Chapter 12: The Kite

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Like a bird, it has left its nest, lost its foot, and has no way to lean;

Go to the sea, go to the nine skies, but the sky can't be sunny;

The body is too small, the flight is not high, it is caught, plucked;

was grilled, but I heard that the meat was too bitter to eat.

I was on the hillside by the roadside, clothed in the moon, quietly listening to the sound of insects, tired like an old horse, when I entered the spear spirit fantasy realm, I saw a blooming red lotus, I just saw it again, I don't understand what it means. Look at the stupid up, fall asleep with your eyes closed, twitch your nose from time to time, the gun is very hot on a moonlit night, this interweaving of ice and fire hollows me out, I have to tighten the rope of my armor, the space is uncomfortable, and there is no sense of security, I miss the spear cherry, too many memories, like the silk threads intertwined, and I have long woven myself in my dreams, the end of the world where there is only me and her.

Looking down at my hands, I want to exchange everything for her and her city, maybe the end of the world is not my destination. I folded my hands and prayed, may she be well.

I jumped into that illusion again, and the giant bird perched before my eyes

"Pathetic people, determined people..."

"Who are you? My name is Shao Qi, can you tell me how I should be? ”

I felt as if I was floating in its pupils, soft and levitating

"Everybody's asking for nothing, everybody..."

"I'm begging everything I cherish to be okay, okay?"

It waved its wings, and the light filled my eyes, and I saw its deep meaning through the light

"Idiot, idiot... Do you know that what you cherish is just a stone on your long road...... The soul of all things will never die, and in your hundreds of billions of reincarnations, whatever you want to cherish can fill your dreams..."

"Did I ever have a choice?"

"No ......"

"Why?"

“… Because of what you ask, you have to exchange your soul, extinguish your soul, disappear completely, there will be no more reincarnation, there will be no more encounters... Erase you from the river of time...... And what you get is nowhere near the weight of a grain of sand..."

At that moment, I saw a pile of ashes turn into a person, and witnessed everything he experienced, from birth to old age, and then reincarnation, every life is wonderful, among which there have been regrets, regrets, marrying wives and having children, having gold list titles, reading the moon and getting drunk, and having wandering, which is extremely wonderful

“… Got it... Idiot..."

I seemed to see through the meaninglessness of life and death, and although I forgot my own life, I firmly believed in my choice

"I want to leave everything behind, take nothing naked, and escape from these cycles."

It stopped, and I slowly drifted off in my pupils

“… Is it decided? …”

"These hundreds of billions of times, sad, nothing can be taken away and left behind, may the people I cherish in this life be well."

It flew into the distance of nothingness, leaving behind a rootless red lotus

“… When the lotus flower withers, it will be as you wish..."

I woke up from that illusion, crying, I don't know why, under the moon I overlapped with the back, desolate like the last leaf on the last tree on the top of Beiling Mountain, I walked over and hugged the stupid, also pasted on its mane, whether tears can wet everything, is regret, or not regret, and then look at the three words engraved in Jin Ling: look forward to the king's return

I was awakened by a rain of arrows, and I got on my horse and galloped into the woods, and after a long time of hiding, the feathers of fire flew all over the sky, and the bushes could no longer hide me, and I rushed down the hill on horseback

"You demon! Behead the former general of our army during the day! Master Ben will come to get you personally! ”

It is the descendants of the East China Sea who come, and we are opposed

"I'm not a demon."

"Humph! It doesn't matter who you are! Tonight I'm going to tear you to pieces in the wilderness! ”

"Please."

I was in the shadows, the moonlight shone on his brilliant armor, I couldn't help but laugh, the smile distorted my face, although I couldn't see myself, but I knew that I was extremely ugly at that time

Let them rush across their horses, the huge axes and axes waved exaggeratedly from side to side, and the young master stayed where he was, I didn't feel a hint of threat, and I could understand that he didn't have a trace of courage.

The gun was only a few taps, the fire in the chest burned, swimming between the fingers, blue on the outside and red on the inside, I was like a withered dandelion, hollow, but for some reason I could still stand, cutting off the people and horses passing by, the blood was black in the dark night, and the star map could not be reflected in the black paint, and the blood and sand on the road were covered again, becoming more and more viscous, they were trembling, and the fallen had already rushed to reincarnation, so none of them cried out because of pain, and those who were alive retreated and retreated, even the gorgeous young master was even stunned by people and horses, a phantom, I lowered my head and dragged my spear and horse to him, faster than the blink of an eye.

Slowly raising my head, slowly opening my eyes, my hair was messy, there were countless bones burning in my eyes, and I let out a void wail, like a ghost wind on a mass grave, intimidating everyone's hearts

"Sven, you don't have the courage, why do you go all the way south?"

He trembled with fear, and the soldiers were long since they were far away from him

“… Please don't kill me..."

His legs shook as he straddled the horse

"Don't come again."

No matter how he pulled the reins, the horse would not go, and the horse froze in place with blood flowing from his mouth and nose

"Hell! … There are ghosts! ”

He fell off his horse and ran into the army, running all the way, begging for mercy all the way.

I returned to the burned hillside, filled with repeated gray smoke, maybe I only deserve to be here, and I can't go to that peach orchard again, seeing that Jin Ling is dirty, I squatted down on one knee to wipe it, but the more it is smeared, the darker it gets, I am like the ashes, the ashes that were burned into ashes again.

The edge is far away, the history is far away from the fence, and the wind twists the wind and frost and the wind is also sad

It is difficult to make a difficulty, that is, to meet the fire, and the blood is splashed with blood, sand and blood like rain