Chapter 43: Soberness

Even if she has been receiving relevant education, she also has a model education specifically for women, so that she can wear off the visible edges and corners of her body little by little, because if she wants to live, she must conform to the rules of this world, and the characteristics of independence are not suitable for the back house of that kind of big family.

In fact, the women in the big family need to have smooth wrists, so that they can make some friends who are suitable for the needs of the family in the back house, and also have a certain vision, if they really don't, they must also learn not to lag behind.

For the sake of her father and mother, and for her brother, she tried her best to be the most suitable backhouse woman in the eyes of her elders, and she did a good job. But for some reason, she always felt that something was missing in her heart, as if there was something most precious that had not yet been found.

This situation makes her like to go out to see from the heart, but as a woman can go out of the opportunity to go out is rare, they are often out of the door, bored at home every day, which is why she especially likes to go out with her grandmother to incense, how can it be regarded as leaving the back house, to see outside.

She has always felt that this life has an indescribable suffocation, so that there is an indescribable restlessness in her soul, and there is always a voice in her head saying that this is not right when she hears the admonition of her elders.

What's going on? Why is there so many things that she thinks differently from what the world believes? Now the question is, why do you have such unreasonable thoughts?

And she is very cautious by nature, she buries these thoughts deep in her heart, and naturally she will not easily talk about her opinions to others, but it makes her a little irritable, and she doesn't know what is going on. Fortunately, every time she wanted to have a seizure, she would have a very cool feeling, which made her have the idea of enduring.

In this way, she grew up day by day, and her patience increased greatly, and when she read more books and knew the mainstream ideas of this society, she found that her thoughts were fundamentally different from those of many people, and she did not tell her about her situation, because she knew very well that some ideas were not good to say, because they occupied different positions with each other.

For example, when she saw the so-called twenty-four filial pieties, the public's thinking was to praise the behavior of those filial sons, didn't she just want to say that kind of filial piety is the first thing? Just let the world be a good child and compare it, and it will not be against the elders.

But Ling Xiao has different thoughts after reading it, yes, some filial sons are doing well, but some filial sons will feel shudder after seeing their behavior, for example, Guo Ju's husband and wife who buried Guo Ju's children, after reading the story, Ling Xiao has only one thought: whoever is his child is unlucky.

The final outcome of Guo Ju's burial is that everyone is happy, God gave them a property for the husband and wife, so that their husband and wife will no longer want to bury their son alive because they feel that they will reduce the cost of taking care of their mother after having a son, which is terrible.

And the story of Emperor Shun, the great filial son who touched the world, also felt weird after reading it? Thinking about it for a long time? I realized why it felt very discordant: it was clear that it was good, but it made her feel a chill all over her body.

In fact, after reading this legend? Even made her herself have the idea of wanting to scold her mother? What kind of filial piety story is this? It's a completely anti-human story, and the whole story has a one-sided concession.

The first thing I didn't expect was that Emperor Shun among the famous Three Emperors and Five Emperors lost the care of his mother? also encountered the kind of life where there is a stepmother and a stepfather, so that he is completely powerless to resist the eccentric father? This is all too true.

Later, in order to give the family property to his younger son? Just murdered him again and again, and the filial son who escaped with good luck couldn't even be angry, only to retreat step by step, and to give in to his father and younger brother? Even when he ascended to the head of the tribal alliance, he had to divide his own father and younger brother? Therefore, it has been unanimously agreed by everyone.

Seeing this, Ling Xiao was so angry that he couldn't do it, and there was a saying: Killing people pays for their lives, and the guys who tried to kill two people didn't have any punishment at all, but followed Emperor Shun to get promoted and made a fortune, is there any reason for this? Isn't there a distinction between good and evil? Is it because we are related to each other that we do not need to punish evil deeds?

So Ling Xiao had to wonder what if he was killed by his own father? My father won't be responsible at all, and so on? Do other elders in the family also have the corresponding rights? When she thought about it, she felt a little cold in her hands, it was terrible! So what exactly is a child to a parent?

She thinks it is not just about children being filial to their parents? Filial piety is right, but not too much. And should children be rewarded after they give? Do you want your children to feel the love of their parents? Is the so-called filial piety of the father and the son? As an elder, you don't care for your juniors at all, why do you ask your juniors to be filial?

In Ling Xiao's opinion, if the elders are not elders, there is no need to deal with them at all, if she is Emperor Shun, she will definitely not let those two guys who have hurt her several times take advantage. Of course, these rebellious ideas are just thinking about it, and he didn't tell anyone about these thoughts.

Later, she felt that she was glad she didn't say it, or she might have died long ago, because her ideas were out of step with the demands of society. Even if she didn't want to die by herself, she would definitely be banished to a certain family temple to practice, because her thoughts were definitely disobedient and unfilial in the eyes of those elders.

Fortunately, she knew to hide her true thoughts from a very young age, and she also saw the fight between women very early, perhaps because they could only live on this one-third of an acre, which caused them to attach great importance to the immediate interests.

Ling Xiao watched all this coldly, and naturally felt that it was difficult for women to live, because they had to be attached to men, and because they had been strongly brainwashed by the so-called female virtues, and after a long time, even they themselves were assimilated, pitiful and pathetic!

Ling Xiao will never allow himself to live like that: in his mother's family, he has to compare with other girls of the same age, compare everyone's family environment, education in all aspects, and personal ability.

When you get married, you have to compare the status and achievements of each other's husbands, and after a few years, you have to have children, and in the process of growing up, you have to compare all aspects of the children, and when you have grandchildren, a new cycle begins.

A woman's life goes on like this: the glory of her life often comes from outsiders, and she wants to live by comparing her father, husband, and children and grandchildren, and few women have left their names in history.

It makes Ling Xiao feel that life in this situation is a bit trivial, it doesn't feel interesting, she wants to live another life, and she doesn't know what kind of life it is at the moment.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered many inconsistencies, and realized that maybe this was not her real life. When I think about this thought, everything disappears like a bubble.

She is Ling Xiao, not the ancient little lady, she has been traveling through several worlds, and now she is in the world of demons, and the reason why she has forgotten her identity is because she drank the reincarnation wine of three lives and three lives.

She laughed, and when she came to her senses now and looked back at the three lives, she would find that there were bugs everywhere, and even she found a sense of disobedience in them, but maybe because of the reincarnation wine, it seemed that she would ignore these wrong places.

Later, after a long time, those places of discord were discovered again, and they were gradually investigated, but this requires me to have strong mental power and not be blinded by the relationship.

No wonder the pigeon came out so slowly, because its mental power is relatively small, which leads to its own deep entry into the play, so it will not find any problems at all, but fortunately, its level is relatively green, and it does not live long enough at all, so it can be regarded as not dying of old age in the third world.

And Yu Zhen was a little surprised when he knew, and then said: "You have only entered less than ten years and came out, which means that this Three Lives and Three Worlds Reincarnation Wine does not have much effect on you, how do you feel?" ”

Ling Xiao said: "I also came from the beginning in the three worlds, forgetting everything I have, but maybe because of my strong mental power, there is a second awakening there, so I have obtained a lot of skills and knowledge that I have learned, and I found out the problem."

In addition, I feel like I've been a little bit of a degraded intelligence.,A lot of loopholes can't be seen at the beginning.,Wait until the second awakening and something pops up.,This makes me live better.,Once I see through, it's easier.。 ”

She said about her experience, she found that the effect of reincarnation wine is still very good, otherwise if she had the original memory, she was afraid that she would have found out that all this was fake, then it would have no effect at all.

After this test, it can be determined that the third life in the Sansheng III reincarnation wine will block some things, so that she who enters will not know what to do, and wait for it to be exposed little by little.

But no matter what, she broke free from those three lives, which can be regarded as a very unique experience, and she found that reincarnation wine is still very good for her, so she told Yuzhen about what happened to her, so that Yuzhen had a chance to taste it.

Yu Zhen smiled slightly after hearing this, her eyes flashed some light, she wanted to know some things, could there be too many problems? At this moment, she had a feeling of eagerness to try to deal with it, and she planned to take her time.

Yu Zhen smiled and said: "Since this is the case, now it's my turn, I'm going to retreat, you have to be careful during this time, after all, we are outsiders, we must be careful of the natives, there may be problems" Ling Xiao nodded after hearing this, and said in a low voice: "Okay!" ”

She could see that Yu Zhen wanted to try the idea, Yu Zhen was naturally a little eager to try, she had followed Ling Xiao through two worlds over the years, but the real familiar world was only Sirius.

Ling Xiao didn't say anything, but nodded and said, "Yuzhen, don't worry, go and experience your three lives and three lives, I will pay attention to the situation of the demons, you hurry up and do your own thing." ”

Yu Zhen didn't hesitate any longer, drank the reincarnation wine of Sansheng III, at the beginning she didn't start to enter, but began to read something, and then she seemed to notice something, so she entered her small courtyard and didn't come out again, she should start preparing to enter Sansheng III, and I don't know where Yuzhen will go?

Ling Xiao put these questions aside after thinking for a while, she didn't think too much about them, because she knew that Jade was really in the valley, so she didn't worry about her starving to death at all, and Ling Xiao began her own cultivation.

Of course, because of Yu Zhen's retreat, she naturally had to pay attention to the situation around her, so as to prevent a demon from going to Yu Zhen and interrupting Yu Zhen's cultivation, so Ling Xiao couldn't devote herself wholeheartedly.

She thought about it for a while and began to refine the weapon, refining out small things, and after refining the tool, she began to refine some pills that needed any skills, which was slowly refined.

Ling Xiao didn't care when Yu Zhen would be able to crack it, maybe Yu Zhen had her own secrets, according to her ability, she should have been a little suspicious, she should be stronger than her strength, so once she found a flaw, she should break free from the first life.

But she didn't, maybe she wanted to meet her former friends in an imaginary world, right? Ling Xiao sighed, everyone has everyone's pain, if you want to live in this world, there must be some people who will leave.

After thinking clearly, she only thought about how she could go further, entering the beginning period of the knot, she hoped that she could perfect the knot, she saw that the exercises were very important from what happened to Yuzhen, and she really hoped that the exercises she practiced now would be more powerful.

No matter how free and easy people are, they will feel difficult to choose when they encounter a moment that may determine their future, and it is difficult to choose if they choose it may eventually be found to be wrong, which means that everything will be doomed.

But does she have a choice? After being knocked unconscious by a falling object made by a bastard, she had no other way to go, and had to take a lot of risks to cross the world.

Ling Xiao swore that if she waited for her to have the ability, she would definitely let a certain bastard enjoy the gift package of a falling object, she didn't want anything else, she would let that bastard enjoy the feeling of lying on the bed and not moving, watching her money flow away in a hurry, and watching her family go down day by day.

If she didn't want to suffer more than the people who were implicated, she wanted to curse that guy for being a vegetative person all the time. Litter! Don't you know that what you do will cause others to suffer?

After Ling Xiao scolded the bastard who let her start the mission, she felt a little better, she still had to work hard to live, otherwise who would care about a dead person except her parents? Outsiders are at most emotional, and in the end they still have to live their own lives. However, Ling Xiao thought that if she couldn't go back, she hoped that her parents could forget her and live well.

She has long found that in many cases, some places will care more about the living, and the victim, especially the deceased, because he is dead, so in the eyes of some people, he does not need to take care of the victim's thoughts, nor does he need to care about the victim's rights, but cares more about the living person, even if he does bad things, there are still a lot of preferential treatment.

LING XIAO HAS SEEN A VIDEO, IT IS A REAL THING, IT IS ABOUT A WOMAN NAMED KAI, SHE IS A KIND PERSON, AND SHE IS VERY SERIOUS ABOUT HER WORK, AND SHE IS A RIDING JING. She is also a beautiful woman, a normal woman, and she also goes to certain places to relax.