and when they leave, the two of them are about to start studying.

I heard Xuanyuan Che say that he had already found a teacher, and he was already living in the house, and it was unrealistic to ask his younger brothers for help.

Ke Ze'er is already a teenager, and he can no longer protect him as a child, and he can't be soft-hearted when he should bear it, it seems that he is his best choice.

Mo Shijiu rode behind Xue'er, and his eyes never left her figure.

Although she hasn't served Xue'er for a few years, she can still feel that the princess is in a bad mood at the moment, and she is afraid that she will have a good luck if she is not careful.

After thinking about it, she seemed to have found the crux of the problem, but she also understood that this kind of thing could only be figured out by the princess herself, and it was not good for anyone to persuade her.

In fact, Xue'er's bad mood is not as simple as Mo Shijiu thought, and the reasons are very complicated.

The most important thing is not in the Zhao family's mother and daughter, the key is that after the relatives left, Xue'er suddenly found that she couldn't really see the palace as her home.

She felt that this place was unfamiliar, not like her own territory.

She was born as an orphan and has always been sensitive, with a deep insecurity and lack of self-confidence.

She has been like this for two lifetimes, and once things don't turn out as she expected, she feels anxious, restless, and panicked.

Just like in her previous life, when she just learned that she was not her grandmother's own granddaughter, she felt that that home could no longer give her a sense of security, just like her grandmother could abandon her anytime and anywhere.

So she tried her best to do everything well, and even began to cater to her grandmother's preferences.

Later, when she got along with her boyfriend, she didn't dare to let herself fall into that relationship, because she was always ready to be abandoned.