It's rare to get off work on time, Yan Qing first checked in with Lian Xueer at an Internet celebrity restaurant

The first stop was satisfied, Yan Qing and Lian Xue'er had endless words

Then they bought two more floral dresses on the shopping street behind the restaurant

The second stop was a beautiful one!

The two changed into skirts and squeezed together in front of the mirror

Judge each other

Time seems to have gone back to the past, when I was studying

Yan Qing and Lian Xue'er often huddled in the same bed, chatted all night, and sometimes complained about teachers and classmates

The camaraderie between girls is simple

Wear the same dress, share a cup of milk tea, and scold the same person

The older you get, the less time you spend together

The price of growth

The third stop for girlfriends on a date is the barbershop

Yan Qing rolled up, and even Xue'er straightened

The two disagreed, and the quarrel finally settled on the desired hairstyle

The barbershop is a small street shop, and it was done quickly

The two of them held hands to make faces

Beauty is from top to bottom!

Lying on the bed in the beauty salon, Yan Qing was about to fall asleep comfortably

The older she gets, the more stressful she gets, and it's been a long time since she's been so relaxed

I am busy with work every day, and I have to exercise and study in my spare time to avoid being eliminated

I almost forgot that life can be so beautiful!

"Yan Yan, do you remember He Lili who played together when you were a child?" Lian Xue'er's voice was a little abnormal

Yan Qing nodded

Lian Xue'er was raised in a small town by the Lian family when she was a child, and she was in the same school as Yan Qing in junior high school

They met at that time, and He Lili, the three of them are best friends, almost inseparable

"Didn't He Lili drop out of school?" Yan Qing remembered that in the second year of junior high school, He Lili left school, as if she heard that the family conditions were poor, there were five children in the family, He Lili was the eldest and a girl, so she took the initiative to give up the opportunity to go to school

"Yes, she went to work in a factory after dropping out of school, and gave birth to a second child at the age of 23!"

Lian Xueer said: "He Lili's husband is the son of the factory director, and their family thinks that she gave birth to two daughters and is forced to divorce!" Her husband couldn't stand the pressure and obeyed! ”

Yan Qing was silent and didn't speak for a long time

"And how is she now?"

In junior high school, Yan Qing and He Lili were at the same table, plus Lian Xue'er next door, and the three of them played very well

He Lili is the oldest and always takes care of them

Although it has only been two years, the relationship is indeed very good

Yan Qing knew that in Haishi, many girls dropped out of school early to work, and even found their in-laws before they became adults

Early marriage and early childbearing are the norm

"You know what? He Lili, she's dead! Lian Xue'er sat up suddenly

The quilt slid down her body, and she clutched it tightly

His body trembled slightly

"Suicide, she swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills!"

Lian Xue'er had a mask on her face, and the corners of her eyes were wet

She didn't plan to tell Yan Qing, but she was too uncomfortable

This society is terrible

The idea of patriarchy is almost ingrained

Lian's family is rich and powerful, but Lian Xue'er is still not taken seriously, just because she is a girl

And He Lili was abandoned by her in-laws because she gave birth to two daughters

Her parents, younger siblings, not only didn't understand, but also blamed her for not being angry

He Lili has no power or power, and after the divorce, her in-laws did not let her see her children

The ex-husband only dodges, and the relationship between the husband and wife is as fragmented as a mirror

He Lili was homeless, confused, and finally ended her life with her own hands!

Yan Qing closed his eyes, recalling the scene in his mind

However, for more than ten years, things have been wrong

He Lili left this world at such a young age

Her throat and eyes were so blocked that she couldn't say a word

"Yan Yan, you say, how much courage does it take to commit suicide!" After getting the news, Lian Xue'er was never able to calm down

The word death is really too far away from her, and even Xue'er faced it for the first time in her life

"I've heard that taking sleeping pills can be very painful!"

Where did He Lili get the courage, even Xue'er didn't think about self-harm no matter how uncomfortable she was

Yan Qing took off the mask on her face, sat up too, and looked at Lian Xue'er

The mood is complicated, and there are tears in the eyes of both people

"Suicide by any means is very painful!"

How desperate He Lili must have been to choose to end her life in this way

Yan Qing didn't dare to think about it, and she couldn't think about it either

Thinking too much will only add to your troubles

"Cher, life is hard, but it will pass! At no time can one be without hope! ”

There is no hope, not even to be alive

Yan Qing looked at Lian Xue'er and tried to comfort her

At the same time, comfort yourself

"In this society, it's always going to be a little harder for girls. But it doesn't matter, it's just a small point that can be overcome! There are so many roads in the world, and a dead end is the most undesirable! ”

Everyone has hurdles in their hearts that they can't get over, and even Xue'er's hurdles are not paid enough attention to by the family

And her hurdle seems to have passed

Or rather, never really passed

If not for their own insistence

What is the difference between her and He Lili?

She's a girl too, she's the boss too!

Next, Yan Qing and Lian Xueer had no intention of beautifying, and after the two of them washed their faces and cleaned up briefly, Lian Xueer proposed to have a drink

Yan Qing looked at her pale face

Nodding

She knew that Lian Xue'er was not just why Lili was sad

And also for herself

For thousands of girls like He Lili who are not cherished