Chapter 32: Dreams and Reality
Xu Ying watched the two dolls leave hand in hand, and as the wooden door closed, her heart died.
"Xu Ying, I am good to you, not only because you are my daughter-in-law, but because I love you and have you in my heart. Gu Zhilai's sudden opening of his heart caught Xu Ying off guard.
It's like someone else gave you a bowl of boiling water, and Xu Ying drank it all without changing her color.
She is sorry for the original owner who died, as if she robbed someone else's man.
Gu Zhilai saw that Xu Ying didn't speak, and sat beside her, his big strong hand tightly clamped Xu Ying's shoulder, forcing her to look at him.
Those eyes as black as midnight were as dark as a bottomless dry well.
Xu Ying had a cold sweat on her back, and the dog days seemed to have stepped into a cold winter in an instant.
The voices outside the courtyard seemed to form two worlds with the house.
"I didn't say I didn't love you. Xu Ying compromised, helplessly looked at Gu Zhilai's eyes, raised her hand with difficulty, and gently stroked Gu Zhilai's side face, "I'm just ...... It's just that I don't have confidence in myself. ”
Gu Zhilai let go of Xu Ying's shoulder, grabbed her hand on his face, and asked puzzledly, "I don't have much confidence." ”
Xu Ying took a deep breath and gave full play to her lifelong acting skills, "Look, you are so good, educated, you can make money to support your family, you love your daughter-in-law, unlike me, you don't know anything, you have no culture, you are just a useless person, I am afraid that you will leave me." ”
Gu Zhi watched Xu Ying's eyes slowly become moist, his heart softened, he hugged the person in his arms, stroked her soft long hair with his big hand, and comforted her in a low voice: "Yingying, don't think so, I said that I only love you in this life." ”
Xu Ying's whole body was pressed against Gu Zhilai's chest, and his powerful heartbeat was in his ears, and he sighed silently in his heart.
I don't know when the sound outside the yard stopped, Xu Ying rarely slept with the baby in her arms tonight, but slept with Gu Zhilai, but nothing happened that she was afraid of,
Obviously, today's events made Gu Zhilai no longer interested, the two of them were simply covered with quilts, chatting purely, and the pure ones couldn't be pure.
Xu Ying slept completely with a man for the first time, and in the second half of the night, the man holding her was already asleep, and Xu Ying's mind was still in a daze, and she couldn't remember when she fell asleep.
In her sleep, she dreamed that she was back in a room in the twenty-first century, where her family was already rich and the house was also a villa.
Everything was as usual in the room, the noon sun was lazily sprinkled on the soft carpet, Xu Ying stood by the bed, she looked at her hands, and touched her face, real with a warm touch, which made her begin to wonder if she had a long dream, she seemed to dream that she had traveled to the woman with the same name and surname as herself in the seventies.
"Miss, lunch is ready, you can go down and eat. Auntie's familiar voice came from outside the door.
Xu Ying let out an absent-minded "um", and the person outside the door left.
"What's going on?" Xu Ying muttered, turned her head and walked into the bathroom, in the mirror, she was wearing a silk handmade pajamas, outlining a slender waist, the person in the mirror was her eighteen-year-old green face, but unfortunately, those originally bright and unworldly eyes had a maturity that did not belong to her age.
Xu Ying chuckled in her heart, no......
These eyes belong to Xu Ying, which one died Xu Ying, not hers.
Suddenly, a woman wearing a red floral dress appeared in the mirror, Xu Ying looked at that face, and it was clear that it was the skin she used for almost a month.
"Who are you?" asked Xu Ying in a cold voice.
The woman in the mirror hooked the corners of her lips, with a wound on her face, and said slowly: "I am you, no, to be precise, you are me now." ”
Xu Ying was stared at by the person in the mirror, and retorted: "I'm not you, I'm Xu Ying!"
"That's right. The woman was still smirking, "You are Xu Ying, I am also Xu Ying, we are all Xu Ying, is there any problem?"
Xu Ying: The "......" problem is so big that it is easy to fight.
"How are you doing in my body?" the woman asked again, "Gu Zhilai is good, right? He is obviously so good, I still don't trust him, I am really unlucky." ”
"......" Xu Ying wanted to scold, "Since he is so good, why do you still believe Tian Zhizhi's words?"
The woman seemed to be crazy when she heard Tian Zhizhi's words, the smile on her face stopped abruptly, and suddenly said gloomily: "I'm so stupid, just like you, I was killed by Tian Zhizhi, but I have no chance to be reborn, and you are luckier than me." ”
"Lucky what?" Xu Ying didn't want to go to the place where birds don't at all, there was nothing, she was poor and white, and she had to fight the world by herself, she didn't let the good rich second generation do it, she was not crazy.
She asked, "How can I come back?"
The woman shook her head: "I can't come back, unless you ......"
"Unless what?" Xu Ying frowned.
The woman didn't answer her words, just stared at Xu Ying directly.
Xu Ying was in a hurry, picked up the mirror, and asked, "Say it quickly." ”
At this moment, a small voice came from her ears, vaguely like the voice of a little baby, "Mother is up, the sun is drying her buttocks!"
Xiaowa looked at her mother frowning, covered her head with a quilt, and continued to sleep, ignoring herself at all, her mouth was deflated, her tears fell plainly and plainly, and she went out to find Gu Zhi crying.
Xu Ying couldn't tell whether she was in a dream or in reality, the voices of several people came intermittently in her ears, and the world in front of her began to collapse little by little, the walls fell off, the one in front of her gradually lost its color, and the woman in the mirror didn't know when it turned black and white, like a posthumous image.
"Since you robbed my man, live well in my place. The corners of the woman's mouth curled in a strange arc, almost literally cracking to the root behind the ear, which is not something that a human can do at all, and a sharp laugh came out of her throat.
"No...... No, tell me how I can go back!" Xu Ying stretched out her hand to try to seize the last chance, but she pounced.
When Gu Zhilai came in, he saw Xu Ying slamming up from the bed, sweat falling down his cheeks, his eyes were empty, he screamed a few times, Xu Ying didn't react, as if he had returned to the stupid appearance of a month ago.
Gu Zhilai was scared, and he was about to go to the clinic with someone in his arms.
As soon as Xu Ying came back from the nightmare, her mind was groggy, and she felt that her body suddenly took off, and she was so frightened that she waved her hand in the air, and finally grabbed Gu Zhilai's short hair.
"What are you doing?" she asked screaming.