Chapter 51: Piercing the Heart
"And you, you are always studying and discussing with me, you are going to leave here, you are leaving the city, you are leaving this country that does not belong to you."
"But, let me tell you Nangong Jin'an, do you know when you yourself will leave? Are you really sure you'll be able to leave? If it's one year, two years, three years...... Or even 10 years, 20 years, or even 50 years later. β
"You can't leave, do you really bear it, or are you really willing to live this life alone?" Prince Ling Changwu kept talking.
And these words one after another also deeply touched Nangong Jin'an's heart, and her heart was also pinched up by the few words spoken by Prince Ling Changwu.
"Yes, when will she be able to complete the original owner's task, and when will she be able to leave here, it is an unknown, if she has no way to become a queen in this life, does it mean that she will always have to stay in this country that he is not familiar with at all in this life." Nangong Jinan thought about it over and over again in his heart, reminding himself over and over again.
"Nangong Jin'an, I'll ask you a serious question now, do you really have no intention of marrying me as my wife, if so, you don't have to regret the marriage, I'll go!" Ling Changwu's face was serious.
How he wanted to hear Nangong Jin'an tell him that he left him only because she loved him and was afraid.
However, Ling Changwu was also really worried in his heart, Nangong Jin'an would say something more decisive, after all, this was Nangong Jin'an's most common words.
Just when Nangong Jin'an's mind was in chaos, that familiar and annoying voice sounded again, every time Nangong Jin'an heard such a voice, he wanted to go crazy and want to break down and cry.
[System: Trigger new mission: Marry Ling Changwu Prince.] οΌ½
Nangong Jin'an almost dropped her jaw in surprise, she didn't expect that her consciousness would have such a task, she really wanted to take out a knife and hit her head well.
"Lord Wang, things are not what you think, I also said that I don't like you, it's just that I don't dare to love you."
"I don't know what the future holds, I'm scared, I'm worried. I'm afraid you'll fall in love with me, but I'm also afraid you'll fall in love with someone else. Nangong Jin'an said with a serious face.
As for how true and how false these words are, even Nangong Jin'an himself doesn't know.
"Really? Is everything you say true? Prince Ling Changwu took Nangong Jin'an's hand excitedly, looking forward to it.
"Well, everything I say is true, and if I want to say anything false, I won't say it to you again." Nangong Jin'an looked serious.
"It's just...... I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this, maybe, you will think that I am a little selfish, selfish and selfish that people have no way to forgive me, but I still want to be selfish to have you, selfish to be with you. Nangong Jin'an said with a serious face.
Ling Changwu directly interrupted Nangong Jin'an's words, and then said, "Jin'an, I just hope that you can be so selfish, even if you walk on the street in the future, I look at someone's young lady twice, you can twist my ears and let me go home quickly, this is the life I want." β
"But, I know this is not the life you want, you don't want the kind of life that works at sunrise and rests at sunset, but, no matter what kind of life you want, I will do my best to give you everything, I just hope you can stay by my side for the rest of your life and don't leave again, okay!" Ling Changwu looked serious.
Nangong Jin'an looked at Ling Changwu's eyes, and suddenly she remembered her first love, once Anyang, who also held her hand and told herself that no matter the ups and downs in this life, she would always stand on Nangong Jin'an's right hand.
As long as Nangong Jin'an looked back, he turned around. can always see his smiling face, and he once promised Nangong Jin'an that he would never leave Nangong Jin'an in his life, and would stay by her side to take care of her and accompany her.
Accompany her at sunrise and sunset, accompany her to complete each of her dreams, and he will do his best to give himself the best he has.
And now, Nangong Jin'an raised her head slightly, looking at Ling Changwu's eyes, she could see the difference between Ling Changwu and An Yang's eyes.
Anyang's kind is naΓ―ve, Nangong Jin'an once spent a long time with Anyang to grow up, so that he grew from a boy to a man, and now Nangong Jin'an no longer needs to spend time with any boy to become a man.
Standing in front of her was a man who could take on everything.
Nangong Jin'an didn't hold back for a while, she gently stood on tiptoe and kissed the tip of Ling Changwu's grandfather's nose.
And Prince Ling Changwu was also taken aback by such a move, he had never seen such a way, he felt happy and joyful in his heart, and he swayed his hands helplessly.
He didn't know what he was supposed to do, his whole face began to twist a little in surprise, and he took a step back nervously.
Ling Changwu looked at Nangong Jin'an blankly, wanting to say but didn't know what to say, but Nangong Jin'an was amused by his appearance, she had never thought that Ling Changwu had such a cute side.
"Lord Wang, there are some things I have to say to you." Nangong Jin'an didn't want to hide anything from Ling Changwu now, and he didn't want to have any little secrets.
In fact, Nangong Jin'an's heart has begun to accept the man in front of her, but she doesn't know it herself, she wants to let herself completely analyze in front of Ling Changwu, and wants him to understand the real self, not just the original owner.
What Nangong Jin'an wants Ling Changwu to know is her, her person, and her, a future person from the twenty-first century.
"Jin'an, I know what you want to say, but I don't care what you say. Maybe you think that princes like us treat every relationship the same and are not serious. β
"But, I'm not! I want to live my life with you and live the brilliant time of this life. Prince Ling Changwu's face was serious.
He has never said such affectionate and romantic words to any girl, perhaps in the eyes of others, even in the eyes of his own family Ding Wangcheng, he is a person who does not understand romance, has no humor, and does not know how to please girls.
However, Prince Ling Changwu seems to be here in Nangong Jin'an, like a person who has just opened his mind, not only can say love words, but also is very romantic, all the means are so advanced, and all love words can pierce people's hearts.
It was precisely because of these words of Prince Ling Changwu that Nangong Jin'an was even more affirmed, he must tell the man in front of him everything he had before, and he must not be able to hide anything from him.
Because this man is so good to himself, Nangong Jin'an has no way to choose to reject him, since he can't refuse, then Nangong Jin'an can only choose to fall in love with him deeply.
"Lord Wang, I don't care if you want to know or don't want to know. I want to tell you my own secrets. You should know almost zero about me other than knowing that I'm not here. β
"Actually, you don't know me at all, so why do you like me, just because you're curious? Curious about what it's like to be in another world? Nangong Jin'an looked at Ling Changwu with a serious face.
Ling Changwu tilted his head, blinked his innocent big eyes, he looked at Nangong Jin'an with a serious look that was really funny, he slowly said, "Actually, I don't know anything about you, I want to understand you, but I can't find out." β
"But that's what I like about you, I feel like you're like a star in the sky. Even though the night gets darker, the stars shine brighter. β
"I don't like people who know everything, I hope that I understand that you see it in my eyes, not that you introduced yourself, although I don't know you, but I also know that you are a strong and brave person, you never have any fear and worry, you will face any problems head-on, you will not choose to escape, you will not choose to retreat, everything you show is what I want to get, and I can't do anything about it." Ling Changwu turned around, and there was a slight loss on his face.
He remembered that when he was very young, he obviously wanted the pastries in the queen's palace, but because it was the eldest prince's favorite, he had to choose something he didn't like.
He thought in his heart that if it was Nangong Jin'an, she would definitely be brave enough to choose what she likes to eat, instead of eating what she doesn't like all day long, and eating so with relish.
However, Nangong Jin'an said that she didn't understand Ling Changwu's words, and what she wanted to understand was to understand everything.
"I don't care if you want to know or not, I want to tell you that this is my love and trust in you."
"My name is Nangong Jin'an. With you, I should have just reached the age of Jilu. However, I should also belong to a leftover girl in our place. β
"The so-called leftover women are the women who are left behind. That is, what you call an old woman. I've had a few boyfriends, but none of them have ever met someone I love the most. I could be like an Aquaman. β
"We have never met someone we truly love, and we use other people's feelings to satisfy our vanity." Nangong Jin'an said with a serious face.