Chaos (3)
For the next half hour, Bei Bei stayed alone at Peng Cheng's house, reviewing all the details of what had happened recently, and the more she thought about it, the more anxious she became. She fell into the imagination of self-pity, cried profusely, and when Peng Cheng pushed the door in, she stood up on the ground. Half an hour, as if he had returned from the South Pacific, it was too long to wait, so she screamed, she could no longer control it, hysterically screaming: "Who are you going out with?" ”
Now that I think about it, she was so stupid at that time, Bei Bei shouldn't have debunked him, she should have behaved more generously and more sensible, maybe she didn't know that she really liked him so much, or because she really liked him, so she couldn't turn a blind eye to betrayal, Peng Cheng has a good saying, love is like that for a while, and it's over for a while.
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There were signs at the beginning of this, but she ignored them, or she was too confident to really think about what those omens meant. In every phone call, in their chats from time to time, Bei Bei has found changes, even if the apple is beautiful, there is always a change before it is rotten, isn't it? She jokingly asked Peng Cheng, and she had repeatedly asked.
"Cheng Cheng, why do I feel that you don't like me very much?"
"Where there is. The young man always said this, and he didn't even change his tone much, and he was absent-minded, as if she was really vexatious.
"But you don't call much anymore, how can your phone always be online. "Underneath all the seemingly plain surfaces, there is always an undercurrent, and the undercurrent likes to be surprised.
"Aren't I busy? I'll look for you if I'm not busy!"
This answer obviously doesn't satisfy the woman, does it? So she always continues to ask, "But I don't think you're busy, and you won't look for me." ”
"I don't!" he retorted, upset, and then he grew impatient.
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When your lover doesn't look nervous when he says love words, what does that mean?
Once some words are lies, it will no longer be embarrassing to say, just like the lines in the TV series, you see which actor will say it red-faced. Any lie to someone you don't love is reasonable. There are often such conversations between them, almost every call, every meeting will repeat these words, these have no effect at all, only suitable for women to quench their thirst and self-deception.
Where does a man have the ability to deceive you, it is the woman herself who deceives herself.
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"I really don't think you love me anymore. Many times, Bei Bei didn't know what she wanted from Peng Cheng when she said such things.
"Can you stop doing this, don't you keep asking me to coax you?"
The girl was dumbfounded, she pinched the phone, and said nothing. Women are different from men, Peng Cheng was impatient, but she had no choice.
"Then what do you say?" the young man was so unhappy that he did not even hide his displeasure, he confronted her, and asked her why she was being vexatious.
"Daughter-in-law, I love you as much as before, but I owe so much money now, I'm not in the mood. ”
The harm that betrayal brings to people probably stems more from losing face and losing people. Just like men bring a green hat, they pay more attention to the hat on their head than to the woman who betrayed them. It is better for the woman to die to make them happy, rather than falling in love with herself anew, and even the man will hope that after the woman falls in love with him, he will play with her, trample on her, and dump her fiercely, so as to reduce the resentment in his heart a little.
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For a long time after that, Bei Bei attributed all this to herself, she felt that it was her negligence of Peng Cheng that made him snubbed, so there was a suspicion of cheating, but fortunately, everything was still in time, and she was glad that everything was still in time.
After a long, long time, Bei Bei finally understood that the problem was not with her, not because she didn't do anything, but because the initial choice was wrong, so, no matter what she did, the result was already predestined, and all she did just made the result more tortuous.
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Peng Cheng came back with a bag of delicious food, he still had a childlike innocent smile on his face, and jumped over and sat on the stool in front of Beibei. He tugged at her arm, let the puffing girl sit down, and looked at her with beautiful black eyes, her mania seemed so lowly in front of his calmness, he trampled on her self-esteem with ease, and even her fragility and helplessness at the moment.
"Daughter-in-law, I'll go to the supermarket to buy you something delicious, Aunt Xue happened to come with her little grandson today, she always makes something delicious for me to eat, so I will take them to buy it together." His hand holding the bag shook in front of Beibei's eyes, and the contents of the bag rattled.
"Why don't you give it to me if you have money?" Money really works especially for Beibei, and she turned the focus of your conflict to money all of a sudden.
"Where do I have the money, this is what Aunt Xue wants to buy for me, so I will choose what you like to eat. So saying, he put down the bag, and his head poked into the bag, his hair was pale in color, but it was a shaggy mass, and he turned it out in the same way, bacon, squid, the ingredients he used to make the dishes, he sold her.
"Why are you so good with Aunt Xue?"
"She always washes my clothes and likes me! Your husband and I are children, and I are liked. Peng Cheng was very happy, naturally, he smiled hehehehe, like every time he laughed. Bei Bei's breath that had just blocked his heart was inexplicably unloaded the moment he saw him, and all the resentment and assumptions turned into jokes in an instant.
"Then why don't you answer the phone? Her face was kind, but she missed his answer.
"What's the point? Are you in a hurry? She asked me to come back, so what else can I buy?"
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Sometimes it's like this, there must be loopholes in a lie, it's a lie at all, there is no difference between telling too many lies and telling the truth, what really betrays the lie is the truth, the fact that you can't control to continue.
Bei Bei and Peng Cheng started a long talk, in Peng Cheng's rented house, live crabs had already crawled all over the ground, but she didn't care, her brain had already been rusted by the cognition just now, and she couldn't think about it in a short time.
Peng Cheng answered her question while looking for crabs all over the ground, he wore a pair of women's cotton pants like a crab had become a sperm, crawling all over the ground and scratching, one after another Beibei's questions and Peng Cheng had a matching answer, and exclaimed. The crabs at this time are no longer too fat, but they act very quickly, Peng Cheng's attention is always inattentive, as if perfunctory, and a strong sense of powerlessness rises in Beibei's heart. Finally, Peng Cheng said that the crabs must be steamed before chatting, so he went to steam the crabs, and Bei Bei sat on the bed and waited.
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The money lent to Peng Cheng was taken by Bei Bei from Xiaoxing, and the girl suddenly felt that it was so unworthy, she could hear him busy working with the crabs outside, and the crabs were disobedient, so he pressed the lid of the pot to teach them, chattering endlessly, to prevent the crabs from squeezing out of the pot.
"Daughter-in-law, you'll be fine soon. ”
Peng Cheng suddenly called her, startling Beibei. He borrowed money from his best friend for him, and he couldn't pay it back, and he could still deceive her, that kind of grievance!
"Daughter-in-law, why are you crying again. Xu didn't hear the answer, Peng Cheng suddenly entered the house, bumped into Bei Bei's aggrieved tears, he looked like he was flustered, sat on Bei Bei's lap with his ass, lowered his head to wipe her, he was like a sensitive child, looking at her face seriously, cold fingers, cautious. This kind of scene has not been seen between the two for a long time, and Bei Bei glared at him viciously, his black eyes full of resentment.
"Daughter-in-law, don't look at people like this, aren't you scary?" As he spoke, Peng Cheng put his arms around Beibei's neck and held her in his arms, so he couldn't see her face: "Don't worry about money, I'll find a way." ”
Peng Cheng said this, but he was helpless, men are also people, if you don't rob the bank at this time, if you want to repay the money, I'm afraid you can only sell your kidney. In many TV dramas, when the dilemma cannot be solved, most of them will be filmed as winning the lottery, where are there so many things that have won the lottery in reality, so many people have committed crimes, others have committed suicide, and some people have gone to the south to work, life is always more cruel than drama, making people see no hope.
He hugged her, he couldn't look at her, maybe this was his most empty heart, he was afraid to see her face, then his lie could no longer be hidden.
"Daughter-in-law, I'll be a little better if you're happy, it's just a few thousand yuan, and we can pay it back in a few months. And he said that very simply.
Bei Bei nodded with a smile, she forgot that this time it wasn't just for money.